“The Quiet Vessel” by Bryan Olson
Don’t ever cry for those who want to be cried for, for those who cry for themselves, only cry for those who are unable to do so. You can apply this to any social situation of your choosing.
when i filled out my required draft card i ended my signature with a big smiley face, call me to war and find out how quick i become canadian....
I did/do drugs because I am now, and have always been bored, and lazy, seeking a universe other than my own. When I was a child I was a very deep thinker, and was bored with the things people did around me with some exceptions of course. Being a drug addict isnt cool, but its also not some thing to be demonized.
All humans are drug addicts. Maybe you cant put down your soda coffee and donuts, you’ll die of diabetes or colon cancer. Maybe you cant stop excercizing and roid rage ya heart out or get balerina cant have my period skinny. maybe youll get addicted to your own chemicals and base jump from shorter and shorter things.
When you’re a kid, a teenager its natural for people to want to do what theyre told not to, and even smarter kids, will be drawn to mind altering things as an experimental scientific sort of thing. I will comment on drugs alot on this blog dont worry.
Drugs are cool when you’re 15, when youre 25, 35, 45, its either because you’re weak or you hate life enough to escape it any and every way you can ( like me, i wont turn down a free drug to this day ) and if its just you fine, do it, giggle, od, no one gives a shit youre not special im not special. But dont do it if it ruins other lives, give the kids away, then die in a gutter, simple right?
I’m lying, drugs are SO cool, its great being happy for 4-8 hours, then feel like shit the next day, then after alot of that, its so cool to be hot, and cold, and hot again, its awesome being constipated for 4 days then shitting nonstop for 6, its the COOLEST.
Vicadin/whiskey dick is super fun, and then when ya coming off em its super fun to cum at basically the slightest touch, its just, the best of both worlds. All that said I’m pro drug, do hallucinogens, expand your mind, its better for anxiety and depression than xanex, ask a neurologist. We all die, what we learn, say, do, and think are all that matters, if drugs make you feel not like the asshole you are, do em, works for me.
Musings and more of a despondant 30 year old man, former drug addict, current writer/alcoholic. I'm unmarried, I have no children, and all my dreams are dead, I've wasted my life, and you can too! Never say never. Sometimes prolific, mostly offensive observations about people, life, and the nature of the universe. I'm a communist, your god's a lie, hate mail welcome.
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