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Le me: *opens Tumblr after a really long time* I wonder why I didn’t check it more often.

~eight hours later~

Me: oh, that’s why.

Art Will Come Soon

Hello, my dear followers, 

I will rightfully inform you, my dears, that I shall soon be posting more art. Well more traditional art since I have been doing more pen work and practicing on not making any mistakes and it has been improving my normal pencil work. Although it is hard to do any digital art seeing as I have no motivation to do so, I shall make some as soon as I have the inspiration. In all honesty, I have had many struggles with my art and I have just got back into the art flow by doing my guilty pleasure art. Aka fanart of my favorite ships :3 it has been fun and my own special someone (the Dean to my Castiel) has agreed that I am doing much better mentally and physically after I got back into my flow and I am happier now. So I will be posting art soon and I hope y’all love it! Till then, ta ta my dear followers!

REBLOG IF YOU LOVE DOGS

9 million people fucking love dogs

I just have a running list of people who could run me over with a bus and I’d thank them

Laura Dreyfuss

Ben Platt

Austin McKenzie

Cory Michael Smith

George Salazar

Gerard Canonico

Mike Faist

Sandra Mae Frank

Lin Manuel Miranda

Jasmine Jones

Renee Elise Goldsberry

Phillipa Soo

Troye Sivan

Alex Boniello

Andy Mientus

Michael Arden

This isn’t even all of them

This was just the ones I thought of sitting on the airport floor

At 6:40 am

Edit:

Robin Lord Taylor

Will Roland

Stephanie Hsu

Cameron Monaghan 

Anthony Carrigan

John Mulaney

this still isn’t a comprehensive list

ARTTTTTT

I am all super proud of these I am usually terrible with drawing with JUST pen. :3

I decided to make an artwork to show you guys my art process! If you were interested 😅 (Feat. Mchanzo!)

These are my steps!:

1. Find a reference (cuz I suck at drawing bases like other talented artists)

2. Sketch out the basic shape of the peoplez

3. Sketch in details of your people :3

4. LINEARTTTT! I use different colors because I don't like using straight black anymore.

5. Base colors

6. SOFT SHADING MY FAV PART!!

7. Shell shading that matches the color of the lineart.

8. Other details (like the dark shadow over them and the blue shine from Mcree's robo arm)

And dats it! :3

YES GAVIN REED IS GAY !

Thanks Bryan Dechart!

It’s always nice to see how much he supports this. :)

“If you’re going through absolute sadness you definitely, you 100% have the capability of turning that around and going through absolute joy.”— @therealjacksepticeye

I’m constantly torn between wanting to recover and wanting to be self-destructive in any way possible.

Depressed Again

Soooo yep. Here I am again.

Okay, I ship Phan, but this isn't about romance and crap. I re-watched some Dan and Phil videos and the way Dan looks at Phil got me.

Not because I was like:

"Omfg they are amazing together you can see him stare with love fkwvlsvslabsksv d's kqkabd"

I do, do that, but this was different. You can literally see the 'care' in his eyes for Phil, even if they're joking around. You can take it in a romance or friendship way.

I just broke.

I started to cry at fucking 4:17 am with no sleep, because I feel like no one will look at me that way. I'm not talking about how your family cares for you, or how your best friend loves you (in a platonic way), but with 'care.'

I feel alone in my head. Like "Freeze your Brain" from Heathers.

"Shatter your skull fight pain with more pain. Forget who you are, unburden your load. Forget in six weeks you'll be back on the road. When the voice in your head says 'you're better off dead,' don't open a vein."

I don't know, I'm not good with emotions. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I bottle my emotions up and help other people to avoid my internal war/battle.

So, if you ever, and I mean EVER, find someone who looks at you with care and understanding, even if it's in a friendship or romantic way, don't lose that. If you lose it, you may never see it again.

All my love goes out to the people who read this, and to @danielhowell and @amazingphil for making my world a happier brighter place.

💙