i’m suffering. sinking into the furthest depths of misery. and yet it feels holy.
i have this terrible longing hiding inside my chest.
someone asked me today if i had ever been in love. i shook my head no because what we had can’t fit under one four letter word.
people tell me i will survive. that i won’t be able to remember this one day. that i will get over it. and maybe i will. but i will not forget. my blood, and my bones, and my cells, and my sprint won’t let me. they will never let me recover from you.
thank you mother, for uprooting my life for your own convenience.
i am so terribly sad. someone must be watching the movie of my life for a good cry.
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i will mourn this november for the rest of my life. this november i fell out of love.