Been Listening To This Song ON REPEAT

Neil Josten is a really fucking phenomenal protagonist. Unreliable narrator or not, I really enjoyed his internal monologue. The reason I like his perspective so much is because we can we constantly see his internal conflict. He KNEW his father would find him, he KNEW about the Moriyamas and was terrified and he STILL CHOSE the Foxes and Andrew and Exy over it all. Even when he knew he was about to DIE, he told himself to that it was enough, because it was more than he ever thought he'd have.

I just- god, I love him so much. He's should be considered a national treasure. Anyway, happy birthday to Neil Abram Josten and thank you for coming to my TED talk.

being self aware suuuucks like yeah this thought pattern/behavior is stupid and pointless and a symptom. i know this. [does it anyways

Regulus: *wearing one of Sirius' old band tees*

Sirius: name 5 of their songs

Regulus:

Regulus: kill yourself

sometimes i randomly remember jean saying “your brisket lungs” to andrew motherfucking minyard and i LOSE MY SHITTTTTTT

Jean Moreau really said my favourite colour is the colour of his eyes- I can’t with these gay ass bitches ahhh

every day, I mourn the fact that Kevin Day isn’t real

kevin day reads thirst tweets

pynch are trapped in a ya book like what do you MEAN ronan dreams about adam's fingers in his mouth and thinks gasoline is sexy ????

Madly into Andrew’s sense of humour, when he called Neil a Pinocchio — not just because he was a liar, but also because of Neil’s desperate desire to be a real boy.

this came to me in a vision

Hear me out, but because i liked a boy by Sabrina Carpenter is a Jean Moreau song, and the boy in question is Kevin Day