tagged by @haruandmayo (ty it was such a nice surprise!! this blog has been dead for quite a while but maybeeee i could post something again and get to know my cool mutuals better...)
1. Last Song
Tamer – Beautiful Crime (oooh so dramatic..... yummy)
2. Currently Watching
Well, nothing at the moment, but I really wanna rewatch Anne woth an E soon (it's such a wholesome and beautiful show 🥺)
3. Three Ships
Oof, only three?? I guess I get the most brainrot from mashirui, johnlock and mystrade (but I have tons of other bandori and non-bandori otps hehehe)
4. Favourite Color
Can't pick one!! It's blue, green and yellow for me (they're like my inner vibe or smth)
5. Currently Consuming
Nothing, but I'm gonna have my evil gay breakfast and then go to an evil gay walk. Self care
6. First Ship
That's a hard question actually bc I'm not sure which was the first first... Let's say it's the Disney Beauty and the Beast, love the book nerd and her furry bf so much!!! They were blorbos from my cartoon
7. Relationship Status
Single but with a hopeless crush... I'm a Sherlock coded person crushing on a John coded person. The tragedy
8. Latest Movie
I rewarched frozen recently and it was really cute! Anna and Kristoff are the best couple, and I'd like to add that Kristoff is some high quality writing and very good boyfriend material (even my lesbian ass approved his healthy communicaton and slow realistic development of his relationship with Anna)
9. Currently Working On
Well, at this particular moment I'm sitting in my evil gay bed getting late for my evil gay walk, but generally I'm trying to rewrite my fanfic that I've abandoned a huge time ago... I really really want to finish flame of hope bc this story is VERY important to me and I want it to be told but... writing is hard sometimes and there's school and my iron deficiency....... i am cringe (also not free)
I'm not sure I should share some of my new work right now bc I'm afraid that if I promise something to my readers again I'll fail again, so I'm trying to write just for process' sake. Besides flame of hope I'd like to post something abt Morfonica again, but I'm not quite sure what exactly... Well, we'll see if I can do something nice for the fandom again <3
Tagging @pureewhitesnow @sentientsoil @vertig0re
MORFONICA AS OFFICE QUOTES PART 2
flame of hope in a nutshell:
When Rui decided to join the band:
I like that Blight parents are not just some Arrogant Aristocrats™ but inventors and arm dealers. I guess it makes the show darker and more realistic and that's cool!
I love mashirui so much but I have drawn only one full color picture of them, so i have nothing to post... But you don't know that i draw hundreds of Morfonica sketches mashirui included!! Not all of them are cool enough to post, but there's some of them for my fellow mashirui enjoyers:
Reblog to spread mashirui awareness!!
So, i have ask for Rui in the russian social network and i decided to translate some of them to English and post them here! Hope you like my vision of Rui's character, because i love and understand her so much...
I wrote a mashirui fic!
Well, it's not new, but I drew a new cover art for it, so I decided to post about it! It is least popular fic on my AO3, so maybe you'll give it a look!
It's a soulmate AU, where soulmates can meet each other in their dreams. After they meet in real life, this ability disappears.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/34234933"
YES THEY ARE VERY MUCH GAY AND CUTE!! GO MASHIRUI
MASHIRUI MASHIRUI AHAHA
THEY ARE GAY.
Something purely emotional, a little experiment. There was not any sketch or lineart, i just bursted my soul on the canvas... And this drawing appeared
So, the 2nd chapter of the main Morfonica story trailer and a new MV teaser dropped, and I want to talk about it.
I will never shut up about how amazing the Morfonica MVs are. The graphics, the facial expressions, the colors, the lightning, the music... *chefs kiss*
As far as I know, Rui is going to quit the band in this story. Ow. That's bad. What confuses me is that there's no explanation WHY Rui wants to do so. It must be her parents, because she said once that "Instead of wasting time on things where you will not be successful, it is better to use time on things that you are confident in. These are the words of my parents, but I think so too" for a reason. I can't say much about the trailer itself, because there's just some japanese text abd the new cards. The new cards are beautiful, of course. When I saw Rui SMILING like THAT i almost fell from my bed, screaming. That's what you need to know about me as a person...
So, about the MV. Finally, fucking finally they showed us Rui's weaknesses and emotions. At the beginning she's playing in the dark void, alone and forgotten. Looks heartbreaking. Just. Just look at her face.
Then we see Tsukushi standing in a colorful pretty forest, but she looks worried. And then, all the light fades out.
But despite being in the dark, stuck and lost, they keep on singing. Sparkling bright butterflies appear, flying forward. The girls watch them fly by, and they look really proud of what they're doing.
And then Mashiro sends these butterflies to Rui with this gesture and face expression.
She's like a force of hope, love and light in this dark and scary place. And she gives all this light to Rui, to make another butterfly, which can fly up to the sky, when Rui can play her violin again. And I just think that's incredible.
Go for the part two >>>>
Rui is like: am I extra or are you basic
chu2: you really are taller than average huh
rui: is that so? i thought you were just short
chu2: w-what the hell!
rui: it's nothing to worry about. it's part of your individuality
chu2: i-i'm not worried about it!
chu2: .....by the way, what are you going to eat?
It finally happened! The full MV came out, so here I am with the 3rd part of my analysis and simping for Rui and Mashiro! Read the previous ones for full view~
The beginning was really dark and sad. We already saw Rui playing in the dark, but there's more about it – she's alone, the shadows absorb her and she closes her eyes. The violin disappears, and the butterfly flies away. Rui got lost.
What amazes me is that we really see her emotions on her face. I've waited so long to see her sadness and her smile, and my expectations were more than met!
These shots below don't go one after another, but it's a perfect comparison, isn't it? Mashiro's moon is full and shining, nothing obtains it's light.
Then goes the clip we've already seen, and after that the best part begins – RUI SINGS! WITH MASHIRO! SHE'S SMILING! Her smile and her voice didn't make my day, it makes my every day for two years, since Morfonica was announced. I just... I love them so much. Besides, this set being mashirui and this song with mashirui moments makes me, an ultimate mashirui shipper, wheeze and cry.
These pictures just blew me away. Rui has never, NEVER smiled like that before. I hoped she would one day, but I didn't realise how happy it would make me feel. And like, it's not just my fantasies and headcanons, which nobody cares about, it's canon. It's real. Rui, my precious baby, I love you with all my heart, I'm proud of you and happy for you making friends and letting yourself experience your emotions without repressing them.
Singing and making music together, becoming friends, becoming a family, they make this world bloom with bright colors, dreams, hopes and love. This warmth is what's really important.
The waiting is over, Mashiro.
The daybreak has arrived.
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