—inspired By Sweet Nothing ; Taylor Swift

Bucky Barnes + smiles, smirks, laughs, etc

This is the reason Nancy Pelosi is so sensitive about political violence. It is the reason she does not trust these republican members of the house who refuse to go through the metal detectors on Capitol Hill. It is why the violent rhetoric used by republicans against her and other democrats upsets and angers her so much.

She knew these people that were assasinated. She is friends with Senator Diane Feinstein, who found Harvey Milk’s dead body, and unknowingly put her hand through one of his bullet holes trying to find a pulse. She is also friends with Congresswoman Jackie Speier who was shot 5 times in Jonestown where another San Francisco congressman, Leo Ryan, was shot and killed one week before Milk and Moscone.

Jackie Speier still has two bullets in her body from Jonestown. San Francisco city hall still has metal detectors at entrances and do bag searches because they have not forgotten that this happened, and city employees are not exempt from going through them because of Dan White. The entire city still has collective trauma from this two week period forty years ago, and it particularly effects their elected officials there.

History matters. Shared trauma matters. It should be taught and understood so it can be avoided from ever happening again.

It Happened-Chapter 4: Huh?

Word Count: 2039

You turned around, eyes glued to the floor, you couldn’t will yourself to look Steve in the face. You tried to walk around him, but he stopped you before you could make it out of his reach.

“Y/N, don’t walk away from me. I’m not going to ask you again…are you pregnant?” His eyes were willing you to look at him.

You sighed, you weren’t in the mood to talk about this right now, you just wanted to shut yourself off from the world. “Yea, Steve, I am.”

His head dropped as he ran a hand down his face, like all the stress of the world had fallen on him. “Please tell me the baby isn’t Bucky’s?” His voice falters for a second, “It’s mines, right?”

Your head snapped up, you couldn’t believe he would think you’d hurt him on that kind of level. What kind of person did he think you were? Probably the type that Sharon said you were. Before you could reply, Bucky spoke up.

“For Christ's sake Steve, after all the crap that ditzy ass dame just spewed out of her mouth, that’s what the fuck you want to talk about?”

Steve turned and stared angrily at Bucky, “I wouldn’t have to ask my wife any of this if you would have kept your fucking paws off her.”

“She shouldn’t have been your wife in the first fucking place.” Bucky roared back.

They started to walk towards each other, both men amped up and ready to strike. Wanda, bless the darling, had enough initiative to use her powers to stop them in place before they reached each other.

Sam held his hands out on either side to both men, “Okay, you four…” he briefly eyed the two couples, “…need to have a sit-down and talk to each other, before someone gets hurt any further or worse. Do you need me to mediate?”

“No, I think we all can agree to be civil, for the baby’s sake at least.” Natasha had spoken out of nowhere, she’d been silent the whole time, save for her comment to Sharon.

Your thought to leave still nagged at you, but you knew this talk had to happen or it was never going to. You also had your own questions that you needed answered. You proceeded to walk towards your bedroom, Steve grabbed your hand as you made your way. You snatched it back, being all lovey-dovey was the furthest thing from your mind at the moment.

You sat on the bed, as Steve made his way to the chair nearest you, you watched as Bucky came and took a seat on the couch. Natasha shut the door behind her and went to sit near Bucky, but he pulled her into his lap.

Your eyebrows shot up and you snorted lightly at the gesture. These men and their possessiveness, you thought to yourself.

No one spoke for what felt like an eternity and you were getting antsy. “So, are we just going to sit here brooding, or are we going to actually talk?” you said to no one in particular.

Steve looked at you, “Is the baby mines Y/N?”

“We didn’t make love until after you knocked her up,” Bucky emphasized, contempt laced his voice.

Steve looked at him with a fire lit in his eyes, then back to you. “So, you had sex with him, even though you knew you were pregnant?”

You could hear the anger in his voice, but you had to take your medicine no matter how bitter. “Yes”, was all you could meekly get out.

Steve huffed and cracked his knuckles, “How can you say love me, and do all of this to me, to our child?”

You shook your head, willing yourself not to cry, “Steve I made a mistake, I’m sorry.”

Bucky sighed, “It wasn’t a mistake Y/N, I know you still love me. If you didn’t, you wouldn’t have let it happen.” Your eyes turned to fire at his words, heat coursing through your veins, you charged up toward him.

“Why do you insist on ruining my life, you left me to be with her.” You pointed to Natasha, “What is it, huh, do you hate me that much that you can’t stand the sight of me being happy with someone else?”

Bucky’s face fell at your comment, “You think I hate you, after all of this, after what I told you that night?” He tried to reach for your hand but you stepped back.

Steve spoke up from where he was, “So, why?” Steve walked over to Bucky, stepping in front of you, his body shielding you from Bucky. “Bucky you’re my God damn best friend, why would you do this to me?”

Bucky huffed as his eyes shifted towards the ground, unable to look Steve in the face. “You think it was easy for me to watch you take my gal and marry her?” Steve looked at you from over his shoulder then back at Bucky. “You didn’t even hesitate, did you? Steve, you sit here acting like I betrayed you, but you betrayed me first. I would never date one of your girls.”

“So, because it’s me and not some guy you don’t know, that’s why you did this. You don’t hate me or her, you just don’t want us together?” Steve spoke, trying to get an understanding of what was going through Bucky’s head.

“That’s not fair, to me or Steve. Bucky, you’re making it like we were still together when Steve and I started dating. You let me go, I was free to date who I wanted.” You shifted to Steve’s side, your hand trembling, you slowly grabbed a hold of his hand to show Bucky. You feared Steve would move away from your touch.

Bucky eyes darted to your hands interlocked with Steve’s, then to Steve’s face and finally to yours, staring into your eyes like he was trying to touch your soul. “Once mine, always mine. I thought after you saw everything that happened between Natalia and me, since our finding each other again, that you’d understand that doll.” Steve’s grip tightened on your hand, it isn’t painful, but it's uncomfortable.

“Then, I overhear that she’s carrying your baby, instead of mines, Steve you had to have known that would fuck with me on the inside.”

You looked weirdly at him, you hadn’t told him until after you two had, had sex. Seeing the confused look on your face, he explained. “I heard your conversation with Dr. Cho when I was near the labs the day you found out. I knew I had to do something then, before you told Steve about the baby or I was never going to get my Y/N back.”

Hesitation showed in his demeanor, while Natasha had, had enough. “Just tell them already James, you sound like a villain laying out their master plan, before killing their enemy.”

Your eyes darted to Natasha and back to him, she was being weirdly calm about the whole situation. It irked your whole entire being. Bucky sighed, “Y/N I had planned to ask you to become my…” he looked at Natasha and then back to you. “Our girlfriend.” He gestured to him and Natasha, “I was trying to give you some time to deal with everything and let your feelings settle down, but before I could get the chance to ask you, Steve and you had started dating. I tried to wait until you two fell apart on your own, but then you,” he pointed at Steve “just had to go and marry her.”

You and Steve stood there wide-eyed and temporarily flabbergasted, though you recovered quicker than Steve. “So, hold up, let me get this straight, you thought you’d just ask me to become a threesome with you and your wife, who you cheated on me with and that I’d say yes and pop out however many babies you wanted and that it would all be fine and hunky-dory???”

Natasha came to Bucky’s side and held his hand, she rallied in his defense. “No, he loves you Y/N, we would all be equal partners, an actual polyamorous relationship, not just sex and mating.”

You couldn’t believe what you were hearing and from her of all people. Steve apparently had heard enough. “Natasha, you can’t be seriously condoning this?” Suddenly you remembered your questions from earlier and snatched your hand back from Steve.

“You’re worried about her condoning this, but you have yet to explain why the fuck you were at Sharon’s all week, and discussing fucking Natasha, with her.” You huffed at the end, suddenly winded from getting all that out. You stepped away and turned to face Steve, staring into his eyes. “Did you sleep with her?”

Steve scoffed, “No, God how could you think I’d do something like that to you?”

You walk up to him slowly, “You disappear for a week, without telling a soul where you’re at, turns out you’re staying at your ex’s…”

“She’s NOT my ex!” Steve yells, throwing his hands up in the air in frustration.

Your eyebrows shot up, “Oh, I’m sorry, I mean your “flunky". You roll your eyes, “Turns out you’re at her home this whole time, sharing deep secrets with her like you’re at summer camp.” You began to pace the floor, “Like the fact that you have a past with your best friend’s wife, that you didn’t feel obligated to share with him or me, and let’s not forget the cherry on top of this fucked up sundae-you still want to fuck her.”

“It wasn’t like that Y/N, I was just blowing off some steam.” Steve stepped back and fell into the couch.

You scoffed, crossing the short distance between you two, you looked him dead in the eyes. “Do you want to fuck Natasha?”

He stared at you silently, you didn’t have to search his eyes long to get the answer, his silence didn’t help either. You turned away shaking your head, with a small laugh. Steve was always easy to read, and it seemed to have gotten impossible for him to lie to you at all since you two had gotten married.

You muttered, “Go ahead.”

“What?” was everyone’s response, you’d forgotten that Bucky and Natasha were even in the room.

You turned to face Steve, so he wouldn’t miss hearing you a second time. “I said go ahead, fuck her. I won’t stop you.” Steve looked at you in shock, Bucky sat with his mouth gaped open like a fish and Natasha’s face held her usual look of indifference. Steve tried to speak, but you held up your hand to stop him, you softened your demeanor.

“It’s ok Steve, really, it’s only fair.” You walked up to him and touched the side of his face gently, “It seems like we both were just trying to replace someone we lost, and that isn’t love, Steve. I think we need some time apart, it would help us figure out if that’s all this is, or if our relationship is more than just that.”

Steve stood up, shaking his head in disagreement, “No Y/N, I just found out your pregnant, you can’t just leave.”

“Steve, I’m pregnant, not handicap. I’m not leaving forever, I just need to clear my head, there’s a lot going on that I’m trying to process.” You squeezed his hand to reassure him.

Natasha chimed in, “Y/N my 2 cents may not be worth much here, but being pregnant and alone doesn’t seem like the greatest idea.”

You looked at her with a smirk on your face, “Thanks Nat, but I’ll manage.” You turned to walk past Bucky to get to your room to collect your things. Bucky reached out and held onto your hand. “Doll, please don’t go.”

You snatched away from him. “STOP!” You saw him step back, sadness shown in his blue eyes. You wriggled & twisted your hands in one another, “You’ve done…” You shook your head, “We’ve done enough already.” You continued to your bedroom and locked the door behind you.

Bucky fell into the seat across from Steve, they both sat still, with looks of defeat across their faces, so Nat cleared her throat to get their attention. “So…what now fellas?”

Tags: @iheartsebastianstan

"Being Wrong"

Series List

Avengers AU

Bucky x Dot, Bucky x reader, Steve x Reader

Summary: Being with him was wrong, he has someone waiting for him. Being wrong felt so good, till it didn't. And when it all goes bad there's someone there to gently pick up the pieces.

Warnings: cheating, smut, NO UNDER 18

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Chapters:

1 // 2 // 3 // 4 // 5 //

Updated: Aug 12th

One Shots and Mini Fics

Trying to get my admin together so here is a list of all my one shots and mini fics that don’t relate to any of my series.

Disclaimer: With any dark versions of characters, I 100% do not condone the actions they undertake. This is purely as a literary exploration in a safe space.

Please consume dark fics responsibly and read all warnings

Frank Castle One Shots:

Screaming My Name - Frank x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  Reader steals one of Frank’s kills again and it’s the last straw.

I Wanna Feel Somethin’ - Frank x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  (Anon) Could I please get a female reader smut request with Frank Castle? Based around the idea that he comes to her after the event with Billy at the carousel and she comforts him?

Punishment - Frank Castle x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  (Anon) ‘Easy, babygirl’

Penance - Dark!Frank Castle x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary: Kidnapped by none other than the Punisher, he wants a child from you to replace the ones he lost.

John Constantine One Shots:

Are You Mine? - John Constantine x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  Lifelong friends with John Constantine, you mourn the death of your mutual friend with copious amounts of gin.

A Haunting In Hilltop - John Constantine x Female Reader

Summary:  Imagine discovering the new home you’ve moved into is haunted and John Constantine investigates it.

The Role is Cursed - John Constantine/Harry Potter crossover

Summary: Imagine John Constantine as a Hogwarts Professor

Bloody Hell! - Female John Constantine x Lucifer Morningstar (Commission)

Summary:  After going to scope out Lux, Constantine gets more than she bargains for when she finally finds her soulmate after fifty years of searching and it’s the last person she expects.

Fright Night - John Constantine x Female Reader

Summary:  You take Constantine to the local Halloween funfair to unwind but the world of the supernatural never has downtime

John Constantine/Alec Holland One Shots:

Green Grass & High Tides - Constantine/Holland x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  Returning to see your friend Alec (Swamp Thing), you get up to mischief in the Bayou which attracts the wrong kind of attention.

John Constantine/Mad Sweeney One Shots:

Glitter & Gold - Constantine/Mad Sweeney x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  Receiving a call from Papa Midnite to help out with an unknown supernatural, you journey to Jack’s Crocodile Bar where you run into someone new….and someone you didn’t want to see.

Lucifer Morningstar One Shots:

L.A. Lights - Lucifer x Female Reader

Summary:  Down on your luck and down to your last few auditions, you wonder if you’ll ever make it big as a club singer. Time to make a deal with the Devil?

Loki Laufeyson One Shots: 

A Ball in Berlin - Loki x Female Reader

Summary: Loki asks you to accompany him on a mission but you’ve never seen eye to eye

A God’s Interest - Loki x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  Reader is an Avenger and Loki has been tormenting her, stating she’s not fit to be there.

NSFW Alphabet - Loki

Valkyrie of Valhalla - Loki x Female Reader

Summary: Request details:  Loki is in Valhalla after being killed by Thanos and meets reader who is a Valkyrie. Slowly he falls in love

Shadows and Slumber - Dark!Loki x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary: Of all of Loki’s maids, you were the one to refuse him. Perhaps magic can help him claim you?

Crowley One Shots/Mini fics:

Puppy Love -  Request details: Something fluffy and cute with Crowley and reader (who is his wife) and a hellhound puppy.

Puppy Love - Chapter 1

Puppy Love - Chapter 2

Puppy Love - Chapter 3

Crowley’s Favourite - Crowley x Stripper Reader (Smut)

Summary:  Request details:  Crowley runs a bar where reader is a dancer there. She knows exactly who he is and what other things he runs. A patron of the bar flirts with reader and Crowley becomes jealous. With Fluff and Smut

Sirius Black One Shots:

The Witch Who Waited - Sirius Black x Female Reader (Grief warning)

Summary:  Sirius reconnects with you after escaping Azkaban and rekindles the love you used to share.

Dean Winchester One Shots/Mini fics:

Midnight Rider -  Reader is an ex British Men of Letters who joins with the Winchesters. Her and Dean dance around their feelings for each other until bearing the Mark drags the worst out of them both.

Midnight Rider - Chapter 1

Midnight Rider - Chapter 2 (Smut)

Midnight Rider - Chapter 3

Wishful Thinking - Dean Winchester x Female Reader

Summary:  You wake up on Christmas morning to an excited Dean in your house…only you don’t remember ever living in this house….or being Dean’s girlfriend

Steve Rogers One Shots:

Because Opposites Attract - Steve Rogers x Female Reader

Summary:  Steve is prim and proper and you cuss like it’s going outta style. So why is Steve attracted to you so much?

Who The Hell Is Steve? - Hydra Steve Rogers x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  HYDRA AU - In a world where Hydra has control of the Avengers, New York is a dangerous place to live in. You find that out personally when you return to your apartment and find you’re not alone.

Transatlantic - Steve Rogers x Female Reader

Summary: After Peggy rejects Steve, he finds company in you, a British Brigadier who is more than meets the eye.

Transatlantic D-Day - Steve Rogers x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  Instead of missing Brigadier Darling before the final events of The First Avenger, Steve joins you for the Allied mission towards the Normandy beaches.

Mein Teil - Dark!Steve Rogers x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  Coming across an ad for free cookery lessons, you really should’ve thought it was too good to be true.

Private Eyes Are Watching You - Dark!Steve Rogers x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  The best P.I. in the state, you accept a man’s case to catch his cheating wife in the act with none other than Captain America himself.

Burnt Sugar - Dark!Steve Rogers x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  After pushing your sugar daddy Steve too far, you think you can move onto the next guy with no consequences but Steve wants his money back.

Bucky Barnes One Shots:

Reconditioning - Bucky Barnes x Female Reader

Summary:  After regaining your memories, you attempt to flee from the Winter Soldier program but the Asset is not far behind you.

I Ran - Bucky Barnes x Female Reader

Summary:  A new addition to the Avengers, everyone seems to like you…everyone except Bucky Barnes.

Always the Quiet Ones - Dark!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  After finding your boyfriend sleeping with your best friend, you kick them both out…only now you desperately need a housemate. Thankfully a guy named Bucky answers your advert.

Hannibal Lecter - One Shots:

The Pantry - Hannibal Lecter x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  Hannibal always tells you to never go in the pantry but your curiosity gets the better of you.

Zebediah Kilgrave One Shots:

NSFW Alphabet - Kilgrave

Edward Nygma One Shots:

Enigma No More - Edward Nygma x Female Reader

Summary:  Overlooked in the Cold Case Unit, Ed Nygma is the only person who believes in you but when a series of cases done by ‘The Riddler’ start to call you out, suddenly the whole GCPD notices you.

Dick Grayson One Shots:

All Is Fair In Love In and Gang Wars - Dick Grayson x Female Reader (Smut)

Summary:  Calling for back up in Blüdhaven, Nightwing discovers your affiliation with Red Hood but there’s no time for jealousy when the streets are erupting into deadly riots.

Jason Todd One Shots:

Red Sky At Night - Batman/Daredevil Crossover

Summary:  Tracking a criminal from Gotham to Hell’s Kitchen, Jason Todd gets more than he bargains for.

James Moriarty One Shots:

Confess - Moriarty x Female Reader (Smut) Fleabag/Sherlock AU

Summary:  After your life spirals out of control, you go to church for the first time in your life where you meet the most unorthodox priest you’ve ever encountered.

The Second Mrs Rogers - Masterlist (Complete)

Summary: After a whirlwind marriage to millionaire widower Steve Rogers in Monte Carlo, you return to his stately home at Brooklyn Bay. The cracks start to show, however, as you deal with Mr Barnes, the butler who despises you and the question of what happened to the first Mrs Rogers…

Rebecca/Marvel AU

Pairing: Dark!Steve x Reader, Dark!Bucky x Reader

Warnings: Non-con, Dub-con, 1920s attitudes, Sexism, Domestic Abuse

*Please do not replicate my work without my express permission*

Word Count:  21176

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Chapter 1 - Brooklyn Bay

Chapter 2 - The Guest

Chapter 3 - The Weeds In Our Garden

Chapter 4 - The Gala

Chapter 5 - The Locked Room

Chapter 6 - The Mistake

Chapter 7 - The Revelation

Chapter 8 - The Physician’s Office

Chapter 9 - The Secret Diary

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…no joke

i think the fic is somehow taking people’s accounts.

no fucking joke.

someone i was just talking to dmed me the link. they were nice. their account had posts.

now its empty, it has no posts, their header is blank.

DO NOT FUCKING CLICK ON THE FIC LINK. ITS SOMETHING THAT GRABS YOUR PASSWORD. I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS.

I REPEAT. DONT FUCKING. CLICK. ON THE FIC.

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anthonymackie: @/imsebastianstan remember that time I had to tell I love you from 2 meters away?! Happy Birthday Playa... you are truly the vanilla ice cream to my ice cream sandwich. #AvengerBoyzForLife

His Inheritance Masterlist

Pairing: Mobster Steve Rogers x Mobster daughter reader

Warnings: References to mafia families. References to arranged marriage. Coercion. This is a dark fic. Please read responsibly.

Summary: For @alexakeyloveloki. Your father is the head of one of the most powerful crime families in Boston but he’s protected you from that life. In your quiet home outside the city, you’ve been cared for and protected. When the desires of a more powerful man with the will to dominate bursts into your life, all your illusions are shattered as he comes to claim what is his.

Part 1: Hidden Gems

Part 2: Rapunzel

Part 3: Homecoming

Part 4: Whispers

Part 5: Sealed with a Kiss

Part 6: What We Need

Part 7: A Charade

Part 8: Reckoning

Part 9: High Stakes

Part 10: Temptress

Part 11: Union of the Snake

Part 12: Something Borrowed

Part 13: Kiss the Bride 

Part 14: Negotiations & Promises

Part 15: The Wedding Present