you’ve ruined my life. i will say i love you until i am hoarse. i will kiss you until my lips are raw. i will cry for you until i cry a river. i will hold you until my arms can no longer hold themselves up. i will miss you until the sun sinks into the sky for the final time.
i do believe it would have been easier to have you ripped from me. because you’re still here, but i’m watching you undo the threads at a snails pace.
march’s last day feels far too unsettling. like the end of an era. the end of you.
i can feel myself falling. and i have never ever been happier.
i feel safe and soft in your arms.
everything is green again. like the earth is taking its first deep breath since the winter.
there is hate brewing in my bones. i do not believe it will stop until you are laid to rest.
(don’t worry it’s already happening)
if i watch you build a life with another woman, i will blind myself.