Youlookbettercoveredinblood - You Look Better Covered In Blood

Randy and Benson + "vacillator" lyrics

mostly it's this :

The Living End (1992) dir. Gregg Araki

how am i meant to sleep when theres gay sex and horror movies in this beautiful cruel world

queerbaiting is good because the yearning is always better than the having

Smiley Face (2007) dir. Gregg Araki

BLACK CHRISTMAS (1974) dir. Bob Clark

Receive message, be too busy/tired/stressed to respond right away

???

It has been long enough that responding without preamble would now be Weird

never speak again.

i finished Hocus Pocus by Kurt Vonnegut and this was my favorite passage, which I can't find online anywhere with the important context:

Back when we were neighbors, I asked the Warden why he never left the valley, why he didn’t get away from the prison and me and all the other ignorant young guards, and the bells across the lake and all the rest of it. He had years of leave time he had never used. He said “I would only meet more people” “You don’t like any sort of people?” I said. We were talking in a sort of joshing mode, so I could ask him that. “I wish I had been born a bird instead." he said "I wish we all had been born birds instead.”

it makes me cry

David Lynch is directing dreams now btw