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And the homestuck ring. I know it's homestuck.
Fixated on the idea of Steve at the Munson trailer for date night, “chilling” on the couch watching a movie with Eddie. Steve being torn apart. Inside of him are two wolves:
Wanting to volunteer to get Eddie more and more snacks from the kitchenette because he knows when Eddie’s watching a movie that he will mindlessly eat anything put in front of him and if Steve’s the one getting the snacks, he can ply Eddie with the frankly ludicrous amount of food he wants Eddie to eat
But wanting to make Eddie get up and get his own snacks, coz he’s obsessed with the way Eddie’s heavy footfalls will set the whole Munson mug collection hanging on the trailer walls a-shaking and loudly tinkling in unison with Eddie’s jiggly body in motion, like a symphony to his chubby chasing ears
Draco had a bad feeling that if Ginny ever used the word please, he would give her anything she asked. Anything she wanted. Just like Theo did — with Pansy.
But Ginny would never do that. She would never beg.
Because she could only take.
Take every part of him without a need to give anything in return.
That’s how fucking close she got.
And he couldn't resist her. Not now, not ever. Because the only time he could call her mine was when she came back for more.
And it was the only thing he wanted.
Mine.
high fidelity by lucid dreaming
happy birthday mithrun here are your antidepressants and warm cacao
2cm apart
"And here's another thing—" she cut herself off, her eyes widening, as she realized she and Hanako were just two centimeters away from each other, close enough to feel their breaths if Hanako was still alive that is. Her cheeks grew a very dark red, and her lips parted, as she stared into the deep pools of amber that were Hanako's eyes. She could never get over how beautiful and entrancing they were. She could just stare at them for days upon end.
{It’s like burning…}
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It was no secret that trolls reacted differently to things concerning romance, as someone who was somewhat well versed in quadrants by now you could say that there really was some method to the madness. Truth be told it was all extremely straightforward- unless you were a clown. Gods above and below did that throw a wrench in things. From symbolism and ritual all the way down to the odd taboo clowns just loved to make things interesting- and often contradictory- despite being in a relationship with Marvus for as long as you had been those damn clowns still confounded you.
Still, you’d learned to pick up on certain tells. Little mannerisms your matesprite couldn’t help himself from doing each and every time. Sipping at your drink as the troll next to you continued to ramble on- about what you had long lost track of- it was very clear they were getting on Marvus’ nerves. Really, he wasn’t subtle. Not anymore. The twitch of his ears every time your companion laughed at something they’d said, the flex of his hands around his cane when they leaned into your personal space. Honestly it was starting to get a little funny. They weren’t even hitting for your red quadrant- just making over the top and cartoonishly exaggerated small talk- but clearly Marvus had different feelings on the matter. Some time between them plopping down in your booth and throwing an arm around your shoulders Marvus had started inching his way closer and closer. He made a good show of it, of rambling and ‘wandering’ around the club. To the untrained eye he’d only ‘accidentally’ find himself back at your table. “Ohmygoddd is that Marvvvy Xoloto? I legit can’t! Are you two here together?” The teal was now half sprawled across you to gawk openly like a stereotypical drunk sorority girl. One hand wrapped around a solo cup and the other still clinging to your shoulders. It was clearly getting to Marvus as you saw his brow twitch and his grin become a little more forced. Taking the solo cup from their glitter smeared claws you set it on the table and carefully guided them back into a sitting position. Your newly appointed bestie still refused to remove their arm from around your shoulders and while that didn’t bother you it was clearly bothering your matesprite more and more. “Like Baaabeee, you should totally ask him to hang out with us!”
You couldn’t even attempt to stop the barking laughter that statement caused. The straw that broke the metaphorical camel’s back as Marvus all but appeared at your side to sneer a wide grin down at your companion- you should really remember their name because they seemed like a blast- and placed a single hand down on the table to lean over the two of you. Abruptly your companion stopped giggling along with you in favor of staring gobsmacked up at him. “Omg babes did I like black out or did he teleport cause dayum!” Marvus’ near livid red eyes softened a shade towards orange in confusion. “Exactly how drunk are you right now?” You asked them in amusement. “Ooooo what’s that earth show saying thang??? Oh! Oh! Oh! I found a liquor store and I drank it! Yeah! That’s the one.” “Let’s call you a cab then.”
“Awww but I wanna party!” Their arms wrapped around you in a vice as they pouted down at you. The shiny metallic sequins of their crop top were digging into your skin and you had a suspicion that there would be glitter in your hair for days to come. A low growl emanated from above you and to both your horror and amusement the teal blew a raspberry at him.
“Ay tealz, wat tha fck you think you doin?”
“I am having a great time with my new bestie! Now buzz off grumpy pants!” They pointed a finger right in Marvus’ face causing him to go cross eyed and threw their legs over you to practically sit in your lap. Oh, you needed their name and number because they were now your favorite person. Giggling hysterically you patted their knee. Marvus was starting to look somewhere between murderous and exasperated.
“That’s my matesprite yo’ dumbass is feelin’ up tealz.”
“Omggg you two are together together?? That’s adorable!” And yet they didn’t budge an inch.
“Marvus could you help me get them into a cab?” You asked earning another whine from them.
“But the party isn’t even over yet!”
“Ye, but it be lookin like you dun had enough.” Marvus ground out.
It took you wrapping an arm around their waist and half dragging half herding them towards the exit before they stopped whining. Marvus had been more than happy to clear the way and get them a cab which is when the night went from interesting to insane. Marvus had been trying to subtly goad the teal off of you as you waited for a cab but they had simply wrapped themselves more firmly around you. As the time for the cab dragged on Marvus continued to grow more agitated until finally, finally, the cab pulled up.
“We should go to another party.” Ellari- you’d finally gotten a name- slurs cheerfully attempting to drag you with them to the cab. Marvus takes a step towards the both of you. “I think it’s closing time for you.” You reply. Ellari pouts exaggeratedly and pulls you into a hug. “Well you better call meee! I need a party buddy!” “Of course, of course-,” You yelp suddenly when they pull back and with a wicked grin move faster than any drunk has any right to move. “See ya next time babe!” They shout diving into the cab as quickly as their stilettoes would allow.
“You sneaky mother-,” Marvus snarls suddenly lunging for the cab as it speeds off. He spends a moment swearing at the rapidly speeding cab as it escapes and you place a hand on your rear still stinging with the slap. As the situation finally catches up with you a laugh begins to bubble up. Marvus whirls around to look at you completely bewildered as you start to cackle until tears streak down from the corners of your eyes.
“Wats so damn funny babes?” He asks warily eyes narrowing slightly. You shake your head still laughing too hard to speak as he approaches you. Its not until he bends down to be level with you that the laughter begins to die off. There’s a look in his eyes that’s familiar and sends your stomach in nervous knots. A plotting look of suspicion that turns his eyes dark.
“Were you tryna make a clown jealous baby?”
Oh shit.
A shark like grin spreads across his face and before you can explain he has you up in his arms.
Officially screwed is putting it lightly.
rip jazz fenton, you would’ve loved buzzfeed unsolved
catdow revival au chapter 5: Oh… Good for her.
Sorry for how long it took to release this chapter. Wound up sick and then life hit me with a brick (hey that rhymes!). Anyways! Here it is! And the rest of the fic has been finished, now it's just about posting it. Which might be over the course of a few days just so that I can remember to actually do it.
Anyways, please enjoy!
Shadow looked around the house. Boredom begging to be somehow released.
Red and Green were out of the house, likely for a few days. Vio was cooped up in his room with the door only a crack open and his nose buried deep in a book.
Blue was around. But he was a kind of typhoon of activity. Switching from making food to cleaning things around the house to reading to making food again to exercising. Never giving one thing more than 20 minutes of focus.
Shadow watched him for awhile, and then thought it would be fun to try and keep up with him.
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I started when he moved back to his corner. There was a yoga mat with various instructions on it for how to do different stretches, and various doodads around that seemed to be for muscle??? Maybe??? Blue made his way over, and I followed.
He did a stretch, I did my best to mimic it while still a cat. He lifted one of the doodads, I lifted a book or something else heavy and within reach.
He didn’t really notice at first. Having not paid a single ounce of attention to me for almost the whole day.
He’d reach down and pat my side whenever I walked in front of him, but that was about it.
I didn’t really know what to do while he finished whatever cooking/baking (I don’t really know the difference) project so I just circled for a little while.
He seemed to notice that (and the intense eye contact I made) but didn’t comment on it beyond a grumble of “weird ass cat” and a soft smile.
It was when he went back to cleaning that the problems arose.
Oh mercy be upon the soul who decides to reveal all the dust under the chairs by accidentally becoming a feather duster.
I trotted up to Blue, feeling extremely grumpy because I knew there was no way I was cleaning this up by licking it. No way. I refused before I’ll refuse again!
At least until Blue tried to get me in the bath.
Which, for 1: No. For 2: No . And for 3: NO !!
Are you kidding? Getting me all soaked and soapy and having to air dry like some rat crawling out of a sewer? No thanks. I’m good.
“Come on! I need to get you cleaned up before I can clean up the dust and dirt everywhere else! I will not stand to have you running around when you're all dirty.. And… UGH!!!” I managed to jump out of his hands, running from the room and up into Vio’s room. Where I hid under his bed.
Vio had a lot of weird stuff under there. Lots of books that I’m pretty sure he had room for on the shelves. Boxes of papers and notebooks and notes. Other boxes with other stuff I wasn’t sure I actually wanted to know about.
Okay, hiding under Vio’s bed was scarier than the bath by a long shot.
Vio seemed to agree with me, because he dragged me out from under the bed with a look of pure horror on his face.
“Blue! What are you doing to the cat??” He asked, sounding a little tight, like he had been caught doing something he wasn't supposed to.
What the fuck does he have under his bed????
Blue at least looked apologetic as he lifted me out of Vio's grasp, He’s trying to give me a bath, that’s what! “rrrrrrowww.” He gave me a pointed look, I gave him a grumpy one back.
“Sorry! I was trying to give him a bath!” Blue apologized, an awkward smile on his face as he started to pet me.
“Maybe find a different way to do that then? Because I really don’t want him in my room.” Vio at this point had gone back to his usual calm, cool demeanour. Which was annoying. Be real damnit!
“Why? What’s in your room that you don’t want him getting into?” Blue asked bluntly, narrowing his eyes.
Vio froze up, and then glanced at his bed, not answering.
Alright, setting that aside in my head as another thing for later.
“Vio-” Blue tried to ask again, looking about as suspicious as I felt.
“It’s nothing, okay? Green had it in his had to teach the little rat how to steal my stuff, I really don’t want him making off with my notes or research!” Vio spat out, like he had to get the excuse out before Blue could say anything.
Blue didn’t look impressed. “The research that keeps you cooped up in here more days than it doesn’t? The research that looks a heck of a lot like messing around with shit you shouldn’t be?” Blue accused, then shook his head. “You know what, have fun with that. Just make sure you’re room is clean, I’m deep cleaning the house today.” He ordered, carrying me out of the room.
“Stupid jerk. I wouldn’t want poor Shadow in there anyways, he would just collect more dust and dirt and bacteria not even known by science in there!” Blue grumbled under his breath, bringing me back into the bathroom.
I was too busy thinking about how I was gonna break in there again to struggle.
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The rest of Shadow’s day was spent with Blue. Who had stopped being a tornado of doing stuff, and had sat down to read a book.
Shocking turn of events, I know.
At one point he got this frustrated look on his face and set the book down hard beside him. Thankfully on the opposite side of him than Shadow had been snuggled up to.
He folded his arms, staring straight ahead in annoyance.
“Row?” Shadow looked up at him.
Blue glanced down at him. “I don’t need to explain myself to a cat.” He said.
“Mrrrp.” fine, Shadow set his head back down on his pause. Ears perking up as Blue decided he did need to explain himself to a cat.
“The main character is just… ugh??? She just makes me wanna-!” Blue gripped at the air like he could strangle this imaginary character if he believed hard enough.
“In book one, she wasn’t so bad. It was like reading my own thoughts on a page and the only reason I even continued through the book, and she got the cool ass reward for her good deeds with getting to actually have a more feminine- oh uh, she was born male but is a girl -not completely removing her being born male but she still got- and now in the sequel??? It’s like the author forgot everything about her character! He wrote her as being this baddass nuanced woman, and the moment she transitions fully she’s like… half the character she was before and-!” Blue slapped his hands over his forehead and dragged them down.
He nodded, not getting any of what he was saying but still wanting to be supportive.
“I miss the character who gave me my awakening, where did she go?” Blue grumbled.
Shadow paused. Blinking.
Wait what.
“You wouldn’t tell anyone would you? I’m not ready for them to know.” Blue grinned, knowing full well that Shadow couldn’t tell anyone shit.
BLUE’S A GIRL???? Shadow stared dumbly at him… her???
Blue just set, him down and went back to petting him. Seemingly not noticing the poor cat's brain frying.
He shook his head, causing her to flinch.
Blue’s a girl… good for her.
About me:
A 18 year old who woke up and decided to write fanfiction
Fandoms: Harry Potter, The Marauders, Winx club , Romance Club
Master list
Nothing Matters 18/18
https://archiveofourown.org/works/62445772
Will write someday:
I think that we are alone now
The Substance AU
Everything Everywhere All At Once AU
Tommorow Never Came
