grrr thinking about how one of the reasons yjh thought sp to be kdj from the future was because sp 'felt animosity toward kdj' and yjh expects kdj from the future to hate on himself from the past
at the same time this is why he never thought it would be himself who is sp's true identity because he can't possibly harm kdj. not to quote lsk but "this man (who kidnapped my son) looks like yjh, so my child will be fine."
kim dokja.... kim dokja do you guys know about him have you met him
" Fanfictions aren't literatu—" PULLS THE TRIGGER
The art process of this was that I woke up from a terrible 6 hour nap, downed a can of cheap wine, and immediately started drawing this
happy pride month to joongdok and sangsoo but specifically sidestory joongdok and sangsoo because it hit so hard when hsy was like "What was happiness? Han Sooyoung could no longer recall the word's meaning. However Han Sooyoung believed [The constellation Lotus Blooming Under the Moonlight (ysa) looks at you] a companion would remember the meaning of the word for her."
and when yjh was like Yoo Joonghyuk who has repeated regressions for thousands of times must have many memories he wanted to forget. Some memories must have tortured his feelings, and some must have clouded his judgment. "Just because the memories have disappeared doesn't mean the place where they were made has also disappeared. And... there's a guy (kdj) who has a better memory than me."
the orv dokja moment where he’s like “i see i’m so galaxy brain yjh is acting devastated over my death is to get coins from the constellations and not because he actually cares for me i’m so genius” is the most iconic moment in literature ever to me
dokja thinks he’s being so fucking smart he’s overanalzyed this to the point of looping back to being a fucking dumbass
im pretty sure it has legendary status in the fandom
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ok i'll try n finish this tomorrow. she's so so cute i love her