Started Crying Listening To Ethel Cain I’m Just A Girl

obsessed

Love is only a feeling

Shauna being the bear as she loves to see the way Natalie’s eyes fill with tears as she yells cruel words toward her and the way the tears prettily fall down Natalie’s red flushed cheeks from the winter cold that surrounds them once again and hurting Nat is the way she shows affection because destroying the things she loves is the only way Shauna knows how to handle things she can not control and it kills Natalie but Shauna loves it and she continues to rip Nat to shreds from the inside out but she knows she’ll be the one to help wipe Natalie’s tears after and smear blood on her and kiss her tears goodbye and Natalie will let her.

Natalie being the deer because it means she can get a sliver of affection in any way possible she will take it in her hands and grip it oh so tight and how Shauna is binding her wrists tightly and even though it slowly kills her she lets it happen and she feels the way her eyes burn from how much she cries and the bitter cold burns her cheeks. She lets Shauna rip her apart and dismantle her and letting Shauna see her insides being vulnerable with Shauna because it gives Natalie a reason and she will take anything Shauna hands her even if it coats her hands and face in blood.

But the fates have already fucked both of them sideways.

back together ♡

Isabelle Adjani in Żuławski‘s Possession (1981)

Have you been waiting long for me?

I would revert for Sophie thatcher as well

HBD Gerard

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