Can You Please Give Me A Will To Live? Or Just Remove All Of My Insecurities Depression Anxiety?

can’t believe i am once again watching a scary show for the lesbian content.

why am i like this?

why am i doing this?

who am i?

i’m a fucking clown

I would love to get a hug from you big guy!

i've been seeing all these posts about the vest and how nat wore it in infinity war and how cute it was when yelena got excited about the pockets and all of that is brilliant and wonderful and should be discussed.

however

i can't get over the vest being the first thing yelena bought for herself. how, in the scene where she shows it to nat, nat is clearly underwhelmed by it. it's just a vest. but then yelena explains why it's so important, and then natasha says it's cool. and yelena says, "i knew you thought it was cool", which as a little sister myself, am almost certain translates to "big sister approves of my vest, time to rejoice". and it strikes to the core of yelena's feelings that their family was real and nat really is her big sister and she just wants her big sister to like the vest she bought because it's the first thing that's ever truly been hers, both physically but also as something she chose. her childhood was fake (as natasha keeps insisting) so all yelena has is this vest and the opinion of her not-sister who she still thinks the world of.

and then

at the end of the film, yelena gives natasha the vest. and i truly believe that she's able to do this, to part with her symbol of freedom and autonomy, because she's healed. her family was real, it was real to every member of it. and the red room, the organization that took her mind and personhood from her, is finally destroyed.

yelena looks at her big sister who says she's her big sister, who is insisting that she's going to face this next threat alone, and she's like, "this is a person in need of a cool vest". but maybe she's also like, "this is a way to prevent her from forgetting me again". but also maybe she's really like, "my big sister might need a reminder of her own autonomy, but also that she has a someone who always has her back."

yelena doesn't need the vest anymore, because she can be sure that she's her own person without it. and natasha's been her own person for a while now, and so the vest becomes something different. it's yelena saying that she has nat's back. it's a reminder of family. and it's given casually and effortlessly, because that's how we love when we love unconditionally.

*CAPTAIN MARVEL SPOILERS*

Okay, I just finished watching the movie and there is so much I need to say about it.

The Stan Lee tribute

That fight scene where she takes out 20 Skrulls with her hands locked.

Fury meeting Carol

The train scene

Confused!Coulson morelikeadorablebabyCoulson

That bike stealing scene

Project Pegasus

Mar-Vell being female

The songs

“What would your kids call you?”

Fury and Goose interaction

Goose.

Just Goose

(The reason Carol wasn’t in IW was cause Goose would have eaten Thanos whole, infinity stones and all.)

Cat-person!Fury

Coulson trusting his instincts.

Carol flying the jet

Maria Rambeau being an amazing mother as well as fighter.

Talos being sassy

Monica Rambeau is my new favourite niece.

Choosing the suit colours.

That TESSERACT twist.

Fury cuddling Goose on the plane

Like all Fury and Goose scenes

Maria Rambeau’s flying

The SONGS

Minn-Erva and Maria face-off

The warheads part

Ronan literally running away instead of facing Carol.

One Woman Army Carol Danvers

Glowing!Eyes! Glowing!Body! Glowing!Soul! is Blowing!MyMind!

Carol just hitting Yon-Rogg in the middle of his bullshit monologue saved my soul.

Rambeau family dinner

You bet an infinity stone Monica built a spaceship to meet her Auntie Carol

Fury singing

That take off

The mid-credit scene

The end-credit scene

stan lee in captain marvel: ^_^

carol: ^_^ <333

me:

hope ur ok, olivia rodrigo // @fairycosmos via tumblr // seven, taylor swift // hozier via twitter // p.s. i still love you, jenny han // enough for you, olivia rodrigo // @grocerycores via tumblr // @frenchtoastlesbian via tumblr // hope ur ok, olivia rodrigo

Just putting this out there: yuè guāng is the pinyin of 月光, which is Chinese for moonlight.

Okay can someone please help me understand WHAT HAPPENED TO VISION? I mean we saw white vision (which was made of original vision's solid vibranium body) then we saw the talk between 2 vision's and we got our original vision's memories back (white vision becoming real vision With vibranium body) then in the end when hex got demolished we saw vision vanishing????? I mean shouldn't there be a physical lifeless body of SOLID vibranium?? Like in infinity war even when the energy source was destroyed we still saw the body. But here, when hex got over, vision's energy source was also over but we could still have that solid vibranium right??? BUT IT WAS VANISHED????? I'm really confused on this one

Things like these make me wanna live another day.

Remember this viral post? Wanda and Jamal and her husband Lonnie are the most wholesome people, this story brought tears to my eyes originally and I am crying once more learning from Jamal's social media that Lonnie has sadly passed away.

Rest in Peace, Lonnie :(

“fuck you my child is completely fine” your child’s comfort show is about a haunted house and even though it makes them cry hysterically every single time they continue to rewatch it anyway