I Am Very Irritated

Self destructive to the point where I almost WANT to go into psychosis.

I want to feel that fear again

I want everyone to know that I’m sick

That it’s not for attention

I want to be alone again

I miss being lonely.

What is wrong with me?

Maybe I’m just used to it. Not having something wrong in my head is weird to me. It’s uncomfortable even.

Unrelated sketch page, a more satyr-inspired Lucifer and a messy dangervag with an incredibly gorgeous Vaggie

Google how do I make someone so obsessed with my body they forget I'm a human being

How could you, Lute?!

Trauma didn't make me nice, I consciously made me nice because I don't want anyone else to suffer like I did. Trauma didn't make me strong, I made me strong. Don't you dare ever tell me my trauma made me anything but scared, broken, and confused. Don't give credit to the abusers for me being a good person. They didn't make me good, I made myself good.

"noo I can't do that, people are going to think I'm self centred and annoying :(" I say while being the most self centred and annoying person to ever

corpse grindin man by harley poe starts playing and i'm like YEEEEEEEEEEHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE UNITED STATES MUST BE DESTROYED THIS HAS GONE ON FOR FAR TOO LONG