I am so mad at myself for not finding the words nor the wording that would make this post at least the tiniest bit like a relief from my feelings
Rock paper scissors is a really good game. I like the part where you and your adversary start repeteadly throwing the same moves over and over because you both have picked up what the other will use next, but "rock paper scissors" isn't enough time to think about the opposite/complementary move to make yet so you have to try really hard.
^_^
I dont know how to use tumblr. Nor do I know how to live. Arent those the same things?
Wrote a paragraph of why i'm truly, and i mean truly, a bad person, kept away in drafts because if I din't it would be a public confession of why I should be shot. But in summary I am literally griffith
I think I have never been happy or I have and happiness is just kind of mild and boring in everyway maybe i dunno
I failed again today
Flagellum...
I need to tell her that she'll never find the love she needs with me. But I don't know if I should be around her anymore. My loneliness is poisonous
Maybe to be someone i have to be myself. !