everything is green again. like the earth is taking its first deep breath since the winter.
IM ALIVE. IM ALIVE SO TODAY I ACTED LIKE IT.
with my luck, i’m sure you’ve gotten everything you wanted. i’m sure the seas part at your will and the birds chirp when you order it. with my luck you’re happy.
i stopped pretending you were mine today. or that you ever were.
i’m so afraid of becoming everything i’m running from.
i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy. i am not crazy.
i am angry all the time.
i look forward to the darkness and the quiet. even though i am scared of it, that is the only time i feel something.
i have nothing to say anymore.