someone asked me today what made me feel the most alive. and through tears i told them it was you.
happiness feels a million miles away and thousands of years in the past.
the worst sadness i’ve ever felt was grieving you while you were still very much alive.
i’ll run away from you my whole life if i have to.
happy birthday baby. even though you’re on the other side of the world. even though you hate me. happy birthday baby.
as the clock hit midnight last night, i became new and pure. but in the few hours since i woke this morning, i have already been tainted.
someone asked me today if i had ever been in love. i shook my head no because what we had can’t fit under one four letter word.
in march, time goes at a steady pace, but tomorrow it will be october and i will have not spoken to you since february and i will forget that i have ever spoken to you.
no matter how high i jump, how fast i run, how many cities i pass through, how many dollars i spend; i will always end up staring right back at you.