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Guys, this chapter is kicking my ass. Plot is hard, I just want to go back to character dynamics and letting them be gay. Action and plot is harrdddd

people misunderstand what ‘gifted kid’ actually means but it’s ok it’s fine it’s cool it’s good

It’s insane how Mary stayed six months out of the world after Matthew’s death. She wasn’t herself during half of a year, only thinking about him and how lost she is without his company. The parallel between the bride dress and the black dress only shows the melancholic state that Mary was feeling, transfering her into a lost sadness mother. We know that if Mary had died and not Matthew he would have been the same exact way as she was.

Trying to tell myself he has a life and the world doesn’t revolve around me but god, him not talking to me rn is so painful.

“I just wanna get out of this shit town with you.” “…. yeah. Me too.”