The Lock Slid Back And The Door Half Opened. ‘Your Eminence?’ Benítez Was Clutching His Unbuttoned

first finished painting of 2025

Lieutenant

Eugene Thivier, “Le Cauchemar”, 1894.

Ralph Fiennes's breakdown in the Pope's bedroom in Conclave is one of my favourite parts of the movie. Here's this man, a priest with doubts, who's lost his friend probably something akin to a mentor or leader or father, and he isn't given a second to mourn him, which is anathema to the whole religion he dedicated his life to. No, he can't take a moment to sit down and breathe because he is a manager, so he has to manage. He is then forced into suspecting his brothers and his friends, and he breaks into the Holy Father's room, because his conscience wouldn't let it rest. And then he sees the Pope's glasses and breaks down in one of the ugliest fits of weeping I remember seeing in movies.

It is such a realistic portrayal of grief and how it sneaks upon you in the most unbecoming ways and unexpected moments.

it’s really important to me when men put their heads in women’s laps. one of the most important things i can see on my tv. men laying their heads in women’s laps or men sitting and women standing and the man holds her around the middle and presses his face into her tummy as she hugs him around the shoulders. two very important poses. extremely soul igniting tableaux.

You have to be a killer

jamisonrivv

My five year plan is to listen to music

+ black and white stage cus I like it

After rehearsal