we don’t have the heart to tell him, rachel hall // the infinite blacktop, sara gran // a ghost story, dir. david lowery (2017) // life after death, damien echols // untitled, valentin gallet // metaphor & memory, cynthia ozick // untitled, ph. jim carroll.
suddenly, you find your whole days blending together to create one endless and suffocating loop— so you find yourself trying to remember the things that made you happy.
but slowly, your brain begins to erase every memory that ever brought you joy, and eventually, all you can think about is how life has always been this way— and will only continue to be this way.
Rue, Euphoria
by Tom Shea
“Get scared. It will do you good. Smoke a bit, stare blankly at some ceilings, beat your head against some walls, refuse to see some people, paint and write. Get scared some more. Allow your little mind to do nothing but function. Stay inside, go out - I don’t care what you’ll do; but stay scared as hell. You will never be able to experience everything. So, please, do poetical justice to your soul and simply experience yourself.”
— Albert Camus, from Notebooks, 1951-1959 (via plantofail)
Catherine Gildiner, Good Morning, Monster: Five Heroic Journeys to Emotional Recovery
Stunning pine Bonsai in cascade style, photo by 日本瑞祥愛好会.
Flooded Forest
by Konsta Punkka
“Our youth is wasted we will not waste it Remember my name ‘Cause we made history”
— we were liars