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Y’all always be talking about how you have to love yo mom cuz she always there for you.
Lemme tell ya
I’ve been there for my mom everytime she felt sad, depressed or heartbroken.
Every time a new boyfriend broke up with her i was there to take care of her.
I put my needs aside to help her.
I put my emotions aside so i could help her.
I did everything for her no matter how much it hurted me, i kept loving her even after she told us how worthless we where.
When she neglectes us, when she ignored us.
Every fucking time.
But when i was sitting on the cough, crying, feeling so lonely and depressed, wanting to die.
She came sitting next to me and asked.
If i wanted to move aside so her FUCKING BOYFRIEND COULD SIT NEXT TO HER!!!
I’ve been there for her, but not once she was there for me when i needed it.
And now when her 700000th boyfriend broke up with her, and she’s crying and depressed.
Im there for her again.
Becouse i know what its like to be ignored when you need love.
Nobody talks about the only child.
The child that is assumed to be spoiled
The child is assumed to be loved by their parents.
Yes, there is no lie that sometimes you are spoiled and you are loved.
Yet you are carrying the weight of an eldest and youngest child.
That you must not speak against them so the house you live in could be liveable and bearable
That you are the punching bag for their anger and stress that they cannot communicate with others or each other.
That you carry the trauma that they have passed on to you from their childhood.
You try to be strong but sometimes you just want to curl up and let someone carry the weight