also i do believe love is at it's most radiant when two people experience eachother in these opposing manners and manage to be so conscientious and aware of the other that they are both independently able to recognize that these conflicts of perspective were really... Never conflicts at all. And that these differences of perspective could only ever enrich your relationship (unless, of course, one is apathetic to your special someone's inner world and their machinations). Anyways, it has all been said before. To be loved is to be known and whatnot.
love as attachment and as actions to maintain that attachment vs love as a driving force from deep within you. love that you carefully cultivate like a houseplant vs love that makes you do stupid, irrational things. love that's convenient vs love that happens against your will. love that makes you curl in on yourself to as to make room for another vs love that rips you apart, blasts every one of your particles to kingdom come until you both become something new. love that makes you genuinely ask do you really want to do this on your wedding night vs love that makes you pelt someone with water bottles because you're so so afraid of them leaving.
Missing both my icewind dale and my cowboys dnd games today and tmr cause my brothers are visiting till monday, sad about dnd, but chilling with the bros is nice (and much needed)
Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?
Everybody, apparently: No?
the fact that I made that Hannibal/Junjou post three years ago and now I have seen two other posts saying the same thing,,,, I was before my time,,,, the people didn’t want to hear my gospel they didn’t want to hear the TRUTH
Yeah I love manipulating my friends for my own gain, the gain is called "hanging out", obtained via such cruel tactics as "showing interest in stuff they like" and "being generally complimentary and charming"
something about foreshadowing being more prominent the second time around reading a story but in a way that the meaning is changed forever and you can never view a story the same as you once did before. do you know what i mean.
i like working at plant store. sometimes you ring up someone and there's a slug on their plant and so you're like "Oh haha you've got a friend there let me get that for you" and you put the slug on your hand for safekeeping but then its really busy and you dont have time to take the slug outside before the next customer in line so you just have a slug chilling on your hand for 15 minutes. really makes you feel at peace with nature. also it means sometimes i get to say my favorite line which is "would you like this free slug with your purchase"
21 / all pronouns / queer as in murderous / main. for my art, check out #vastness draws :3 i reblogboth fandom and just random things i find pretty ~☆
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