Neil Choosing Andrew Means Everything To Me. No One Ever Chose Andrew For Who He Is. His Own Mother Gave

Neil choosing Andrew means everything to me. No one ever chose Andrew for who he is. His own mother gave him away and kept his brother. His whole life, Andrew had to bargain with promises and violence just to keep people close.

And then there’s Neil Josten with his stupid big Bambi eyes and a heartbeat like a rabbit in a trap. And he isn’t interested in anyone but Andrew. Just Andrew.

It’s like the universe is trying to apologize, awkwardly patting Andrew on the back and tying a bow around Neil’s head like some kind of peace offering.

I’m screaming. I’m in agony. I have so many feelings about them I'm about to throw up.

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wasteofstardust
3 months ago
I Feel Like We Forget Sometimes How Insane Ronan's Crush On Adam Was. Like, Oh My God? They Weren't Even
I Feel Like We Forget Sometimes How Insane Ronan's Crush On Adam Was. Like, Oh My God? They Weren't Even
I Feel Like We Forget Sometimes How Insane Ronan's Crush On Adam Was. Like, Oh My God? They Weren't Even
I Feel Like We Forget Sometimes How Insane Ronan's Crush On Adam Was. Like, Oh My God? They Weren't Even
I Feel Like We Forget Sometimes How Insane Ronan's Crush On Adam Was. Like, Oh My God? They Weren't Even
I Feel Like We Forget Sometimes How Insane Ronan's Crush On Adam Was. Like, Oh My God? They Weren't Even

I feel like we forget sometimes how insane Ronan's crush on Adam was. Like, oh my god? They weren't even dating for most of these... The longing, the yearning, the devotion, the lovesick pining - 10/10, *chef's kiss*, nobody is doing it like him. He loves Adam - lonesome, unknowable Adam - like it's breathing. They make me violently ill.

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what a guy the raven cycle adam parrish ronan lynch the raven king trc the raven boys blue sargent pynch trk maggie stiefvater hes so real for this trb blue lily lily blue bllb the dream thieves noah wyle richard gansey iii tdt icon behaviour!!! bro low-key invented romance his internal monologue is actually crazy because who wouldn't have a crush on adam parrish? i hc that he stares at adam to the sound of music to watch boys to by lana
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wasteofstardust
2 months ago

pynch are trapped in a ya book like what do you MEAN ronan dreams about adam's fingers in his mouth and thinks gasoline is sexy ????

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wasteofstardust
2 months ago
She Has A Bit Of An Attitude Problem 😊

She has a bit of an attitude problem 😊

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wasteofstardust
1 month ago

I did not know how much I needed to see this

Please Please Please Don't Prove I'm Right
Please Please Please Don't Prove I'm Right

please please please don't prove I'm right

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wasteofstardust
3 months ago

something about jean having to live under the ground in the nest for so long but the people he loves are from the sky

renee is a rainbow. kevin is a star. jeremy is the sun.

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wasteofstardust
3 months ago

my boy by Billie Eilish is low-key andreil coded

My Boy By Billie Eilish Is Low-key Andreil Coded
My Boy By Billie Eilish Is Low-key Andreil Coded
My Boy By Billie Eilish Is Low-key Andreil Coded
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all for the game aftg andrew minyard neil josten andreil andrew’s perspective obviously like come on “pretty liar”?? “just a shadow”?? if the vibes are right
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wasteofstardust
3 months ago

me: care about people

half the notes: youre the real oppressor for telling me what to do.

the other half: cut out this useless liberal proselatizing. you are an invertebrate and you will perish in the revolution.

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wasteofstardust
4 months ago

Headcanon that Agent Browning has an exy-obsessed kid who thinks Neil Josten is the coolest thing since sliced bread and won’t shut up about him

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wasteofstardust
2 months ago

The fact that JEAN said this to ANDREW about NEIL is actually fucking crazy

“I Wouldn’t Have Given Him To You If I’d Known You Would Just Throw Him Away So Carelessly.”

“I wouldn’t have given him to you if I’d known you would just throw him away so carelessly.”

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misplaced forever partners
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wasteofstardust
2 months ago

some silly pynchcore tweets:

Some Silly Pynchcore Tweets:
Some Silly Pynchcore Tweets:
Some Silly Pynchcore Tweets:
Some Silly Pynchcore Tweets:
Some Silly Pynchcore Tweets:
Some Silly Pynchcore Tweets:
Some Silly Pynchcore Tweets:
Some Silly Pynchcore Tweets:
Some Silly Pynchcore Tweets:
Some Silly Pynchcore Tweets:

Part 1 (ronancore) | Part 2 (pynchcore)

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