Angsty Sentence Starters #4

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Genei Ibun Roku #FE | Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Aoi Itsuki & Tsurugi Yashiro Characters: Aoi Itsuki, Tsurugi Yashiro, Navarre (Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE), Kurono Kiria Additional Tags: Everyone else is also there for like one line but it’s mainly Itsuki and Yashi, And a bit of Kiria Summary:

Can’t cry now. Not until it’s all over.

Whumptober Day 10: Passing out from pain

A/N: Brought to you by @yumizurueleonora saying I should be mean to Saki.

If I were to step out of this thin white line I'm tugged by

It isn’t even noon. They’d only had their first few classes, it was an hour and a half before they all took a break for lunch, and then after that Leo/need was going to try recording their first demo album and practice for their live show!

So Saki cannot already be in pain. She cannot be in so much pain before noon she wants to go home and lie down in her plushies and not move.

It’ll get better, of course it’ll get better, it’s early! She can just push through it, Saki just has to make sure that no one notices, because if the others heard she was in pain now, then they’d cancel all their big plans for today even if she went home and felt better later.

Her back’s the worst by the time lunch comes. Each invertebrate disk feels like it’s creaking, and it’s making it hard to stand up straight but Saki Will! Not! Give! Up! She’s had worse at the hospital, and that’s why she’s not there anymore!

She could ask to go to the nurse’s office to get her pain medication but Miyajou’s full of gossips. No way that doesn’t get back to Ichika and the others and then they’ll be like “just to be safe, let’s put it off for today!”

No! Life isn’t about playing it safe! Life isn’t about being cooped up in a small boring hospital room where people constantly check on you and you’ll never get hurt but you’ll feel dead inside!

She can get pain pills after they record the demo.

When the final bell rings, Saki’s head hurts. God a migraine. She grabs an energy drink that’s supposed to have extra Vitamin B2 and hopes that’ll work. Save her, Riboflavin! It won’t matter though because she can play the songs that’ll be on their demo in her sleep.

“Saki-chan?” Honami asks. “Are you ok, you seem pale?”

“I’m great! We’re gonna have a demo!” Saki says. “Have you been working on the album art?”

Honami’s hand goes to her notebook, and Saki smiles, reaching for it. Instead of pictures of lion-like creatures like Honami did for their flyers, there are pictures of the old playground they used to walk by, with doodles of shooting stars and constellations overhead.

“I… I thought maybe it would be bad if I drew our first album cover from scratch, so I’ve just been thinking of what kind of layout we can do with images?” Honami says quickly.

“Oh!” Saki says. “I love it!” 

“Love what?” Shiho asks, walking up with Ichika. 

“Our first album cover!” Saki announces, showing them the sketchbook.

“It’s not exactly an album,” Ichika says, “it’s a demo, it’s only going to be a couple of songs to give to agents.”

“But!” Saki says, wiggling her eyebrows. “Soon we will have an album! Just after we record this. Now what are we waiting for?” Saki spins on her heel and runs off.

The studio they’re recording in looks totally cool, like the kind they have in movies. It’s so professional! So real! This is it, they can–

Saki wakes up in the hospital. Ichika is sitting across from her, and notices as soon as she opens her eyes.

“Saki!” Ichika gasps. “Oh my gosh, are you ok? We were so scared when you passed out we didn’t know what to do, Honami was freaking out and Shiho called the ambulance and I kept trying to wake you up and I wasn’t sure if I should do CPR or something.”

Saki frowns. “We didn’t get to record the demo.”

“The demo?” Ichika gasps. “Saki you fainted, I think that’s more important than the demo!”

Saki coughs. “But it’s not just the demo, you’re going to say we need to practice less because I might get tired.”

“W-well we were talking about it but–”

“That’s the problem! Do you know how much professional performers practice?” Saki asks. “Professional Broadway actors do eight shows a week, I heard Tsukasa-nii talking about it! If we wanna go pro, we have to keep up with that now!”

“If we want to go pro, we need you alive!” Ichika snaps.

Saki stares at her, at a loss.

“I- I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to yell,” Ichika says. “B-but you really scared us, and if going pro means pushing you so hard you could get seriously hurt, then I don’t want to go pro.”

“But then Shi-chan would leave us,” Saki says.

“You seriously think that?” Shiho says, entering the room with Honami and hospital donuts.

“It’s your dream,” Saki points out.

“Well maybe it used to be,” Shiho says. “But right now, my dream is going pro with you guys.”

“It wouldn’t be the same without all of us,” Honami says. “So please, Saki, let us know when you need a break.”

Saki thinks she’s going to cry if she hasn’t started already. “Fine. Yeah. Let’s just get out of here. I hate the hospital.”

Whumptober Day 30: What Have I Done

A/N: This is another instance of @yumizurueleonora and I have an entire au for years and then never post about it.

Accidents

On instinct, Toya doesn’t knock when he unlocks Akito’s apartment. It’s never been a problem between the two of them, but it’s after stepping inside that he thinks he should have warned Akito he was coming over.

He stays in the entryway, unsure if he should leave, when Akito walks over, in boxers and an oversized shirt and looking like a mess.

“Oh,” Akito mutters. “Are you here to yell at me too?”

“No,” Toya says. “From what I hear you’ve gotten enough of that.”

Akito collapses onto the couch. “Thanks partner, you always know just what I need. Want to help me plan the wedding?”

Toya freezes. God he thought he'd have more time to mend this rift between them, but now here Akito is, getting married.

“That’s a joke,” Akito says. “Sorry, it’s a bad one. We’re just going to the courthouse and filing paperwork.”

“No, of course it’s–” Toya takes a deep breath. “You know I’m here for you, partner, right? No matter what happens, whatever you need, I’ll always help you.” Even if it’s helping with your child with another woman.

“Wanna help me box up all the alcohol I have? I can’t really stand to look at it right now but it’d be a waste to toss it all so I’m gonna give it to Ken.”

Toya nods, and heads over to Akito’s liquor cabinet. Akito's not much of a drinker, so most of the bottles gifted to him are still unopened.

Toya starts taking them out and carefully putting them into the box Akito brought over, but Akito pulls out one of the bottles.

“Wait, hold on,” Akito says. “Not this one.”

Toya takes a better look at the bottle and realizes it’s a German wine he’d gifted Akito on New Year’s.

“You’re just going to let it sit there?” Toya asks.

“It’s a gift from my partner, I don’t want to just give it away,” Akito says. After thinking for a second, he uncorks it and pours two glasses. “To the worst mistake of my life.”

Toya takes a sip from his glass. “Akito, do you… want to talk about it?”

Akito stays silent. “Honestly… no. ‘Cause if I talk about it, I think I’ll run away.”

“Would it be running away?” Toya asks. “You’re marrying someone you don’t love.”

“Hey, I do love Natsumi!” Akito says. “And I'm the one who got her pregnant because I was too drunk to realize the condom broke.”

Toya swallows his jealousy. “You aren’t ready to get married, or have kids.”

“It’s too late to do anything now,” Akito says. “It’s my responsibility.”

“She was the one who didn’t notice she was pregnant for five months!”

“She said it’s complicated!” Akito says. 

Toya crosses his arms. “I’m just saying you're not the only one to blame.”

“Well if we made this mess together, we gotta clean it up together too,” Akito says. “You can’t seriously say if it was Saki, you wouldn’t expect the father to step up?”

“I…” Toya takes a deep breath. “I see where you’re coming from, I really do, but you have to see this won’t make you happy.”

“I’m a piece of shit who got a girl pregnant, what makes me happy is kind of the least important thing in this situation.”

“Is it fair to the child if their parents don’t love each other?”

“I do love her!” Akito snaps. “Natsumi and I, we get along, we’re good together, we’ll make it work. And this way she gets some security and really it’s the least I can do.”

Akito finishes his glass of wine. “I’m too tired for this. Can we talk some other time?”

“Akito,” Toya says, “you’re making a mistake.”

“I already made the mistake, and I don’t need people to keep reminding me. Now get out.”

Toya gets up and slinks away. His hand hovers at the door knob, and for a second he wants to turn around and tell Akito he loves him, but one glance back at his partner tells him what he already knew.

Toya’s chance passed a long time ago, and now he’ll never get it back.

trick or treat!! :3c

You get…

And then Arata throws the door open.

“You’re not actually breaking up with me, right?” Arata says, voice cracking, and Souma’s eyes widen.

“Oh, come on, Arata. I was kidding, I’m not actually breaking up with you.”

Arata walks over and practically dives into Souma’s bed, his hands grabbing the back of Souma’s jacket.

And suddenly, Souma feels really pathetic for getting so upset over something so stupid.

“I’m sorry for scaring you.”

“I’m sorry for giving her ammunition to use in your fights.” Arata responds, muffled by Souma’s shoulder.

“Nah, it’s not that big of a deal, really. I’ll just write another set of imagines to piss her off more.”

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Power Rangers S.P.D. Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sky Tate & Original Female Character(s) Characters: Sky Tate, Jack Landors, Original Female Character(s), Original Male Character(s) Additional Tags: This is pure self-indulgent bullshit, also, Bad Things Happen Bingo, :3, Implied Sexual Content, very vaguely, just mentions Summary:

Sky runs into a burning building.

This is for @badthingshappenbingo​ for the prompt “Power Fatigue!”

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Genei Ibun Roku #FE | Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Akagi Touma/Aoi Itsuki, Kurono Kiria/Tsurugi Yashiro, Oribe Tsubasa/Yumizuru Eleonora, Akagi Touma & Tsurugi Yashiro, Akagi Touma & Yumizuru Eleonora, Tsurugi Yashiro & Yumizuru Eleonora, Aoi Itsuki & Oribe Tsubasa, Kurono Kiria & Oribe Tsubasa, Aoi Itsuki & Kurono Kiria Characters: Akagi Touma, Oribe Tsubasa, Yumizuru Eleonora, Tsurugi Yashiro, Kurono Kiria, Minamoto Mamori, Aoi Itsuki Additional Tags: I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, Angst with a Happy Ending Summary:

Three actors. A lord and two singers. An Awakened Hero and a Lord. A Hollywood Darling and a Sacred Idol. A New Kiria and The Best of the Best.

Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Power Rangers S.P.D. Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Elizabeth "Z" Delgado & Elizabeth Delgado's Mother, Elizabeth "Z" Delgado & Jack Landors, Elizabeth "Z" Delgado & Sky Tate Characters: Elizabeth "Z" Delgado, Jack Landors, Sky Tate, Sydney Drew, Bridge Carson, Sky Tate's Mother, Sky Tate's Father, Sydney Drew's Mother, Bridge Carson's Father, Jack Landors' Father, Sam's Mother (Power Rangers S.P.D), Sam (Power Rangers S.P.D.), Katherine "Kat" Manx, Elizabeth Delgado's Mother Additional Tags: Domestic Violence, Divorce, Infidelity, Murder Summary:

Z and the other rangers get a deep dive into their family history surrounding the Morpher Project.

You know guys there’s really no need to publicly shame fanfic writers in a forum they can see and mention them by name.

Every writing advice ever: If you’re having trouble with a scene, skip it and write a different part of the story.

Me: If I don’t write in chronological order, I will die

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Coffee Talk (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Barista (Coffee Talk)/Freya (Coffee Talk) Characters: Barista (Coffee Talk), Freya (Coffee Talk) Additional Tags: In the next installment of Skye is a sucker for friends to lovers, spoilers for the true ending, Female Barista Summary:

This was it. The barista of Coffee Talk was finally going to confess her affection for Freya.