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As a gift to everyone waiting for the next chapter of The Deal (which I promise is coming) I wrote Carlos smut about Roland GarrosâŠyouâre welcome? Itâs here đ«Ł
WIDE AWAKE || CA
summary: Carlos Alcaraz survived a gruelling five-setter to win his second Roland Garros title, he should be exhausted, but suddenly he has more energy and a few ideas on how to celebrate.
warning: smut, diabolical smut, p in v, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it)
a/n: He won. From two sets down. Three championship points saved. I've never been so in love. So a gift to everyone...Carlos x Roland Garros smut
Your hands were shaking. The heat in Paris had quickly faded with the afternoon, instead making way for a gruelling chill which left everyone around you to put on layers and pull out blankets.
But you were sweating. Every nerve ending over your body was alight, and every serve, rally and drop shot had you catching your breath.
Carlos was losing. The first set had been slow, but it was a decisive win from Jannik. The second, Carlos clawed back. No doubt the state that he'd never won from two sets down racing through his mind.
But it wasn't enough. After a painful tie-break, Jannik took the second set and Carlos was looking at a long and hard fight to taking back to back Roland Garros titles.
You were sat behind Juan Carlos, next to his parents. This was only your second slam, sat in Carlos' box, but it was your first final. Carlos glanced over between points, a quiet 'vamos' leaving his lips with each point won and soft murmurs to himself when he conceded.
You tried to conceal the diabolical nerves on your face throughout the match, putting on a beaming smile every time you caught your boyfriend's eye.
Then he won a set. The dream was alive again, and you watched as the energy shifted in the box. Juan Carlos sat up and alongside his parents you stood and cheered when hit the winner in the third set. But it was far from over.
Three championship points. Jannik had three championship points standing between him and a first Roland Garros title. But Carlos wasn't ready to give up.
Your chest was tight, the silence in the arena was suffocating. You were scared even to breath.
One championship point saved.
A sigh of relief, and cheers from the crowd.
A second championship point saved.
Waves of Carlos' name flooded the air, a soft grin making its way onto your face.
A third championship point saved.
He lived. The entire audience erupted, and you couldn't help but join them. On your feet, clapping for your boyfriend as if it would push him to the end of the match.
He looked up and grinned, his smile sending flutters to your stomach. He could do it, He nodded with his arm up and you both knew, this was his game now.
It wasn't easy from there, far from it. Dragging the final set to a tie-break.
A mini break. Carlos' mum grabbed your hand, her gaze a silent support as you both held your breath.
Carlos moved across the court like it was subconscious, like it would be more unnatural for him to stand still than hitting shots other players could only dream of.
9-2
You whispered prayers to gods you didn't believe in as Carlos dove on the court, reaching the ball like it was oxygen.
10-2. The crowd erupted and Carlos fell to the floor. Five and a half hours. Doing what the Spaniard had never done before, coming from two sets down to win his fifth grand slam title.
You jumped to your feet, immediately wrapped in the arms of his parents and brothers, jumping up and down as if it was you who had won the title.
You turned back to the court, Carlos eyes gleaming at his box, the smile on his face so large it looked like it might tear his cheeks.
Your hands covered your mouth, laughing with disbelief at the match you'd just watch, and only as your hands grazed your cheeks did you notice you'd been crying.
Tears were streaming down your face, blurring the sight of your boyfriend disappearing into the tunnel to come see his family. To come see you.
The second he emerged, Juan Carlos had him in his arms, your boyfriend folding into his coach as they jumped, both men unable to hide just how much this meant to them.
Carlos fell from JC's arms and turned to his family and team, each member being wrapped in a hug. Then his gaze set on you.
Your tears were still falling when his arms fell around your waist, lifting you into his arms. Your hands cupped his face, pressing your forehead to his. "You did it. My god, you really did it."
He captured your lips in a suffocating kiss, his arms lowering you to the ground to find purchase on your neck. True to Carlos, his tongue slipped against yours, deepening the kiss and pulling a groan from both you and the Spaniard.
The crowed yelled around you, and you pulled away reluctantly from Carlos, a smile still stuck on your face. Just as you went to pull away from the Spaniard, he seized your lips for one final kiss. "Te amo" [I love you]
Carlos lasted half a millisecond once he stepped away from you before he was swarmed by his friends and family, all taking their turn in ruffling his hair and wrapping him in their arms.
You watched as he went back to the court, gazed with nothing but unadulterated love as you watched his hold the trophy.
Time blurred as Carlos was dragged from interview to interview, the smile on his face undeniable. Carlos' family and team joined Carlos on court for photos, the hugs still being shared and tears in his mums eyes.
You hung back, letting them soak in the moment, taking photos you know Carlos would enjoy seeing later.
When the photos were finally over, the Spaniard bounded over to you, his hands planting themselves on either side of your face as he pulled your lips to his.
You couldn't help but giggle at your boyfriend, his lips leaving yours as he peppered kisses aggressively all over your face.
"Carlos!" You laughed, pushing away the Spaniard's puckered lips, his face immediately switched to an overly dramatic frown,
"No puedes ser malo conmigo, gané." [You can't be mean to me, I won]
"This is not mean, we have plenty of time to celebrate," Your hand slipped into his hair at the back of the neck, pressing a light kiss to his cheek, "later...in our hotel room."
You pulled away to catch the glint of something cheeky in Carlos eyes, He shook his head with a smirk on his face.
"You'll be the death of me, Mi amor." His arm slinked around your waist, the heat from the match radiating from the six-foot tennis player.
But the club was calling and Carlos Alcaraz was ready to party.
...
Getting Carlos out of the hotel room and keeping his hands off you was near impossible, his lips meeting your neck, trailing down your shoulder as you put in your earrings.
"Carlos, everyone is waiting for you. We have all night." He groaned into your shoulder, his hips firm against yours, tempting you to fall back into his grasp.
"And if I want to spend all night right here?" His hand slipped between your thighs, the skirt you'd opted for doing nothing to stop his attempt to convince you to spend the foreseeable future in bed.
His fingers moved softly over your underwear, your head fell back against Carlos chest as a soft groan falling from your lips. Just as you were finding your self-control slipping, pushing your hips back against the Spaniard, a knock came at the door.
"Carlitos, Vamos!" [Carlitos, let's go] The familiar tone of Carlos' coach coming from the other side of the door. Carlos groaned, his hand falling from your thighs and finding your arm.
"Joder." [Fuck.] He pressed a kiss to your neck, a silent promise to continue what he started, "en nuestro camino!" [On our way!]
He pulled away from you, a shiver flooding through you at the loss of his body heat. He slipped on his trainers, and you slipped on your kitten heels.
Carlos slipped his hand in with yours, pressing his lips to your forehead and pulling him with you out of the hotel door.
...
The restaurant was packed, the private room filled to the brim with Carlos' friends and family for the second year in a row. The atmosphere was buzzing, and you knew from the moment stepping into the room, it was going to be a long night.
The champagne flowed and music blasted through the speakers as the room had shifted from a celebration room to a makeshift club. Carlos' laugh flooded the room, somehow cutting through the rest of the noise.
You'd be enjoying the music, swaying with some of your friends who had joined you on the trip when you felt heavy hands on your hips, Carlos pulling your hips against his as he moved your hips against his.
You looked back, your eyes catching his, the alcohol fuelled haze left a lopsided grin on the Spaniard's face as his arms slipped under your shirt, his warm hands sliding across your stomach.
You turned in his arms, smiling as the Spaniard immediately pulled you into a messy kiss. Your hands fell to his neck as his hands found purchase on your ass, deepening the kiss as you threaded your fingers through his hair and pulled.
For the first time that day, it felt like it was just the two of you, despite being in a packed room. His lips trailed from your cheeks to your ear, each kiss setting your skin alight.
His teeth grazed the spot below your ear, which had you tightening your grip around his hair and a soft groan falling from your lips.
Carlos tightened his grip, pulling you closer into his body, and whispered in your ear, "Nadie se darĂa cuenta si desapareciĂ©ramos." [No one would notice if we disappeared]
You let your head fall onto Carlos' shoulder, pressing a kiss to his neck. "This is your celebration, I think they'd miss you."
Carlos grinned, the type of smile that had your stomach fluttering and your thighs clenching out of instinct. His hands, pressed against your skin, travelled up your torso, his thumb brushing the lace edge of the bra you'd slipped on.
"Quiero probar esa teorĂa," [I want to test that theory] He grabbed you in a bruising kiss, whispering in your ear, "Nos vemos en cinco minutos." [See you in five minutes]
His hand tapped your ass as he pulled away, disappearing into the crowd in what you could only assume was the direction of the bathroom.
Your heart was pounding, the feeling of his hands on your skin burning into you. It wouldn't be the first time Carlos and you had disappeared into a bathroom for a few moments of peace. But it would be the first time next to a room of people celebrating him.
However, you couldnt find it in yourself to stop yourself from moving in the direction of the bathroom, waving off your friends and focusing your mind on the image of Carlos on his knees looking up at you with those big brown eyes.
Not even four minutes later you pushed open the bathroom door, the sight of Carlos leaning up against the sink bringing a grin to your face.
You twisted the lock, and immediately as the click sounded Carlos made a move towards you. His hands reached for your face immediately, kissing you like a man starved.
Your hands slid around his neck and that was all the Spaniard needed, he pulled away, his lips trailing down your neck, teeth nipping at the sensitive skin drawing a whine from you.
His hands slid down yours body finding purchase on your ass and lifting you onto the counter. He wasted no time pushing your skirt up your thighs exposing you lacy underwear that had Carlos swearing under his breath.
"Joder," [fuck] his hands slip up yours thighs, lips meeting the soft skin previous covered by the skirt. He brought his lips back to yours the desperate kiss sending shivers down your spine.
Carlos' hand slipped between your thighs, tracing his fingers softly over your core. "Please Charlie." You whined, his touch bringing out a new kind of desperation.
"What do you want, mi amor?" Your head fell back against the mirror as carlos moved your underwear to the side running his finger through your folds.
"Your hands, please Carlos." As if your words were confirmation his fingers dove into you, curling at the perfect angle.
Your arms shot out bracing themselves on the Spaniards shoulders, gripping his shirt as his fingers moved at a pace which had you back arched and your vision blurring.
"Thought about this since the second I won. How good you'd look falling apart on my fingers, tongue and cock."
You moaned, the words the spaniard uttered going straight to your core. His forehead rested against yours, messingly kissing your boyfriend as his thumb moved lazy circles on your clit.
Every thrust of his fingers pushed you closer to the edge. Carlos added another finger diving deeper with each thrust and capturing your lips between each movement.
The stretch was perfect but nothing compared to how Carlos felt. He sped up his movement over your clit, your moans rising with each brush as you teetered towards the edge.
"Please Carlos, I'm so close." Your begging met with Carlos' fingers curling and hitting the perfect spot.
Carlos attacked your neck with kisses, no doubt leaving marks across them which would result in a turtleneck in the coming days. But he groaned into your ear, "You're going to cum on my fingers like a good girl and then im going to fuck you in this mirror."
His words pushed you over the edge, his name falling from you lips like a prayer as your legs shook around his waist and your vision went white.
Carlos continued moving his fingers through your high, letting your head fall to his chest as sighs racked through your chest as you came down.
But there was no time to recover has Carlos lifted you off the counter, spinning you round to face the wall of mirrors over the sinks.
Carlos stood behind you his hands immediately getting to work on moving your skirt futher out of the way and getting his trousers out of the way.
He kissed your back, "Eres hermosa," [You're beautiful] You turned your head to catch Carlos' lips the angle awkward but worth it. You pushed your hips against Carlos begging for the Spaniard to do something.
"Carlos please, don't tease me." The Spaniard laughed behind you, Lining himself up against you. You whined, and Carlos took the words to heart, pushing into you with one swift thrust.
His forhead fell to your back as you moaned at the feeling of him deep inside you. Carlos allowed you to adjust for a moment before he began moving at a blistering pace.
"Oh fuck, Carlos please." Your begging only incentivised the Spaniard, his hand making harsh contact with your ass, a yelp drawn from you.
"Dios, te sientes tan bien. PodrĂa morir feliz enterrado dentro de ti asĂ." [God, you feel so good. I could die happy buried inside you like this.] Each word egged you on, your stomach pushing against the counter.
The Spaniards hand gropped at your chest, every touch adding to the overwhleming stimulation throughout your body.
Carlos ploughed desperately into you like his life depended on it. Your moans reaching a volume which threatened to draw attention to you.
"Need you to be quiet, mi amor. We don't want JC interupting us." The thought of Carlos' coach catching you like this, bent over a counter being detroy by his star player ignited something in you.
Carlos' hand fell around your mouth, the only way to lower your volume as every thrust seemed to hit deeper inside you.
Carlos' other hand slipped over your stomach tracing tight circles on your clit which had you quickly seeing stars.
"Carlos, shit, fuck, I'm so close." Carlos took your words as a challenge, speed up his thrusts.
"Joder, me too," His hand left your mouth and lifting your chin and gaze to the two of you in the mirror, "I want to see you when you cum."
His words sent a rush to your core, the band that was already so tight, tightening even further.
You watched carlos' brown eyes, His hair tousled and his grunts going straight to your core.
He moved his fingers over your clit faster and you grasped the Spaniard's arm, a warning through your helpless moans that you couldn't hold on much longer.
"Cum for me." His voice was desperate and rugged, and with it you fell over the edge, your second orgasm racking through your body, you hands falling to the counter you body following suit.
You felt Carlos stutter behind you his thrusts faltering as he finished inside you, his hands finding your hips to steady himself as he groaned against your shoulder.
You stayed just like that for a moment, fucked out and in each other's company. Carlos refused to pull away instead grabbing your face to connect your lips. "You're better than any trophy."
He pulled out from you both whining at the loss of contact. He fixed his appearance and fixed your skirt, spinning you back round to face him.
His hands slipped into your now messy hair, a smile beaming on his face.
He may have won Roland Garros but he also won something far more important.
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hey!! I donât mean to pressure you or anything, but I just wanted to say I looove The Deal series and (if you plan on continuing it) am very much looking forward to part 4 !!
Omg I swear I will be back Iâve just had all my uni assignment due dates!! So Iâve been swamped but I will be back soon I promise đ«”đ»đ«”đ»đ«”đ»
Pictures of Carlos you havenât seen before because I TOOK THEM!
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Carlos Alcaraz x Reader
nsfw [18+] warnings! oral (f receiving), dirty talk
summary, the sun isnât the only thing burning on the court. After a frustrating practice session, you hit your breaking point, the pain, pressure, and expectations all threatening to undo you. But Carlos is right there, steady and unshakable, reminding you what it means to let someone in, and what it feels like when someone really wants you, both on and off the court.
The sun is ruthless on the practice courts, baking the green turf to a near shine, making the sweat cling to your skin. You toss the ball into the air, twist, and send your serve spirallingâ
Right into the net.
Again.
âFuck!â you curse, the racquet cracking against the ground louder than you intended. Your shoulder aches, the pain dull at first, but angry now after an hour of pushing too hard. The brace beneath your shirt is too tight. Your patience is gone.
From across the net, Carlos watches you silently. You can feel his eyes like heat on the back of your neck, calm and steady, as if heâs waiting for you to implode. Maybe you are.
âLetâs take five,â he says gently, grabbing a towel and walking to the bench.
âI donât want five,â you snap, grabbing another ball. âI need to get this right. I'm not gonna be the dead weight on court just because my fucking shoulder doesn'tââ
The next serve is even worse, the pain flashing white-hot this time, sharp enough that your knees buckle slightly. You breathe in through your nose, trying to will the sting away.
âHey.â His voice is closer now. Too close.
You didnât hear him walk over, but Carlos is standing just behind you, towel slung around his neck, shirt dark with sweat. âYouâre pushing it.â
âDonât do that,â you mutter.
âDo what?â
âTreat me like Iâm fragile.â
âYouâre not fragile.â He sounds too calm. Too understanding. âYouâre pissed off. And hurting. I get it.â
âNo, you donât,â you spit, turning around too fast, shoulder flaring again. You regret it instantly, biting back tears. âYouâre Carlos fucking Alcaraz. Golden boy. You don't get injured. You don't lose your rhythm. You don't get benched and watch everything you've built fall apart.â You let out a groan, fingers pulling at your hair tie. âIâm not letting you down after youâve risked a lot just to do this for me.â
His brows pinch just slightly, dark eyes scanning your face, your shaking hands. He steps forward carefully. âYou think thatâs why Iâm here? You think Iâm doing you a favour?â
You donât answer. The lump in your throat is thick and ugly, and itâs all too much, the sun, the pain, the eyes on you, his eyes, kind and searching and infuriating.
âI justââ Your voice breaks. âI used to be good. I used to be great. And now I canât even fucking serve.â
Carlos nods slowly. âOkay. Come here.â
You shake your head. âCarlos, I donâtââ
But his hands are on your waist before you can protest, firm but gentle as he guides you off the court. You resist at first, pushing his chest, but he doesnât let go.
âStop fighting me,â he murmurs. âJust let me take care of you.â
Thatâs when the tears come. Silent at first, then harder. You crumple against him, his chest warm and damp under your hands, arms wrapping around your back like he was built for this, for holding you up when everything else is falling apart.
He says nothing, just rubs slow circles into your spine as your frustration breaks open between you.
Minutes pass like that.
âFuck,â you whisper into his shirt. âIâm sorry.â
âDonât be,â he replies, fingers in your hair now, brushing it back. âYouâre allowed to break sometimes.â
You pull back to look at him, cheeks flushed and wet. His gaze drops to your lips, then your shoulder.
âYou need to rest that,â he says.
You nod, but donât move.
âYouâre always so calm,â you say quietly. âHow?â
âIâm not. Iâm just good at hiding it.â
A beat.
Then another.
And then you say it, the thing thatâs been there since the first time he agreed to partner with you. âWhy did you say yes?â
His eyes flicker. âBecause I wanted to.â
âYou didnât have to. Youâre Carlos Alcaraz. You couldâveââ
âI wanted you,â he interrupts, voice lower now, rougher. âNot just as a partner.â
Your breath catches.
The heat between you shifts, subtle but unmistakable. His hand is still at your lower back. Your palm is flat against his chest. The sun is hot, but his eyes are hotter, burning into you like a match.
âCarlosââ
âYou drive me crazy,â he says, almost like itâs a confession. âEven when youâre pissed off and yelling at yourself. Especially then.â
Your heart is hammering now. âThis is a bad idea.â
âProbably,â he murmurs. âBut I donât care.â
And then he kisses you.
You taste salt on his lips, but the sound he makes, a low groan when your teeth graze his bottom lip, makes your knees weak. Carlos presses into you, all lean muscle and burning skin, his hand sliding up the back of your shirt to splay against your spine.
âGod, Iâve wanted to do this for weeks,â he mutters into your mouth.
âYou shouldâve,â you whisper, tugging his shirt up and over his head in one rough pull.
Your palms roam his torso, golden, taut, slick with sweat, and he hisses when your nails scrape lightly over his abs. His hands are greedy now, cupping your ass through your shorts, pressing you flush against the hard line of his arousal.
The fence scrapes along your back, but you donât care. Not with him kissing you like this, hungry, desperate, like he needs you to breathe.
âI want to taste you,â he says suddenly, voice wrecked. âLet me.â
You nod, too breathless to speak, and he sinks to his knees, worshipping you, his hands hooked in your waistband.
He peels your shorts and underwear down slowly, eyes flicking up to watch your reaction as he exposes you inch by inch. He presses a kiss to your hipbone, then your inner thigh, then lower still, until his mouth is hovering right where you need him.
And then his tongue is on you, warm, slow, deliberate. He starts with lazy licks, teasing your folds, before his mouth finds your clit and sucks gently, then harder, his hands keeping your thighs spread.
Your fingers knot into his hair. âCarlosâŠâ
âMmm?â he hums against you, eyes gleaming with something wicked.
âDonât stop.â
âI wasnât planning to.â
His tongue is expert, unhurried but thorough, licking and sucking in all the right places until youâre gasping his name, your hands in his hair, body arching toward every touch.
He flattens his tongue, dragging it through your folds, then circles your clit with infuriating precision. One hand leaves your thigh to slide between your legs, and his fingers, long, talented, and confident, tease your entrance before slipping in.
You cry out, back arching, and he moans softly at the sound.
âYouâre so wet,â he murmurs, voice low and full of awe. âSo fucking perfect.â
He crooks his fingers just right, stroking deep and slow while his mouth never relents. Itâs too much, too good, too intense; your legs are trembling, and your body spirals toward the edge fast.
âCarlosâIâm gonnaââ
âCome for me,â he says, voice dark and commanding, and then he sucks your clit just right and you shatter.
Your orgasm hits like a wave, crashing over you with enough force to make your vision blur. Your hips stutter against his mouth, and he keeps going through every last aftershock, kissing you gently now, soothing you down.
When he stands again, his lips are slick, eyes blown wide, chest heaving like heâs the one who just came.
ALWAYS THERE || CA
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summary: As Carlosâ childhood best friend youâve been by the side since the beginning. While Carlos insisted he only saw you as a friend you couldnât help as your feelings for him grew.
pairing: carlos alcaraz x fem!reader
warning: angst, fluff
a/n: been thinking about this plot for a while.
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The first time you met Carlos, you were four years old. Meeting when your parents move a few houses down the road.
You had approached the door holding onto your mother's hand, and when it opened, you saw a short boy with messy brown hair and large brown eyes gazing at you from behind his mother's legs.
You were too young to remember clearly, but Carlos's mother and yours loved to tell the story of you two cuddled up on the floor of his room when they came to take you home.
From that moment it seemed you were inseparable. You sat through each of Carlos' early tennis matches, encouraging his passion and indulging in his dream of being one of the great.
While he was on the court, you were in the studio. Painting and drawing with every chance you got and for every art show you attended Carlos was there ready to wrap his arms around you and tell you how proud he was.
Every memory from your childhood has his big brown eyes as the prominent feature, and heâd engraved himself within your soul.
When Carlos was 16 and told you he was making his ATP debut, you had screamed, he lifted you into the air wrapping his strong arms around you.
Youâd placed your hands gently on either side of his face and pulled his forehead to yours. Uttering over and over again how proud of him you were.
You had sat in his player's box for that match with your hands sweating and legs shaking as you analysed every movement and hit the Spaniard made.
Your head cutting from one side to the other watching carefully every micro movement made by both Carlos and his opponent.
With the final shot in Carlosâ favour, you couldnât hold back the tears. You couldn't help but rise to your feet, clapping and screaming with pride.
He had beamed at you from the court, and you knew that he would be part of you forever.
...
You had always thought Carlos was attractive, you were his friend - not blind. But for the longest time it had never phased you, laughing off every comment that people made about the two of you ending up together.
But something changed after his professional debut. With him travelling, you spent more time alone in hotel rooms around the world together.
After a particularly gruelling tennis tournament for Carlos you had retired to his hotel room. He lay beside you as a movie droned on in the background. His hand tracing absent minded patterns across your arm.
Completely content in each other company, your whole body at peace with the state of your lives, you had turned to him and asked about the future.
âDo you think youâll ever get sick of me?â You had quietly muttered, your eyes avoiding his questioning gaze instead watching his eyebrows as they knitted together.
Gently he reached his hand up brushing a stray strand of hair from your face and smiled sweetly, âI couldnât live without you, even if I wanted to.â
You closed your eyes and sighed, nodding as Carlosâ hand settled on your cheek. âplus, I plan on being your biggest pain in the ass for a long time.â
You laughed, playfully shoving the Spaniard away from you. He rolled back underestimating the space left on the bed and he plummeted to the floor with a thud.
Your laughs turned to wheezes and Carlos gasped in mock anger grasping his heart dramatically. âLaughing at my pain, I canât believe you.â
Through torrid giggles you managed to collected enough composure to speak, âfor a tennis player you arenât very graceful.â
Carlos bolted up, a scream came from your lips as you rushed in reaction dashing out of the room as quickly as possible. The Spaniard followed, his long legs reducing your escape attempt to a measly ten steps.
His arms circled your waist pulling him tight against his chest as he lifted you off the ground. Youâd spun round you push him away but his grip remained firm, his large hands settled just under your t-shirt setting your skin ablaze.
Your eyes met his big brown gaze, watching you with a look of something that you couldnât quite place. Your stomach flipped and a wave of something akin to nausea hit you.
Suddenly it felt as though youâd forgotten to breathe, electricity buzzing in his watchful gaze. Your heart raced as Carlos began to close the gap.
You felt your heart skip a beat as you thought for a second he was going to kiss you. You couldâve sworn you watched his gaze fall to your lips but just before that vital point of no return he pulled you in for a hug.
the tension from the desperate moment before dissipated, replaced with tender appreciation.
But as his lips brushed your ear and shivers rushed down your spine. âIâd be no where without you.â
Your arms slid around his shoulders holding him close, fingers running softly through the hair at the back of his neck.
âAnd I wouldnât want to be anywhere else.â You held him close, soaking in each otherâs presence.
He nestled his head in the crook of your neck and with every brush of his nose against you had your heart racing.
He pulled away, his lips sweetly meeting you cheek as he made his way back to the bedroom, calling your name.
You stood in the hallway, your breathing ragged as you ran your hand over your face. Your body was tense and you could still feel the ghost of Carlosâ hand on your waist.
You stared silently at the open bedroom door, trying to ignore the looming feeling that something had changed.
From there, something was ignited within you. You wondered if you'd always harboured these feelings for the man who you'd grown up with.
You'd never really been in a relationship, struggling to find a man that measured up to Carlos. At first you thought it was just because Carlos had shown you how you deserved to be treated - not to mention he rarely approved of the men you liked.
...
In your final year of school before heading off to University, you had a big formal to celebrate. The excitement had been building over the year and as the months drew closer your friends urged you to find a date.
A date hadn't particularly interested you, with none of the guys you knew ever giving you butterflies, or making you nervous. You travelled a lot with Carlos and it meant you struggled to find time for an active love life outside of the boundaries of school.
But your friends had laughed when you suggested going alone, sending you a list of guys who would love to take you to the dance. You resisted as much as you could but they refused to let up.
One of the guys suggested was a guy who you'd been friends with throughout school. He was sweet, funny and could hold a conversation. You were doubtful you'd leave the dance with the love of your life but he seemed like he'd be fun to spend the dance with.
Carlos should've been at the dance but the commitments of his professional tennis career called him away.
He demanded you have the best time and call him to debrief after. You laughed and agreed, wishing him luck for his tournament.
Your date had arrived promptly, bringing flowers and shooting you a charming smile with a slew of compliments at the sight of you in your dress.
The evening had started well, with drinks and laughs filling the hall where the Formal was held. Your date had been a dream. Being respectful and beaming at you when you made a joke.
You danced with your friends and giggled your way through the night until the music shifter to being more romantic. The tune slowed and the groups dancing on the floor morphed into pairs.
Your date asked if you wanted to dance, extending his hand to you. taking his hand you moved to the dance floor and settled with your arms on his shoulders and his hands tentatively reached for your waist.
You both laughed and talked as you swayed to the music. You fell into a comfortable rhythm. His hand moved to the side of your face and he leaned forward.
Panic flooded your body as you realised what was about to happen, the characteristic gaze in his eye that youâd seen before in men. Your body went rigid and your mind went to the tall Spaniard who was in a hotel somewhere winding down from a day of playing tennis.
Before you let his lips meet yours you turned your head, shifting the almost kiss to your cheek. Unease settled in your stomach and you suddenly felt the need to get away.
You politely excused yourself from the dance floor, making your way to the exit in desperate need for some fresh air.
You stormed through the hallways pushing open the doors and letting the cool air hit you. Your lungs gasped for breath and you doubled over, hands finding your knees to support yourself.
Your head was pounding, your heart was racing and as you pulled yourself up. You could still feel the boy's hands burning into your side, your face alight from his touch. But you didn't find comfort in it, instead, it sent a sick feeling through you.
You sat down against the wall, your hand finding your phone in your bag. Silently, you dialed his number, putting the phone to your ear, and waited as the phone rang.
He picked up after just two rings. "Hola amor." (Hi love). His raspy voice signified you'd just woken him up, but you couldn't help the pang of warmth rushing through you when his words hit you.
Heâd been calling you love since you were children. An innocent nickname which you would laugh off when people questioned. âWeâre just friendsâ would echo through your mind every time that boundary felt as though it was shifting.
But if the nickname was so innocent why did it feel as though your heart was being ripped from your chest as the words. The quiet mumble of his voice, knowing he was on the other side of the planet while youâre here in the cold.
This wasnât how friends felt about each other. Maybe youâd always known that, but you were just too afraid of what reality meant for you to face it. Too petrified by what a life without Carlos would look like if he didnât feel the same.
You sat on the floor in your expensive dress as Carlos coaxed you from the ledge you felt you were sitting on. His soft tone burrowed deep into your soul, and a sense of calm flooded you.
Despite him clearly being exhausted, holding on to any slither of being awake to talk to you, he managed to rouse his consciousness. All because you'd called.
It was only when you finally left him, letting him get the sleep he so clearly craved, that you found your mind racing. You couldn't deny the feeling you felt anymore. But you sure would try.
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Things changed after school. You went off to university, and your workload quickly increased, while Carlos flitted around the world, growing adoring fans everywhere he went.
You knew things wouldn't stay the same forever, and just a year after you had called him from your prom, he was slipping away from you rapidly.
Nightly calls shifted to weekly, then monthly. Soon, you heard from him sporadically usually in the middle of the night at whichever timezone he was in.
Quickly, the boy who you had grown up attached to, had turned into a man that you were beginning to not recognise.
You held on to the tethers of your friendship with every part of you. When you could, you would fly out and watch him play, organising your calendar carefully around the ATP tennis schedule.
Staying up late, texting him after a good game, calling him after bad ones. Sometimes he picked up, other times he didn't.
Then you saw her. The tall, drop dead gorgeous, must-be model draped off of Carlos' arm after one of the matches. His lips me there cheek in a video captured by a fan and you felt a pang of something you reluctantly recognised as burning jealously.
He had a girlfriend. A stunning, famous girlfriend. Who he hadn't told you about. It had been about a month since the two of you called, a five-minute conversation about the Spaniard's last tennis match.
He hadn't mentioned this girl then. Did that mean it was new, or just that he hadn't thought to tell you?
After seeing one photo on your phone, it was like you couldn't escape it. Every slide and swipe revealed more fan photos of Carlos, your Carlos, with this random girl.
You knew you were overreacting, he was 19 year old and one of the 'up and coming' tennis players. Of Course, he was going to find himself swarmed with beautiful women.
But the more you saw his hand around her waist or her hand draped across his chest. You couldn't help that the fire raged beneath your skin.
You reached for your phone desperately. The time was 8pm, and for once, Carlos was in a similar timezone, so you knew he should be awake. Your phone was ringing before you even had time to stop yourself. The phone rang mindlessly, and you waited.
After what felt like an eternity, you heard a gruff voice on the other end. "Y/N?" His questioning tone cut into you more than you'd like to admit.
Just 12 months ago he'd welcomed random calls, your nickname had fell so easily from him lips and you would slipped into conversation that harboured no specific topic.
But now, just you calling him had to have a reason. You sighed, "ÂżTienes novia?" (Do you have a girlfriend?) He laughed, but you couldn't find it in you to find it funny.
"Que?" (what?) He was in disbelief. After being all over this girl on Instagram and twitter and every social media you opened, and HE was in disbelief. Over the girl he hadn't even deigned to tell you about.
"ÂżLa chica? Âżpor todo Instagram?" (The girl? All over Instagram?) your voice was lined with aggravation. You knew he could sense it as he paused, carefully thinking on where to step next.
His voice was quiet. "Ella no es nada. Ella es casual." (She's nothing; she's casual.) You scoffed,
ÂżEntonces ahora eres uno de esos tipos? (So now you're one of those guys?) Your words were laced with something vicious. You weren't mad at him. I mean, you were on the surface, but beneath that basic level of irritation, you were clearly mad at yourself.
While you had been sitting around waiting for Carlos to notice that you had been right there the entire like like an 80s rom-com, he had been forgetting you even existed, falling into some other woman's bed.
"Ah, de verdad Y/N" (Oh really, Y/N) He was annoyed, you weren't surprised. "No necesito esto de ti." (I don't need this from you)
Your blood boiled, your tone became increasingly sharp and distant from the soft mannered person Carlos knew so intimately.
"¿Y eso qué significa?" (And what does that mean?) You were acutely aware of every small sound coming from his side of the phone.
"¿Por qué te importa? No eres mi novia." (Why do you care? You're not my girlfriend.) It was like someone had thrown a bucket of ice-cold water over you, which pulled you back down to reality. Why did you care?
He was right. He owed you nothing. You weren't together, and he'd made it clear in every passing comment and mistake friends made. That he saw you only as a friend.
Meanwhile, you found yourself moving further past the point of no return with every interaction. Unable to hide the way you searched for his brown eyes in every crowd, even when you knew he wasn't there.
The way your heart raced with every phone call and you found yourself counting down the minutes till you would next see him. You were well and truly in love with your best friend and he had no idea.
His tone had cut into you, his soft demeanour replaced with a sharp and vicious manner. It hurt. Even beyond your newly realised feelings you had first and foremost been friends.
Sure, maybe in the last year, you had let the distance infiltrate the once disgustingly close relationship you two held. But you were still friends, and friends were supposed to tell each other things.
Your voice lost its edge, and the hurt manner came through, "Tienes razĂłn. Pero se supone que somos amigos." (You're right, But we're supposed to be friends.)
You heard him call your name before your finger slid to the red button, but you didn't want to hear anything more.
You fell back onto your bed, your phone slipping to your side as you took a deep breath, desperate to clear the weight that felt like it had settled in your lungs.
Your eyes burn with tears, and you rub your hands harshly against your eyes, trying to displace the violent urge to cry. Your phone rang next to you, Carlos' goofy smile shining on your screen, but you couldn't bring yourself to pick it up.
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It had been months. Without a single message, call or letter sent between you two. Carlos had been having the best season in his career so far, and you were trying to block that out.
For the first few weeks after the tense call, Carlos texted and called you daily. With profuse apologies and begging you to talk to him. But you stayed strong.
You needed space, not just to deal with your emotions from the argument but also to get over him. You couldn't be his friend when every glance he gave you made your heart race.
You still watched every match he played, shouting at the television for every slight misstep or mistake and cheering for every point won..
You couldn't help but wonder if maybe this was your destiny. Watching Carlos from the sidelines as he succeeded and outgrew you.
You had always assumed that you'd always be by his side, there to celebrate his success and wallow in his failure - it wouldn't matter if you were together.
But he had her now, and you had the hope of what could've been.
It came to a head at the US Open. Carlos had an incredible start to the tournament, breezing his way into the quarterfinals. You'd watched all the games from the comfort of your home and fought off the urge to message him daily.
Then he won the quarters. It was far from easy; Jannik Sinner had put up a fight, dragging Carlos into two tie breaks. You'd sat on the edge of your sofa, pleading to gods you didn't believe in for Carlos to win. When 'game, set, match' was called, you were flooded with relief.
Your parents called you the next day, announcing that they would be flying out to watch Carlos play and that you should be going too.
Your chest constricted at the thought, but you forced out, "Ăl no me quiere allĂ" (He doesn't want me there.) Your parents scoffed in disbelief at the current state of the relationship between you two.
"SĂ, cariño. Probablemente seas la Ășnica persona que quiere allĂ." (Yes, he does, honey. You're probably the only person he wants there.) Your heart picked up at the idea of Carlos wanting you there. But you knew it wasn't in the way you wanted it.
If he wanted you there it was the same way it always was. As his childhood best friend, who he kept around because he always had and not because he couldn't imagine a world without you.
"No puedo ir, tengo clase." (I can't go I have class) You heard a sigh through the phone, but you wouldn't let your resolve crumble. You helped your parents pack and fielded more pleas to watch the match before they left to go to the airport.
You sat down in your silent living room inhabited by just the sound of the tennis commentary to watch Carlos' semi-final game. It was another grueling five-setter, with Carlos conceding tie breaks once again.
When the game had started, you felt solidified in your choice to stay home, but with every point won, you watched as Carlos' gaze flitted to his box, over the faces of his family and yours. He wasn't smiling and cheering; he was...looking or searching.
You mother knew you'd be sitting at home watching the game no matter how much you had pretended to move on. Which is why halfway through the match, she sent you a text that broke your heart.
Mama: "Te estĂĄ buscando. Le preguntĂł a Virginia si vendrĂas antes del partido." (He's looking for you. He asked Virginia if you were coming before the match)
Carlos took the final point, confirming his place in a grand slam final and putting himself on the brink of making history. But he didn't celebrate as much as you'd expected.
His eyes watched his family, a smile beaming on his face, but as someone who knew Carlos intrinsically, you could see the way the smile didn't quite reach his eyes and the way he seemed deflated rather than on the top of the world like he should.
Your heart plumeted to your stomach. You wanted to be there, wrapped up in his arms, celebrating his achievements.
You wanted to stay up that night to discuss the grand slam title on the horizon and remind him that no matter what happened, the results wouldn't change how you felt.
Before you knew it, you were booking a flight. Even if Carlos didn't feel the same way and couldn't love you the way you loved him, this was bigger than that.
This was the same Carlos who was always there for you when it mattered, even with the distance that had grown between you. This was your way of fighting for him and the friendship that had seen you through your entire life.
...
You arrived at the stadium with nerves coarsing through you. Though you had told Carlos's family and yours that you were showing up so they could get the right passes for you - you'd kept it from Carlos himself.
The crowds swarmed towards the stadium, but you made your way towards the locker room where you knew Carlos would be getting ready.
You knocked on the door, and you heard the voice that had followed you for 19 years calling you into the room. He had his back to you, talking to Juan Carlos as he stretched out his hamstrings.
You shifted your weight from one foot to the other, clearing your throat as the nerves started to find you again. What if he didn't want you here?
"Alguien me dijo que tal vez necesitas algĂșn apoyo extra. (Someone told me that maybe you need some extra support.) Carlos's head immediately snapped around to face you, getting out of stretches and closing the distance between you before you could process it.
His arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you into him, burying his head into your neck. It was like coming home. The warmth that blossomed in your chest as you felt the Spaniard's stubble brush your neck.
Your arms slid around his neck, holding him close to you. One hand slid up to his head resting in his hair. He sighed against your neck, and you smiled as you whispered, "Lo siento, no vine antes." (Sorry I didn't come earlier.)
He shook his head against your neck, his voice coming out as a murmur, "Es todo culpa mĂa. Me alegra que estĂ©s aquĂ. No puedo hacer esto sin ti." (It's all my fault. I'm glad you're here. I can't do this without you.)
He pulled his head from your shoulder, his hands finding rest on the sides of your face. He rested his forehead against yours, taking a deep breath and closing his eyes.
His touch burned your skin, every word sending shivers down your spine. "No querĂa hacerlo sin ti." (I didn't want to do this without you.)
You couldn't stop the words from leaving your mouth as Carlos's gaze bore down on you. "Te amo, mĂĄs de lo que un amigo deberĂa" (I love you, more than a friend should.)
Confusion darted through Carlos's face as he took in your words. His hands fell from your face, and you took a step back, your heart shattering at the look on the Spaniard's face.
He opened his mouth to speak, but you stopped him. You grabbed his hand and ran your thumb gently over his hand. "Ve a ganar y podremos hablar mĂĄs trade." (Go win. We can talk later.)
He beamed at you, wrapping you up in a final hug that left you smiling. His lips met your cheek, and his mouth rested by your ear, "Nos vemos allĂ" (See you out there).
You nodded, fighting against the urge to move your head slightly and kiss the man who had plagued your mind for so long. Instead, you stepped back turning and headed toward the court.
You gave Carlos a final glance as you let the stress of the match begin to build.
The match was tense. You could feel the atmosphere drowning the crowd. The precipice of history being made calling.
Carlos played phenomenally. Every point was careful, precise and planned out. Casper Ruud never stood a chance. With every win, Carlos would turn to you, meet your eyes and cheer.
Your hands began to sweat and the nerves reached their peak in the final set. Every mistake moved you further the the edge of your seat but Carlos refused to lose.
One break and then the second, and before you knew it, it was a championship point. The crowd was silent. The tension was palpable, but as Carlos reached up for his serve, you felt a wave of calm rest over you.
He had it. You saw the gleam in his eye as he hit the ball, the grunt escaping his mouth with the hit. He darted across the court, each movement perfected.
Then it hit. The crowds screamed and Carlos fell to the floor. The screams rang in your ears as you watched him. He sobbed on the hard court, and your hand reached to your mouth.
It was only as your hand touched your cheeks that you noticed you were crying. The sight of Carlos blurring through the streaming haze of tears.
You felt his family and yours wrap their arms around you, bringing you back into the present. Looking back to the court, you could see the Spaniard beginning to climb through the audience towards you.
His mother by your side was whispering, "El lo hizo" (He did it.)
You grabbed her hand, laughing and smiling, and you spoke, "él realmente lo hizo" (He really did it). She wrapped you in a hug and told you how happy she was you were here and you couldn't help but agree.
You couldn't imagine not being there to celebrate this moment with Carlos. When you turned back to look for Carlos, he was climbing into the box, immediately being attacked by his team.
They cheered, and his shoulders shook with sob,s but he didn't stop moving. He found his family letting them shower him in praise but his gaze fixed on you.
He moved towards you, and your heart rate picked up. The look in his eyes was the same unidentifiable emotion you had seen before.
But before you had a moment to consider what it meant, Carlos's hands were on your face, connecting your lips.
You froze at first, shock radiating through you at the feelings of his lips on yours. But as Carlos went to pull away his hands slipping from your face, your hands found purchase on his neck pulling him closer.
You kissed him like he was oxygen, and you had forgotten how to breathe. The way his hand found your waist and the other slid into your hair.
The kiss was messy and desperate, but it was 19 years in the making, and you needed him like you needed water. The world around you disappeared as he pulled you impossibly closer to him.
It was out of a movie, like fireworks inside your chest and under the surface of your skin.
He groaned into your mouth but reluctantly pulled away, resting his forehead against yours, matching your deep breaths. His smile split across his face, and he sighed, "Por cierto, yo también te amo." (By the way, I love you too)
You laughed loudly, taking in the cheers from the audience around you and the unadulterated smiles from your family and his team around you.
You glanced at the screen to see you and Carlos projected on it, your cheeks immediately turning red at the realistation that everyone had seen that moment.
You turned back to Carlos, pressing a soft kiss to his lips, which elicited another cheer from the crowd. Your hand rested on his face, and you beamed, "Te amo campeĂłn" (I love you, Champion).
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This got away from me a bit, actually. I'm sorry/you're welcome.
I currently have a five thousand word draft of a Carlos childhood friends to lovers fic sat in my drafts and it's almost finished.
Do people want it?
Am I working on a Carlos childhood friends to lovers ficâŠ..maybeeeeee
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Pt. 3 (previous part)
summary: Carlos hated having a PR manager, especially one who was his age. Convincing her to leave was the best plan he'd ever had, but what happens when he realises he doesn't want her to go?
pairing: carlos alcaraz x fem!reader
warning: none.
a/n: Asking politely everyone ignores how long this took me to write, turns out I had actual uni work to do which is lame. Also, look at them not arguing the WHOLE time is there a civil colleague relationship forming?
MASTERLIST
You had been avoiding Alcaraz since the moment the two of you shared in the hallway after the press conference. Spending the rest of the afternoon hiding from his gaze and pushing him through interviews as fast as you possibly could.
Each time he brushed past you from one interview to the next, Your cheeks flushed with your mind drifting back to his body so close to yours.
Despite being invited to the team dinner that Juan Carlos had urged you to attend, you found yourself leaving the Rod Laver arena with no intention of detouring from your hotel bed which was firmly on your mind.
The halls were bustling with people, tennis players, physios and staff rushing from room to room. As you wandered aimlessly towards the exit of the building your eyes caught a bundle of red curls bounding towards you.
"Y/N" the Italian called your name and you spun round to face his towering figure. You'd met Jannik many times before while working in the world of Formula 1 and he had been one of the first to convince you to take the job with Alcaraz.
"Jan!" The tennis player wrapped his long arms around you lifting you into a familiar hug. The warmth from his body a comforting hug which saw the tension in your body immediately dissipate. "How's media day going?"
"You know how us players feel about all the interviews and content. We'd rather be on court." A smile beamed across the young Itlian's face and for once it felt nice to not be constantly on edge in this job. You laugh and let out an exasperated groan,
"Trust me, on behalf of all media and PR people - we also wished you'd be on court instead of annoying us." Jannik gave you a playful shove, his laugh bringing a smile to your face.
"I'll try not to take that personally, though I'm pretty sure it was aimed at him." Jannik nodded his head further down the hallway. Stood against the wall, with his eyes trained on you and the Italian was Carlos Alcaraz.
His arms were crossed over his chest and while you couldn't be sure if it was Jannik or you he was staring at it was clear he was trying out the whole 'if looks could kill' theory.
"Trust me, I'd much prefer to spend a media day with you than him." You turned back to Jannik trying to block out the presence of the Spaniard in the background.
"Trouble in paradise?" Jannik tilted his head looking down at you as you scoffed.
"If this was paradise I shudder to think what hell is like." You felt Alcaraz's gaze burning into the back of your head, certain he was now staring you down.
You didn't even know why he was still hanging around, you left him after your last interview and thought he'd gone off to meet the rest of his team.
Jannik laughed loudly, "He can't be that bad, it's Carlitos. I'm surprised he hasn't been flirting with you." He wiggled his eyebrows suggestively but you couldn't help but laugh and roll your eyes.
Truth is, the Alcaraz that Jannik was explaining was what you'd expected when you'd started.
Warned about the Spaniard's bubbly personality many people who knew him would smile and say 'Watch out for the flirting'.
Instead, you'd met a different Alcaraz, one who constantly saw you as a waste of space on his team and far from flirting with you, you were met with constant coldness.
"Yeah that's not a problem." You sighed deeply. "You should go, I don't want to be the cause of another PR Manager's troubles." Jannik smiled, wrapping his arms around you and giving you a soft kiss on your cheek.
"If you need anything, or want me to slap some sense into Carlitos, just let me know." You grinned softly, pulling away from the Italian.
"I might take you up on that."
Jannik turned to make a move down the hallway in the direction of Alcaraz, who's attention had switched to his phone. He looked over his shoulder briefly and beamed, "Ci vediamo presto, tesoro" (See you soon, darling.)
Your heart warmed, smiling as you watched the lanky tennis player bound down the hall. He stopped when he reached Alcaraz, the usual warm greeting between the two seemed colder.
Alcaraz nodded dejectedly before his gaze fell back onto you. Uncomfortable under the harsh gaze you turned away and made your way back towards the doors of the arena.
...
You reached your hotel room and fell on the bed releasing a deep sigh. You stretched out your arms and rolled onto your side. The mattress caved under your weight and cradled your body.
Your phone buzzed and you reached lazily for your phone, fighting off the sleep and flipping your phone over.
Alcaraz: You coming to dinner?
You paused, then rolled your eyes.
Y/N: Don't worry, I won't be there to ruin your evening.
Three dots appeared, and then they disappeared. Your eyebrows furrowed softly. The three dots appeared a second time, remaining on the corner of your screen for a few seconds before they went once again.
You sat up slightly, the relaxed demeanour you had now shifting as tension flooded your body.
For a third time, three dots appeared. You watched them intently waiting as they slowly moved on the screen. But like each previous time, the dots disappeared.
You scoffed, shaking your head and moved off your bed. You left your phone resting on the bed as you made your way to the bathroom to shower.
The hot water pelting down on your body instantly soothed you. The knots from your shoulders disappearing with the stress of the day.
The argument with Alcaraz still weighed on your mind but you were determined to push through and get this tournament done with.
You were just so sick and tired of him constantly taking everything out on you. For once you wanted to be the one to frustrate him, and as you stepped out of the shower you smiled brightly, with a genius idea crossing your mind.
ATP was asking for a bunch of the players to do extra content ahead of the tournament - usually, you only signed Alcaraz up for one to reduce the amount of complaining you had to listen to.
But with an evil smirk on your face and a towel wrapped around you, you walked back into the bedroom. You immediately found your phone, opening your message to text the ATP's PR manager who you got on well with.
Y/N: Hi Amy, Alcaraz would love to do the extra content. Sign him up for as much as possible. Thank you!
As you clicked send you laughed quietly to yourself, you couldn't wait till he found out.
...
You were in comfortable clothes, makeup off, sat cross-legged on the sofa when you finally got a response from Amy sending over the schedule for the next day's media.
You forwarded the schedule to Alacaraz with the headline 'Surprise!' and closed your laptop.
Settling into the sofa you switched the TV on and called room service. The buzz of TV made your eyes heavy as you lay further into the sofa. Before you knew it you were drifting off to sleep.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
Your head was cloudy as you were pulled from your slumber. The furious knocking woke you up violently. You sat up form the sofa, your stomach rumbling as you made your way to the door.
The knocking persisted, "I'm on my way!" you called out, opening the door with a smile.
But when you opened the door, instead of being met with room service, an angry Spaniard was staring at you.
"Alcaraz?" He brushed past you, stomping into your room. "Aren't you supposed to be at dinner?"
"ÂżQuieres decirme cuando aceptĂ© hacer medios todo el dĂa mañana?" (Do you want to tell me when I agreed to do media all day tomorrow?) His glare went right through you as you closed the door and faced him.
You fought the smile that was trying to take over your face. "Look, I just thought it would be good for you to remind everyone how charming you are."
At the sight of Alcaraz's angry stare, you let out a laugh, shaking your head lightly as you moved back towards the sofa. As you passed the Spaniard, he grabbed your arm stopping you from going anywhere.
His chest was pressed against your back and he leaned down to you.
"Cancelarlo" (Cancel it) He towered over you and you turned to face his, you reached your hand up sliding across Alcaraz's chest. You watched as his gaze faltered at the action a glimpse of something indistinguishable passing through his eyes.
You slid you hand up his neck and to the side of his face. You watched him carefully, focusing on the way his breathing deepened. Then a devlish smile took over your face, tapping the side of his face and pushing him away.
"No." You walked to the sofa and sat down, leaving the Spaniard at loss watching you. "Oh and you can leave now."
He stood there for a moment while you set up a new film to watch. As the film blared through the hotel room, you turned your head to see if Alcaraz was still behind you. He watched the screen with a curious look on his face.
"What film is that?" his voice came from behind you, you laughed.
"Notting hill." The absent look on his face caused you to turn fully toward him leaning on the back of the sofa. "You've never seen Notting Hill?!"
He shook his head and looked down at his feet awkwardly. A silence fell across the room only broken by Hugh Grant's voice in the background.
Without thinking you started speaking "Um, you could stay...and watch it, if you wanted?" You regretted it as soon as you said it. The Spaniard looked at you, his brown eyes focusing on the gentle gaze you sent him.
"Um," For a second you thought he was going to join you. His shoulders fell and he look as though he was about to take a step forward when his phone buzzed, pulling it out of his pocket he glanced at it.
He took a step back and any softness in his eyes hardened. "Team dinner remember."
His sharp tone settled in the pit of your stomach as you stopped your disappointment from showing. He left without another word and the door slamming made you jump slightly.
You were about to turn back to the TV when there was a knock on the door. Hope bubbled in your chest and you rushed to open it, part of you waiting to be met with those brown eyes on the other side of the door. Instead, it was your room service.
They brought your food in and you thanked them, leaving you in the peace and quiet of your own company. You leaned your head against the back of the sofa and sighed.
You kept finding yourself unable to escape Alcaraz, not just in a work capacity. In the last few days you'd had his body pressed against you more times than you wanted to think about.
But today, that glimpse in his eyes at the suggestion of the movie. You couldn't help but think he wanted to join you. You laughed and shook your head, you couldn't believe he was getting to you. As far as you knew it was all part of his plan to make it easier to get rid of you.
You quietly watching your movie and ate your food when your phone buzzed. It was around the moment Hugh Grant walked through Notting Hill with the season changing around him that your phone buzzed.
Glancing at the screen you spotted it was a notification that Alcaraz had posted an Instagram story. You clicked on it, ready for another PR crisis when you were met with a picture of him and the team laughing at dinner.
Of course, you chose not to be there but the sight of them all smiling and laughing. It hurt. You couldn't help but think maybe you should've listened to Juanki and gone. This was going to be your final two weeks with the team and you were wasting them sat in your room.
You quietly made a promise to yourself in that moment that you'd enjoy the final weeks. Alcaraz had to put up with you as part of the deal and you intended to make the most of that.
...
You dreaded the day ahead. You knew Alcaraz was going to make everything more difficult than it had to be because you were forcing him into this busy day where you knew he wanted to be on the court.
You were ready waiting outside his hotel door. You also had a sandwich with you, getting ready to bribe the no-doubt grumpy player who would emerge from the room.
You shot him a quick 'I'm outside' text and waited patiently. After just a few minutes the door swung open and the tall Spaniard appeared in front of you.
"Morning, Alcaraz!" You shot him a smile and you were met by a slight grimace.
"How do you always have so much energy this early in this morning." You handed him the sandwich which he took with a curios look.
"I'm excited for a full day of media, and the sandwich is a peace offering." He looked down at the sandwich with a funny look on his face. He glanced up at you and quirked his eyebrow,
"A peace offering?" You beamed at him.
"It's going to be a long two weeks, I just suggest we aren't at each other's throats the whole time." His gaze softened ever so slightly but he still looked tentative. "Please, I just want to know what it is like to actually like my job."
He paused and watched you carefully. He took a bite out of the sandwich you had given him and he nodded.
"Fine. But I want more of these." He held up the sandwich with a smile and you shook your head.
"Perfect, let's go then." You made a move down the hallway with Alcaraz following closely behind as you settled into the elevator.
The journey to the stadium was quiet, a trip that was mostly filled with Alcaraz greeting fans, players and staff while you led him through the halls.
You arrived at the ATP's makeshift studio and spotted Amy in the crowd of staff. "Amy!" She turned and smiled at the sight of you and trying to pretend he was happy to be there Alcaraz.
"Y/N, Carlos, thank you both so much for this." The Spaniard shot her a coy smile as he carefully watched the different aspects of the studio, his gaze paused on the box of what looked like props sat by the edge of the set and he turned to look at you.
He sent you a look of pure fear his eyes widening and head lightly shaking that pulled a soft laugh from you.
"Alcaraz is happy to help, he loves all this stuff." The Spaniard pinched your arm and you muffled a yelp sending him a stern look.
"Perfect, you can grab yourself a coffee and there are snacks over there too - and Carlos if you come with us!" Alcaraz politely nodded and just before he began to follow Amy to set he let down and whispered.
"Te arrepentirĂĄs de esto." (You will regret this) You laughed and waved him off with a shit-eating grin.
"Have Fun!"
You knew that the next opportunity he got, Alcaraz would make you regret this but the sight of him with silly glasses on filming promo just seemed to make it worth it.
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How are you holding up after IW CUZ FOR THE LIFE OF ME I CANNOT
I truly believed we were so back, his form through most of IW was soooo good.
The draper game was actually embarrassing. That first set had me actually in shock. Like Carlos I love you but WHAT WAS THAT!!
But everyone has off days I want to believe that this is all this was. thatâs MY bozo you know đ so weâll get them next time?
When is deal part 3 coming pls
I swear Iâm writing it đ my actual work just got on top of me a bit - expect it in the next few days!!
Carlos I said PLEASEEEE
Did heâŠ.hear me?
Carlos Iâm going to cry please
âwe need to fix the tennis scheduleâ âitâs too much, the players need more time off to recoverâ
WRONG! every day that carlos alcaraz is not playing tennis, he is getting another haircut. we need to keep that man BUSY!
THE DEAL || CA
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pt. 2, (previous part)
summary: Carlos hated having a PR manager, especially one who was his age. Convincing her to leave was the best plan he'd ever had, but what happens when he realises he doesn't want her to go?
pairing: carlos alcaraz x fem!reader
warning: diabolical tension
a/n: this is kind of all over the place because Iâm trying to build up enough foundation before the tournament starts. I hope you like it (please tell me how much you like it, I need validation)
MASTERLIST
You sat in an uncomfortable silence typing away on your laptop. In your peripheral, you could see the Spaniard slowly moving to lie down on the sofa from his seated position.
"Don't fall asleep." A frustrated grunt came from Carlos as he repositioned himself slightly resting his head against the back of the sofa.
"Okay and if they ask you about potentially facing Djokovic?" Your eyes watched the screen intently scanning the prospective questions on your laptop.
"I tell them I've beaten him before and I believe I can again, especially with my new serve and resetting over the break." His tone was dull and his eyes watched the ceiling.
"Perfect, any questions about the back end of last season or concentration just try to redirect and talk about the work you've been doing over the break." Carlos nodded, scrutinising you're every movement with his gaze.
You wrote down notes that you could send Carlos on everything you'd been discussing. You leaned back against the sofa, gently falling into the cushions as you moved to sit cross-legged.
Carlos' eyes observed you as you intently stared at the screen, "D'you get bored doing this?" Your eyes flitted to the Spaniard briefly for the first time since you began going over questions,
"What do you mean?" You returned to doing work, shaking your head at the silly question as you watched the time in the corner of your screen tick by.
You were desperate to get this done so you could return to your room and sleep, doing your best to ignore the looming tension of the deal you had earlier agreed to.
"I get bored at you asking me questions, and I'm the player. Don't you get bored of writing up answers and managing my media presence?" You paused briefly, the condescending tone grating on you. You met the brown eyes that hadn't left your frame.
"I love my job, I get to see behind the sports in a way no one else does. Plus I'm good at it." He looked sceptically,
"I'd rather play." You shook your head in amusement, finishing up the final question.
"Unfortunately we can't all be professional tennis players Alcaraz." He smirked at your response, getting up off the sofa and heading to the kitchen area.
You emailed the Spaniard the work you'd done the evening, finally closing your laptop and letting relief flood your body.
"Luckily for you, we're done for the evening. I'd like some pyjamas and then I'll get out of your way." You stood up moving slightly towards the door, begging to leave the company of the man who held you with such contempt.
"Gracias a Dios" (Thank god) His thankful tone stung slightly, envying the time when your clients enjoyed your company, and you'd stay long after the work was done due to the friendships you had founded.
He disappeared down the corridor and you stood by the door awkwardly. The night had ended up being the easiest day you'd had since you started, and all it took was promising Carlos you'd quit.
You knew the next issue would be telling his team and Juan Carlos would no doubt try to convince you to stay. But the thought of enjoying your job again loomed in the back of your mind and pushed you forward.
Just over two weeks. That's all you had to get through and now with Carlos actually cooperating it should've been simpler.
You checked the time and the massive 00:00 glared at you on the screen. It was a busy day tomorrow that involved you waking up with the sun and the dream of a full eight hours sleep has slipped from your grasp.
Just as you began to mentally plan for the content and work you needed to do tomorrow, Carlos reappeared his 6-foot stature looming over you.
"I donât have pyjamas, so this is just some joggers and a t-shirt." He handed you the clothing, his hand brushing yours which jolted through your nervous system. In the last six hours, you'd been closer to the Spaniard in the entirety of your time working for him.
You avoided the brown eyes looking down at you, taking the items and moving towards the door. "That should be fine."
You walked to the door, reaching for the handle and standing in the open doorway. Just before stepping out into the hallway, you turned to face the Spaniard, shooting him a small smile that he didn't return.
"See you tomorrow Alcaraz." He nodded and the door closed in front of you.
Defeated you trudged back to your room, slipping into the far too big-for-you shirt and joggers that the Spaniard had lent you. They were bathed in his cologne and the musky scent filled your nostrils as you climbed into bed.
As you lay there waiting for sleep to hit you, you thought of what this job would've been like had Carlos not hated you from the outset.
Watching him play was magnificent and you wanted to be a part of the team that helped him achieve greatness, not to mention his Spanish charm had won over so many.
Every cold glance he gave you cut deeper and as you drifted off to sleep you were haunted by the way he had looked at you the first time you met.
...
The sun beat down on the outdoor courts. You watched Alcaraz move diligently from edge to edge of the light blue tarmac. The heat permeated through your body as the light summer dress you wore did nothing to alleviate the temperature.
You gaze fixated on the Spaniard's taut muscles and how he slid to seemingly effortlessly receive the ball. You had your phone up, taking photos and videos to go on Instagram later, but really you found yourself distracted by each noise that left his lips.
Your sunglasses rested lazily on the edge of your nose, and as Carlos' arms hit the ball over and over, your eyes watched his biceps carefully.
You understood why he had a flock of women watching his every move, his physique and tennis ability pulling so many in. Then there was his annoying smile.
The ball hit Juanki's torso with Carlos letting out a loud laugh that echoes through your mind. Carlos looked to his team who also laughed over the moment and his eyes flickered to you.
When he saw that your eyes were already on him, he smirked. A smug look took over his face and he shot you a wink, your face turned red and you quickly moved your gaze back to your phone.
You sent the photo to Carlos and picked up your bag, heading onto the court.
"Alcaraz, interview time let's get going." The clock was ticking down and media day was calling, with Alcaraz lined up for a fairly full day of pre-tournament interviews.
"cinco minutos mĂĄs." (five more minutes.) The Spaniard called to you calmly as he continued hitting the ball back and forth across the court.
"Alcaraz. Now. We're already late." Carlos rolled his eyes, Juan Carlos telling him to go. The Spaniard headed towards you, the smile long gone replaced with his usual grimace.
"Disfruta la vista allĂĄ atrĂĄs" (Enjoy the view back there?) he taunted, his large hands reaching down to grab his tennis bag that was by your feet.
While he bent down to grab the bag, he brushed your side, your breath catching in your throat as you felt his arms brush yours. Then leaning into your ear as he stood back up. "You were blushing."
"I was doing my job, you know, filming content for you. Plus it's hot out here, I was just flushed." Your tone stood strong, but your eyes were telling a different story. Your body was covered in goosebumps, the bench behind you stopping you from stepping away.
He finally took a step away, which allowed your shoulders to fall in ease. He began to walk off with the same smug look as before back on his face, "ÂżNo tenemos una entrevista a la que llegar?" (Don't we have an interview to get to?)
You shook your head, annoyance for the man filling your body. Not only was he being difficult, but now he'd resorted to teasing and taunting which was somehow worse than his angry indifference.
You turned to face Juanki as you began walking off the court behind Alcaraz, mouthing 'I'm going to kill him' which elicited a laugh from the coach.
"Have fun you two!" He called out and was met with two frustrated groans. Carlos stood at the exit waiting for you to catch up and began trudging behind you.
Walking through the grounds, he smiled, waved, and took pictures with the multitude of fans who spotted him. You'd silently stand to the side or offer to take the photo when needed.
The consistent stopping slowed you down, but you didn't mind when you saw the giddy smile of every fan's face as they met with Carlos' warm demeanour.
You eventually made it to the conference room. Before stepping into the room, you grabbed Carlos' arm, pulling him out of the doorway. He turned to face you, his eyes analysing your fingers wrapped around his bicep.
As his gaze focused on your hand, you pulled away as if his skin had burned you. "Sorry. I just wanted to remind you of everything we went over. This is just pre-tournament chatter so you should be okay."
"I've got it. Why won't you just let me do it." His tone was sharp and you rolled your eyes, your arms crossing in front of your chest in annoyance.
"It's not that I think you can't do it, I just want to help." Carlos took a step back from you, scoffing at your plea.
"Well I don't need your help." He left your side, walking into the room before you had a chance to respond. You threw your hands up in pure frustration, but the Spaniard had his back to you so the action was mostly for yourself.
You moved inside the room and sat down in the front row, ready to take notes.
The questions started light and easy, talking about the Spaniards off-season, the changes to his serve, the added weight in his racket. He answered the questions diligently, following everything you'd been through the night before.
You couldn't help but smile as he answered perfectly time and time again, showing you how easy this job could've been and subsequently how needlessly painful the Spaniard had been making it.
But then it fell apart. The questions began to get more pointed. More trying, asking him about losing to Jannik, losing to players outside the top 20, another year of struggles at the US Open. Then the straw that broke the camel's back came.
"So Carlos, your performance declined rapidly at the back end of last year, especially after your loss to Novak in the Olympics. How does that affect your mentality coming into Australia knowing you could face him?"
Shit. You knew you'd prepared Carlos for the question but you also knew how painful the Olympics loss had been. You knew how he was dreading facing Novak and you knew by the look in his eye that he was caught off guard by the question.
Your breath shallowed while you tried to stay calm as he sat there looking from the interviewer to you, the unease clearly written on his features.
"Um." He paused, he caught your gaze and you tried to send him a reassuring look. He looked down to his hands, lifting his head to meet the interviewers' gaze.
"I think to say my performance declined rapidly is stupid." Shit. Your head fell into your hands and you held back an audible groan. Some in the press conference laughed but Carlos didn't join in.
"I also beat Novak at Wimbledon, so maybe he should be the one scared to face me, no?" The room fell into a tense silence. The stone cold look on Carlos' face put off any follow up questions.
Carlos stood up, his demeanour clearly agitated, ringing his hands at his sides. He left the room and didn't slow down for you like he usually did. You quickly left, thanking the interviewers and apologising for Carlos before you rushed after him.
"Alcaraz, wait!" He didn't turn around, instead turning a corner and disappearing out of sight. You turned the corner and found him resting against the wall, shoulders slumped and hands covering his face.
"What was that?!" You stood in front of him and he pulled his hands from his face.
"Oh come on Y/N, He was out of line!" Carlos raised his voice in frustration, a clear sign of how much the interviewer had got to him.
"And we had prepared answers, you didn't need to be an asshole about it." You rested on the other side of the hallway, your annoyed facade matching the Spaniard's.
"You have no idea what it's like to sit there and have everything you do, questions and torn apart." Carlos stood up straight, closing the distance between you with his angry ranting.
"Maybe I donât, but I do know what it's like to have to deal with you being an asshole." His face was mere metres from yours. Your hands moved to rest on his chest as he moved his mouth down to your ear.
"Then it's a good thing you won't have to for much longer, isn't it?" His spiteful tone sent a cold chill down your spine as his hand slid to your waist.
"Counting down the days Alcaraz." His breath hit your neck and you snapped, pushing away the tennis player's large figure. He had a smirk on his face as he stumbled back slightly.
You moved away from him, turning away from him quickly and storming away from the interaction. Your heart was racing and your chest was pounding, unable to sense if it was blinding rage or maybe something else.
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Mourning Carlosâ hair rn
are these tennis kids good or the top 10 players shit
THE DEAL || CA
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part 1 of ??
summary: Carlos hated having a PR manager especially one who was his age. Convincing her to leave was the best plan he'd ever had, but what happens when he realises he doesn't want her to go when it's too?
pairing: carlos alcaraz x fem!reader
warnings: enemies to lovers, kind of asshole Carlos
a/n: this is going to be a series, Iâm excited about it!! Let me know what you guys think and if you want to be on the taglist!
MASTERLIST
Being Carlos Alcaraz's PR manager was not for the weak. The job description seemed like it would be a breeze and when your boss had suggested switching F1 drivers for tennis players you really believed youâd be getting the quieter deal.
Youâd occasionally watched tennis and it seemed the biggest issue youâd face was a broken racquet.
Carlos shouldâve been even easier, he didnât have a girlfriend and never seemed to be pictured with any women so the most frustrating part of the job was gone.
But Carlos didnât want a PR manager. He certainly didnât want a PR manager that was his age telling him what to do and how to act.
The first time you met you thought youâd caught him on a bad day not recognising the cold brown eyes stare watching you.
Youâd prepared for your job, watching interviews and clips of Carlos before you started and the arms crossed man that soon in front of you was not the ball of sunshine from the videos youâd seen.
You had to admit youâd been looking forward to the job at first, a funny, charismatic, attractive tennis player shouldâve been fun. Youâd seen the way Carlos treated him like family and you were expecting the same attitude.
But quickly things turned. Youâd watch training frequently, observing from the sidelines picking up the terms and technical parts of his game for notes and interviews.
Carlos would be laughing with Juan Carlos or his brother or one of the other members of his team when his eyes would meet yours.
In a second his eyes would go from lighting up to narrowing in on you, his laugh disappearing and posture going rigid.
At first, it was manageable, your job could mostly be done from a distance and you could deal with hardened stares.
You thought it would be temporary, that once he realised you were here to stay youâd finally get to meet the Carlos everyone else did.
But it seemed with every interaction his facade grew. A team dinner after Turin you just so happened to be on the furthest end of the table, and while Carlos took the time to talk to his entire team you found yourself left out of the conversation.
Juan Carlos spent months reassuring you that Carlos would get over it but the winter break was ending and with a new season on the horizon you didnât know how much more you could take.
You were starting to get exhausted by Carlos constantly making your life more difficult.
You were missing deadlines because he wouldnât give you answers to questions, doing damage control when he posted near nudes on the internet and made sure reporters didnât piss him off with dumb questions.
Every week that went by you slowly lost the confident attitude the team had got used to seeing, quietly sat in the corner working away rather that trying to involved.
Juan Carlos had noticed the shift in demeanour but he feared there wasnât much he could do. It was between you and Carlos to figure out.
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It was the weekend before the Australian Open when you were ready to snap.
The time difference was rough, with your eyelids feeling heavy but sleep escaping you. You sat surrounded by work that you needed to done, while your room called your name.
The day had already been too long, landing in Australia at seemingly the crack of dawn when you realised your bags hadnât made it to Australia with you.
Youâd spent three hours arguing with airport staff when you decided to give up and hope they found their way to the hotel.
You went straight to watching Carlos train, taking media photos and organising some content for the day. That in itself was excruciating as everything you asked him to do took ten times longer than it shouldâve.
But now you were sat in your hotel, tired and drained and desperately needing a change of clothes.
You were trying to organise Carlos' media plan for the first week of the tournament, but trying to get him to respond to any of your messages was infuriating.
You needed his answers to the pre-planned questions so you could check them over and give him some nice talking points about off-season but every time you checked your messages you were met with 'delivered'.
It wasn't late, but the jetlag was beginning to hit you which was feeding into your anger. Every second that Carlos ignored your messages was a second you were missing sleep.
Just as you were ready to give up assuming heâd gone to sleep, you received a notification that heâd posted on his Instagram story. That was your last straw.
You audibly groaned, slamming your laptop shut and storming out of your room with it under your arm. You marched yourself to the elevator angrily tapping your foot as the elevator seemed to move at the slowest pace ever.
The ding echoed in your brain, and as you stepped out you were hit with a new wave of anger. You heard his dumb laugh echoing through the walls. This dumb, annoying, stupid tennis player was laughing while you had been begging for him to respond to a simple message.
You stormed down the hall, your chest angrily pounding. You were at the end of your tether. You were so tired of dealing with this man baby.
It had been months of being ignored, ostracised and treated like you had some kind of contagious disease and you were over it.
You stood before his door and knocked repeatedly. You heard him call out that he was coming and you prepared yourself to greet him.
The door swung open, a cheesy grin on his face as he turned see who was at the door. The second he clocked you it faded and was replaced with a nonchalant stare.
He opened his mouth no doubt to ask why you were here but you pushed past him into the hotel room. Juan Carlos and a few other members of the team were in the room and immediately as they saw you they went silent.
"if you wouldn't mind. Alcaraz and I need to get some work done and clearly, he can't handle any distractions." A few of the guys snickered and they didnât waste any time standing up and heading for the door.
You heard Juan Carlos wish the Spaniard luck as he walked past. Laughing as he patted him on the back. The door closed and Carlos scoffed as you situated yourself on his sofa.
"¿Qué carajo?" (What the fuck?) The Spaniard's tone made you laugh, a dry, fed-up kind of laugh.
"What the fuck indeed. Sit down, shut up and only talk when I tell you to." He looked at you utterly bewildered.
"You know you're supposed to work for me? not the other way around." God you wanted to kill him. You stood up angrily turning to face him with fire in your eyes.
"Funnily enough, that is what I'm trying to do. That is what I have been trying to do for months but for some reason you want to make that as hard as humanly possible for me. Frankly, I'm fed up so sit the fuck down. please."
"No." He stood his ground and crossed his arms as you really considered attacking him.
"I'm sorry what?"
"I don't want to." He turned to head to the small kitchenette, turning on the coffee machine that sent an infuriating buzz throughout the room.
âI donât want to be stood here, but because you canât answer a simple text, I am. So please let me do my goddamn job for once.â He scoffed, and leaning against the counter,
âMaybe I didnât answer your text because I donât want to answer the questions, ever thought about that?â His stupid grin made you want to throttle him.
"Well Carlos Alcaraz, the almighty. Unfortunately for you I need those answers so how do I get you to sit there and answer these dumb questions." your sarcasm permeated the room.
He paused for a moment, a slight hesitation as he reached for the mug on the side. He turned slowly to face you, a look of pure genius on his face.
"Quit." He moved around the counter calmly, standing in front of you. You hadnât been this close to the Spaniard since the day you met him.
The invisible 3 feet rule seemingly being implemented by him after the first day.
"What?" Your confusion clearly entertained him as he smiled an evil, sort of confronting smile.
"I'll do what you want for the entire tournament. But at the end of it, you quit." You paused, the tension from the last few months piling up on your shoulders. Did he really hate you that much?
You weren't a quitter, you believed in working hard and figuring out issues. But Carlos had been treating you like an outcast for months and if it meant never having to deal with him again you were seriously considering it.
"One question?" Carlos raised his eyebrow and he zoned in on your focused demeanor.
"seguir." (go on.)
"Why do you hate me so much?" His calm demeanour faltered slightly, something flashing through his gaze that you couldn't quite decipher before it was quickly replaced with indifference.
He grabbed the mug, and moved to the sofa, lazily sitting down. His arm rested along the back and he glanced up at you.
"I don't need a PR manager and I'm sick of you treating me like a child when you're my age." The answer nipped at the back of your brain. You rarely treated him like less that he deserved and if you did it was only ever in retaliation.
"Maybe if you acted your age I wouldn't have to." He scoffed, shaking his head in annoyance.
"It's clear you don't want to be here either, just take the deal." You dropped yourself onto the sofa. Your laptop sat beside you and you let your head fall into your hands. You were defeated.
"I wanted to be here." You didnât look up but if you had you wouldâve seen Carlosâ gaze soften, a pang of guilt hitting him before it was quickly shoved away.
You thought back to your previous job. Travelling the world with F1 drivers had been difficult but those guys had become your friends, you loved your job and you had fun. You wanted this to be like that but it was clear that wasnât going to happen.
Maybe it was time for you to find something else.
âFine you win.â You let your hands fall to your sides, your gaze lifting and meeting the brown eyes that made your life a misery.
"I'll quit at the end of the tournament, but you have to give full energy to everything and I need a pair of pyjamas, my luggage got lost.â His eyes lit up with some sort of amusement. At your troubles or youâd you were sure but you needed a solution and he offered one.
Carlos smirked, the first time he'd even remotely smiled in your direction. He moved himself within touching distance of you, reaching out his hand for you to shake.
You interlocked your hand with his, his eyes baring down on you.
"Deal."
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Iâve started writing this carlos x pr manager fic and it has become enemies to lovers and Iâm thinking it might also become a seriesâŠâŠthoughts?
Thoughts on Carlos fic about him getting a PR managerâŠ
GREEN MONSTER || CA
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+18, MINORS DNI
summary: After a painful defeat in Doha, Carlos is less than pleased to see you cheering on his rival.
pairing: carlos alcaraz x fem!reader
warnings: smut, 18+, p in v, oral (male and female receiving), unprotected sex (don't try this at home), teasing, edging, degradation.
a/n: Carlos losing irritated me, so you're welcome. Also, Iâm going to start a tag list so if you want to be added lmk.
MASTERLIST
Carlos was pissed. From the second he left the court after losing because of a dumb mistake he was seething. Usually, he found a way to take a deep breath, calm down and find the good in every loss.
But not tonight. Usually, you would be waiting for him the second he got off the court, win or loss, ready to throw your arms around him and tell him everything was okay.
But when he emerged from the changing room looking desperately for you and the comfort you touted around with you, you were nowhere to be seen.
He turned to his coach who had the same perplexed look on his face. "ÂżDĂłnde estĂĄ ella?" (Where is she?) Concern laced Carlos' tone.
You hadn't been to Doha before, and with only a few matches done, you didn't know your way around very well. Suddenly Carlos' anger was gone and replaced with worry.
"Ella estuvo aquĂ hace un momento." (She was here a moment ago.) Juan Carlos began looking around as if you were a racket he had misplaced rather than a person with legs and free will.
Carlos immediately reached for his phone and began texting you, but just as his thumb hovered over the send button, Juan Carlos tentatively called his name.
"Carlitos mira." (Carlitos look.) His brown eyes flitted to the screen in the hallway. Instead of seeing the match between Draper and Berrettini, like the cameras were supposed to be focused on, your face illuminated the screen.
The camera panned out slowly, you smiling widely and clapping as Draper scored a point. Then it hit Carlos. You were in Jack's box.
The worry was long forgotten as the rage returned tenfold seeing Draper smile at his box while you cheered enthusiastically.
You were supposed to be here comforting Carlos in the wake of his loss and instead, you were sat in his rival's box cheering him on.
Carlos picked up his phone again and furiously typed away on his phone. The camera had moved back to the on court action but he spotted you in the background of the shot glancing down at your phone.
Carlos: Iâll see you back at the hotel, then maybe you can explain why the fuck youâre in Draperâs box.
You glanced directly at the camera and smiled, as if you knew Carlos was starting at the tv. He let out a frustrated grunt, âvamos al hotel,â (letâs go to the hotel) Carlos called out to Juan Carlos.
When his coach gave him a questioning look the tennis player just shook his head, picking up his tennis bag and heading to the exit.
Juan Carlos let out a laugh behind the angrily stomping Spaniard.
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Opening the hotel door your heart beat picked up its pace. You had known that you were tempting fate when Jack asked you to watch his game. You knew it was going to get worse when Jack won and Carlos lost.
When your phone had buzzed in the middle of the game you known it would be him, and the blatantly angry tone had lit your insides on fire.
Carlos was always sexy, but there was something about him when he was jealous, the glint in his eye and the way he held you.
You knew what you were doing slipping into Draperâs box and you couldnât deny you were slightly excited at what you would face on the other side of the door.
When you walked into the hotel room, Carlos was sat on the sofa, his posture rigid as he mindlessly scrolled through his phone.
At the sound of the door closing his raised his eyebrows but didnât turn to look at you keeping his focus on his phone where he angrily typed away.
You moved across the room putting your bag away in the bedroom along with your coat. When you returned back into the living room Carlos was watching you, his gaze waiting for your figure to appear in the doorway.
As you opened you mouth to speak, Carlos stood up, his eyes narrowing on you as his brown eyes stared you down.
âHave fun watching Jack?â His snarky tone cut through the silence.
Under his gaze you saw your options play out, you could diffuse the situation and lessen the repercussions, orâŠ
âIt was great, he has such an incredible playing style. It was quite an easy win for him really.â Carlos murmured under his breath the annoyance he felt earlier beginning to rise to the surface.
You decided to be brave, moving towards the Spaniard, closing the distance to the point where you could reach out and touch him. His soft brown eyes had sharpened, and with each step you took towards him his shoulder tensed.
"ÂżCrees que es mejor jugador que yo?" (D'you think he's a better player than me?) Carlos taunted, "ÂżQuieres sentarte en su palco como su novia para que todos puedan verte?" (Do you want to sit in his box as his girlfriend so everyone can see you?).
He reached his hand out to lift your gaze to his, his grip on your face tight but not painful. You watched as he leaned into your ear his voice low and domineering, "Answer me."
The way he spoke and held your face had you feeling lightheaded, the kind of attitude that Carlos only exhibits when he's truly pissed off. He spends so much time worshipping you usually that to have him standing over you now caused shivers to encompass your body.
"You're a better player than Jack." you whimpered, his other hand finding a tight grasp on your waist.
His hand slid from holding you by the jaw to resting on your neck, "and, do you want to be his girlfriend or mine because I guarantee he can't fuck you half as good as I can."
His words went straight to your core, and you found yourself whimpering at the thought of Carlos proving his point with you.
In the most delicate tone you could muster you nearly whispered, "I want to be yours." His eyes softened briefly before returning to their rage-filled view, the facade cracking just enough to remind you that this was your loving boyfriend standing in front of you.
"Pruébalo, ponte de rodillas." (Prove it, get on your knees). Stood in the middle of the living room you wasted no time lowering yourself to the ground, you held Carlos' gaze the entire time, fluttering your eyelashes as you looked up from the floor.
He stared patiently as your hands reached his shorts tugging them and his underwear down in one pull. He was hard, the tension of the afternoon so far visibly riling him up.
You wrapped your hand tightly around him pumping up and down, precum leaked from the tip and Carlos let out a groan as you moved forward to take him in your mouth.
Immediately his hand threaded through your hair, gripping tightly as you began to bob your head up and down. You licked a stripe from the base of him to the tip, as Spanish profanities poured from his mouth.
You took as much of him as you could in your mouth feeling him hit the back of your throat as you used your hand on the rest of him, you picked up the pace as Carlos praised you.
"Fuck this mouth was made for me and only me." Every word that left his lips hit your core harder, and you knew you were dripping as you tried to keep your attention on Carlos.
His breathing began to get shallower, and he began to direct your head with his hands. You braced your hands on his thighs and he began thrusting in and out of your mouth.
"God, you're such a good girl letting me fuck your face, would you let Jack treat you like this? huh? let him treat you like his own personal whore?"
You moaned into him at his words, as he pulled your head to his abdomen, your nose brushing the hair that you admired every time he worked out shirtless.
Your eyes watered from how deep Carlos was getting himself in your throat, his thrust faltering slightly as you could tell he was close. His moans grew and as you hollowed your cheeks around him and he came down your throat. You felt the hot spurts hit your taste buds the salty taste filling your senses.
Looking up at him you pulled away, smirking and noticeably swallowing. He groaned out of pure attraction, pulling you off your knees and into a desperate kiss.
The hunger was undeniable as his tongue found its way into your mouth, his hand gripping the back of your neck tightly. He pulled away moving to assault your neck, as his lips moved up to your ear he growled, "I'm going to fuck you with my tongue and fingers, and you aren't allowed to cum until I say so, okay?"
Your legs weakened just at the thought of Carlos between them and your mind was foggy with his lips attached to your neck. Briefly, he pulled away from his assault, eyes boring into you. "Yes?"
His demand for a response snapped you slightly from your daze a pleading tone hitting his ears, "Please Carlos."
"Please what?"
"Please fuck me." Carlos didn't hesitate to push you down onto the sofa behind you, lowering himself so he hovered over you.
His lips found yours as he roughly kissed you, trailing his lips down your neck, and to the skin on your chest not covered by your top.
His hand pulled on the bottom of your shirt and you moved slightly allowing him to pull it over your head, exposing your black lacy bra to him.
âItâs like you knew exactly where youâd end up.â One of his hands pulled at the cup of you bra allowing you to spill out of it. He roughly pulled on your sensitive nipple as you moaned at the sensation.
He attached his mouth to the top of your other breast, harshly sucking purple marks into your skin which would serve as a reminder of this moment in the days to come.
Each action drew moans from your lips as Carlos' hand trailed down from your breast down your body, his lips following eagerly after.
When he reached the waistband of your jeans he looked at you, his big brown eyes waiting for you to beg for him. His fingers rested on the buttons of your jeans and your head fell back against the sofa in frustration.
"Carlosssss." He flicked the button open, pressing a light kiss to your stomach just above the zipper,
"Dilo de nuevo." (say it again).
"What?"
"di mi nombre otra vez." (say my name again) His lips kissed your stomach again as his fingers slowly pulled down your zipper.
"Carlos." You whimpered, your hands reaching for the pillows on either side of you. He pulled down your jeans sliding them down your legs and throwing them out of sight. Met with black lacy underwear a smirk enveloped his face and he rubbed his thumb softly over the material.
"Matching underwear? Were you planning this?" You smiled briefly, but when his fingers pulled your underwear to the side and ran them through your folds you cried out. Your hands weaved their way into what small strands of hair were long enough to grab onto trying to pull him closer to you.
He laughed at your whining and the way your hips moved, desperate to feel more of his fingers against you. He paused for a moment, watching you squirm leaning forward and kissing your clit.
Your breathing deepened, the anticipation of the moment killing you. Just as you were about to beg him to touch you he thrust his finger inside you.
Loudly moaning his name as his fingers curled inside you, hitting every spot perfectly. His mouth attached to clit, his tongue trailing around it causing your legs instinctively to close around his head.
Every movement made had your hips edging close to him. He moved one of his large hands to hold your leg away, while the other hand brought you to tears.
The sound of his fingers thrusting in and out of you was a clear sign of how desperate you wanted him. Your hands tugged harder on the ends of his hair as your abdomen tightened and your back arched.
Feeling your high fighting its way towards you, Carlos added a third finger and sped up his pace. The brutal speed fogged your vision, and your legs began to shake as you teetered on the edge.
Just as you felt your high about to hit, Carlos pulled away leaving you whining in frustration.
"Fuck." Your head fell to the side, looking down at the devilish grin and brown eyes staring back at you. You were still dripping, and as your hips subconsciously moved, trying to find friction with anything Carlos rubbed his thumb over your clit.
The jolt made your legs shake and you groaned in annoyance at the Spaniard having far too much fun teasing you. "Only girls who sit in my box and mine only get to cum."
His nonchalant tone infuriated you, grabbing him by the collar of his t-shirt and pulling him over you.
"Are you going to fuck me, or am I going to have to get Jack to?" You knew you shouldn't have said it, but seeing the way his eyes darkened and the feeling of him gripping your thighs tightly made you sure you were in for the best sex of your life.
"You think he could make you feel half as good as I could?"
"Maybe I should go find out." You made a move as if you were going to get up and go find Jack. Carlos wasted no time, gripping your hips and throwing you over his shoulder. You yelped as he moved to the bedroom and threw you down on the soft sheets.
He pulled his shirt over his head with one hand, exposing his toned torso, his V-line carved into him, disappearing beneath his boxers.
You sat up, you nails trailing him his body other each ridge and dip in his body, your hand slips over his pecs and around his neck pulling him into a desperate kiss. His hand gripped the back of your neck as his tongue slipped into your mouth.
Carlos slowing moved over you while his lips moved to your neck, attacking the skin just below your ear. He pulled away from your neck and moved to pull you underwear from your legs, his hands travelling behind your back to remove your bra.
You lay bare in front of him and suddenly a wave of vulnerability engulfed you. He kissed up from you chest, to your neck and he whispered in your ears,
âGet on all fours for me.â His tone was deep and you know he was serious so you wasted no time moving so your ass was facing the Spaniard.
You head met the pillows and you felt Carlosâ rough grasp on your ass. He ran his hands over the soft skin before slapping it, jolting through your body and core.
He gave three slaps before he settled himself again you, feeling his clothed bulge against your dripping core.
One of his hands moved to slip through your folds collecting your slick with his fingers,
âYou think Jack could make you this wet.â You were tired or teasing him, lying there desperate for him inside of you,
âNever, only you can Carlos. Only you.â For a moment it was silent behind you but just as you went to turn your head, Carlos entered you, bottoming out inside.
You both moaned at the feeling of him inside you, no matter how often you found yourself in this position it felt like the first time. He stayed for a moment, leaning down to kiss your shoulders.
"Carlos, please move." You tried to move your hips back against him but his hands steadied your body.
"Apuesto a que Draper no podrĂa hacerte gemir asĂ con sĂłlo estar dentro de ti. Mira lo desesperada que estĂĄs." (I bet Draper couldn't make you moan like that just by being inside you. Look how desperate you are.)
You moaned at his words, your whine muffled by the pillows. You begged for him again, and this time, you felt him pull out and ram himself back into you, setting a brutal pace.
You tried to call his name, but incoherent moans were all you were capable of producing. Every thrust seemed to hit deeper inside you.
"Carlos fuck-" you managed to choke out praise as he railed into you, his hand making contact with your ass cheek again. You gasped at the contact, making your core grow wetter.
After teasing you before, it didn't take long before you were nearing the edge, at which point your whines turned into incessant begs for him to let you cum.
Unfortunately, the Spaniard had other plans, pulling out of you and leaving your core clenching around the air. You whimpered, gripping the sheets beside you in frustration before hitting your hand against the pillow.
Carlos flipped you over so he was on top and immediately lined himself up with your entrance again. You tried to move your hips allowing for any friction but it was pointless.
He kissed you roughly then smirked, "Si quieres correrte, serĂĄ mejor que gimas mi nombre en voz alta, Draper estĂĄ en la habitaciĂłn de al lado." (If you want to cum, you better moan my name out loud, Draper is in the next room.)
Suddenly your heart stopped as you saw the shit-eating grin on his face. You may have known what would happen if you went to Draper's box but Carlos had put just as much thought into the payback.
He thrust inside of you again, your legs wrapped around his waist and your hand met his shoulder blade digging your nails into it as he returned to his harsh pace.
You did as he asked and moaned his name loudly with each thrust, his lips finding your neck and attacking it as he focused on how deep he could thrust inside you.
The room was filled with the sound of your moans and the sound of him moving in and out of you, Carlos groaning about how good you felt around him as he picked up his pace.
He moved your legs so they rested on his shoulders and the angle change was earth-shattering, your moans turned to incoherent screams, and his thumb found your clit which had your mind going foggy.
"Fuck Carlos, I'm so close." You cried out, begging that he would actually let you tumble off the cliff you were so nearing the edge of.
"Correte para mi" (cum for me). His words pushed you over the edge, seeing stars as your vision went white and you screamed the Spaniard's name while you came around him.
He fucked you through your high and as you clenched around him his thrusts began to falter and he came inside you groaning. His head fell to the crook of his neck, your legs falling from his shoulders and his arms held up his body.
"Fuck." he grunted into your neck. You took deep breaths as your hand snuck into his hair nails scraping along the bottom of his scalp.
After a moment he pulled out of you and lay beside you. His hand reached your face, thumb caressing your cheek gently. He brushed a strand of hair out of your eyes as he gazed lovingly at you.
"Espero no haber sido demasiado duro." (I hope I wasn't too harsh.) His angry tone from earlier was gone and replaced with the gentle voice you loved so much.
"If I knew you'd fuck me like that I would've sat in Jack's box months ago." Carlos groaned and you laughed, enjoying the moment of peace and laughing at the Spaniard's jealously.
"Jack me va a matar" (Jack is going to kill me) the Spaniard chuckled, leaning across the bed to pick up his phone. He returned to his spot next to you, one hand caressing your hip while the other showed you his phone.
Jack: Bro come on? Could you two be any louder?
Carlos let out a hearty laugh and you covered your face with embarrassment. Jack was a good friend of you both and knowing that he had heard everything that had just happened was not something you wanted to think about.
Carlos moved your hands out of your face, holding your cheek and pulling you in to kiss you. His gentle kiss was the opposite of his early mood but he smiled as he pulled away.
"Eres mia" (You're mine), you pecked his lips softly, looking into the brown eyes you loved so much.
"Yours."
Shhhh donât discourage him
whorecaraz making an appearance. sir do you not have a priv
watching 3 hours of tense tennis just for your favorite to lose has to be one of the most frustrating and infuriating experiences for a sports fan
Carlos not being a bozo challenge (impossible)
Carlos please I canât do thisâŠ
TOUGH TIMES || JS
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summary: Jannik gets home from Doha after news of his ban comes out. He's not doing well, but when you get home, you're there to comfort him.
pairing: jannik sinner x fem!reader
warnings: Angst and fluff, itâs a bit sad but literally just mostly fluff.
a/n: I miss him already
MASTERLIST
You knew when you opened the door that something was off. Like something in the air of your apartment leaving a stiff tension in the room. You dropped your bag quietly by the door and moved into the space.
The lights were on which meant Jannik was home, yet he didn't appear at the sound of the door opening like he usually would.
"Jan? Are you home?" You could've sworn he'd arrived back from Doha earlier this morning and as you moved into the kitchen the sight of his phone on the counter was the clear sign that the Italian was about.
His phone was buzzing incessantly and you reached for it before quickly realising why his phone wouldn't stop making noise. A flood of notifications were streaming through, some positive and concerned but the majority were overwhelmingly negative.
With just a quick glance you read a slew of hateful comments, praying for Jannik's decline or a harsher punishment. A few players had messaged him, but they were a thin comfort when you saw how few had reached out.
You placed the phone back on the counter, clearing away the notification and switching it to silent first.
You looked for Jannik in the living room but there was no sign of the redhead anywhere and when you slowly opened the bedroom door it became apparent why.
The room was a mess, Jannik's suitcase was open with tennis kit strewn around the room. Not as if it had been pulled out of the bag but as if it had been purposely thrown. Your gaze moved from the mess on the floor to the figure lying in bed.
He had a blanket covering him but his red curls gave his presence away. His chest was softly rising and falling as he lay curled up, and you slowly moved to the side of the sleeping tennis player.
You bent down in front of Jannik catching the sight of his peacefully sleeping facade. Even asleep his eyes were noticeably puffy and the shadows under his eyes seemed darker than normal.
It was mid afternoon but the blinds were pulled half closed, moving the light from his face just to his torso.
You brushed his curls out of his face lightly, they immediately returned to their former place but your hand traced around to his cheek. You softly grazed your thumb across his cheek which caused the Italian to stir.
His voice cut through the air, raspy with sleep, "Amore mio?" (my love?)
"Hi honey." Jannik shuffled his body, moving his hand from under his pillow to find the side of your face. You leaned in giving the italian a soft kiss on his lips. "want me to get you anything?"
He shook his head lightly before burying his head back into his pillow. You ran your hands through his hair, causing him to groan softly.
"vieni a letto." (come to bed.) You laughed, running your hand down Jannik's back tracing circles down his spine.
"Let me just get some stuff and I'll be back okay." You gave him a kiss on the cheek before standing up, squeezing his hand before you left the room.
You quickly made your way to the kitchen, making two cups of tea and preparing an array of snack on a tray. Your eyes darted to his phone on the counter but you decided against bringing it with you. Instead adding a few books to the tray.
You headed back into your bedroom, placing the tray on your vanity while you changed into shorts and a comfy jumper. You began picking up some of Jannik's clothes on the floor, putting them away and sliding his tennis bag into the cupboard, out of sight.
Placing the tea by Jannik's bedside and put the tray on yours. You climbed into bed next to him. Jannik rolled over and sat up slightly, his sleep-worn eyes looking up at you caringly.
As you got yourself comfortable place pillows behind your back as a barrier between you and the headboard Jannik moved closer. He rested his head gently in your lap and your hand met his orange curls slowly twirling your finger through them.
His large hands moved to your bare legs as he settled, this thumb tracing lines up and down your thigh. You reached for the remote trying not to unsettle the Italian, switching on the tv which filled the room with a mindless buzz.
The tennis channel was always the first thing to appear on tv, an occupational hazard when you live with a tennis player. The echo of technical tennis chatter filled the silent room, and Jannik's name was called before you could switch the TV over to Netflix.
The feeling in the room shifted, the tension palpable as you rushed to get the reporters harping on Jannik's ban off the screen. His grip on your thigh subconsciously tightened, and when the channel finally switched, relief was clear.
You looked down at a mess of curls on your lap, pausing while Netflix loaded up. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay, love, it's not your fault." His dejected tone cut into you. Jannik was usually so full of life and excited, but now he seemed like a shell of his former self. You brushed his hair out of his face so he could catch sight of you in his peripheral.
You moved both hands to the side of his face, cradling him like a ceramic doll that could break at any minute. "It's not your fault either."
He refused to meet your eyes trying to change his focus to the screen before him but he should've known you wouldn't give up.
"Jan, look at me please." Looking up at you, he shuffled slightly, "It's not your fault." His eyes softened and glistened slightly, you had no doubt that this situation had been weighing on him for the last few months.
But now, now that people were taking this ban as a sign of guilt Jannik was letting it destroy him. Ruining his perception of his own hard work and effort. He knew that now the court of public opinion would rip him to shreds and he wouldn't be able to say anything to change their minds.
"But everyone thinks it is." His quiet voice cut through the silence, Jannik tried to hide behind the nonchalant facade that people had assigned to him, but truthfully underneath that all he was struggling.
A tear fell from Jannik's eyes hitting your thigh, your thumb brushed it away and you bent down pressing a kiss you his forehead.
"You are not what they say about you, and in three months you'll get back on that court and prove it." He smiled slightly though it didn't reach his eyes,
You let your hand trail down the back of his neck, rubbing out the tension as your hand moved under his shirt and around his upper back. The tv buzzed with the show that you turned on in the background. Jannik's hand found yours, finding himself tracing shapes on the palm of your hand.
You sat in a comforting silence for a long time, peacefully enjoying each other's company outside of the world's noise. Jannik had been fighting against sleep for the last hour, his eyes fluttering closed with each blink growing heavier for the Italian.
When he drifted to sleep for the first time in months he was lulled into a peaceful rest, your hand along his back and in his hair and a constant reminder of your presence. Something that brought Jannik endless comfort during the constant noise in his mind.
Not long after Jannik fell asleep you moved yourself so you were lying more comfortably in bed, with Jannik's head on your chest and arms around your waist. You wrapped your arms around him and let sleep surround you.
...
When you woke up it was dark outside. The light from the tv filled the room and illuminated the absence of a certain red-headed Italian.
The sheets were a mess, and the air that hit your body was chilling. You got up from bed, your bare feet padding across the cold wood floors as you made your way into the kitchen.
You knew something was wrong when you clocked that Jannik's phone was missing from the spot on the counter where you had left it.
The kitchen was shrouded in darkness but the lights from the city outside caught your gaze. When you were observing the skyscrapers your eyes flitted to a figure sitting on the floor of the balcony, the light from his phone illuminating his face.
Your heart churned at the sight of the soft sobs you could see racking through his body, his shoulders shaking with each sob.
You moved towards the balcony, sliding the door open and stepping out into the cold. Jannik's head snapped to you, but he couldn't hold back the tears as he saw your concerned expression.
You sat on the floor beside him your hands reaching for the phone he held so tightly in his grasp. You glanced at the screen, a compilation of tweets from his fellow players discussing how detrimental Jannik's actions were to the sport.
You wasted no time turning the phone off and putting it to the side. Taking Jannik's hands in yours you kissed his palms. "Why are you reading that nonsense?"
His tear-filled eyes looked to the floor. "This is what they think of me. That's never going to change." He tried to wipe his tears but the actions seemed futile when the tears continued.
Your hands wrapped around his neck pulling him into a hug, his hands found your waist and his head buried itself in the crook of your neck.
"All this has done, is show you who really cares about you. Now next time you beat those assholes you don't need to feel bad." He laughed slightly and his hands gripped your waist tighter.
"I love you and so do so many people, and they'll be waiting for you when you come back my love." your hand slid into the hair at the back of his head, nails scratching the surface trying to bring him comfort.
"What if I'm not as good when I come back?" His broken voice felt like a stab to your heart.
"You're going to spend the next three months training, there's no way you won't go back at the top of your game." Your waist was set alight by his touch as his hands found their way under your shirt.
"Even if you were the worst tennis player ever, I'd still be here by your side." He laughed into your neck, kissing it gently.
"Ti amo." (I love you) He pulled his head out of the crook of your neck and slid his hand up to his face. He leaned in capturing your lips with his, the soft kiss sending warmth flooding throughout your body.
"I love you too."
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summary: during an argument with carlos you let your feelings speak for you.
pairing: carlos alcaraz x fem!reader
warnings: smut smut smut smut, fingering, dirty talking, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), p in v, jealous carlos (not toxic), lots of spanish, use of y/n (literally once).
a/n: first ever carlos smut for my tennis girls out there, i hope you enjoy it đ
feedback is always appreciated!
MASTERLIST
do not copy/repost/translate my work anywhere.
"why are you so upset, carlos?", you ran your hands through your hair to take it out of your face, exasperation taking over you.
"oh, i don't know", he looked up pretending to think, "maybe the fact that you were so smiley and touchy with ben in front of the cameras"
"we were not being touchy", you sighed, "we were just talking and we didn't know we were being recorded"
for context: you bumped into ben shelton in the hallway right before he stepped into court to play against carlos. you've known ben for years and you haven't seen him in a while, so you had a small conversation. the thing is, you werenât aware of the cameras around you, recording your every move and projecting them on the giant screen at the central court.
and there was carlos, his eyes locked on the screen, watching everything unfold right before him. he felt stupid, to say the least. every single person in that stadium saw you chatting happily with his opponent instead of being in his box, as you should be.
"pues parecĂa que estabais coqueteando" [well, it looked like you were flirting], he said and headed into the bathroom, closing the door behind him.
you could hear the shower running as you sat on the edge of the bed and let yourself fall back on the mattress. you knew carlos enough to know that he always used the shower as a way to cope with his stress, so you didn't interrupt him.
minutes later, carlos came out of the shower. a white towel wrapped around his waist and a few droplets of water sliding down his abs. fucking tease.
"can you just admit that you are jealous once and for all so we can go to dinner in peace?", you said and stood up again, resting your hands on your waist, waiting for his response.
"claro" [of course] he turned around to pick up a hoodie and sweatpants from his suitcase, his back facing you, "cuando admitas que le permitiste coquetear contigo" [when you admit that you allowed him to flirt with you]. of course. silly you, thinking he would let it go so easily.
"ÂżquĂ© querĂas que hiciera, carlos?" [what did you want me to do, carlos?], you rolled your eyes, clearly annoyed. this conversation was going nowhere, and to be honest, you were getting tired of it.
"i couldn't just tell him to back off because my boyfriend would be jealous and-"
you stopped abruptly. shit. shit. shit. you should not have said that. carlos quickly looked at you, a smirk appearing in his face.
"novio? no sabĂa que era tu novio, cariño" [boyfriend? i didn't know i was your boyfriend, baby], he walked closer and closer with each word. "do you have feelings for me?"
and he wasn't, you were just friends. friends that started kissing occasionally, and then the kissing led to touching and then the touching led to fucking. did you have feelings for him? obviously. were you planning on telling him and risking what you had if he didn't feel the same way? fuck no.
his hands found their way to your waist, pulling you closer to him, his toned chest against yours. "responde, y/n. do you have feelings for me?" [answer, y/n]
his breath fanned over your neck and you could feel his fingers slowly sliding underneath your shirt, making contact with your skin. you gulped and nodded, accepeting your faith. "si carlos, pero entiendo si tĂș no-" [yes carlos, but i understand if you don't-]
you were interrupted by his lips before you could finish the sentence. this kiss was different to the ones you shared before, it was softer, sweeter, but still passionate and sexy. his hands moved from your waist to your ass and yours flew to the back of his head.
carlos broke the kiss a few minutes later and looked into your eyes. "te mostraré lo que siento por ti justo ahora" [i'll show you how i feel for you right now] you his lips brushed your ear, making you shiver.
"and you better be loud, girlfriend, ben's room is next door"
you didn't even have time to process what he said, his scent and his lips blurring your judgement. your hands where everywhere, and so where your clothes. your underwear being the only garment covering your bodies.
he softly pushed you to the bed, laying on top of you. "no tienes idea de cuĂĄnto tiempo he estado esperando este momento" [you have no idea how long i've been waiting for this moment], he whispered in your ear as his hand travelled down your figure and into your thong. two of his long fingers entered you without a warning, a loud whimper escaping your mouth. "joder, estĂĄs tan mojada para mi" [fuck, you are so wet for me]
"carlos", you moaned as your nails digged into his shoulders. his smirk grew wider, it wasn't the first time he heard you moaning his name, but it was the first time since you confessed your feelings to him and that made it different, special.
"carlos, please", you begged as his thumb traced circles in your clit. you could feel his hard cock pressing against your thigh and it was all too much. but you weren't going to let the pleasure overtake you, you needed to get him to admit that he was jealous.
"please what amor?", he asked confidently.
"please..", you were out of breath, "admit that you were jealous". his eyes snapped up to look at you, a small smile creeping up your face.
his movement stopped and he stood up. you got worried for a second, did you kill the mood with your little joke?
but then he smirked again, all your worries flying out of your mind.
carlos took off his boxers. his member sprung up hitting his abs, his tip shining with pre cum. "quieres saber la verdad?" [do you want to know the truth], you nodded eagerly, both for him to speak and for him to come back on top of you.
"si..." [yes], he simply said while repositioning on top of you. his tip teased your entrance and you bit your lip, desperate for more. "estaba celoso de verte con Ă©l, Âżcontenta?. pero ya no importa, porque ahora todos sabrĂĄn que eres mĂa. incluido Ă©l" [i was jealous to see you with him, happy? but it doesn't matter anymore, because now everyone will know you are mine. including him]
he thrusted into you slowly, letting you adjust to his size for a few seconds, before moving again. "now do me a favor, amor, let him know who you belong to. let him hear how good i make you feel"
he did not have to tell you twice. you couldn't hold your moans and whimpers even if you wanted to, everything he did felt so good it was almost impossible to control yourself. your back arched towards him, your breasts colliding with his chest as he held you tight.
"oh fuck, carlos, you are going to make me cum", you said, rather loudly. it wouldn't take long for him to cum either, you knew his body like the back of your hand at this point. his panting, his moaning and the intensity of hia thrusts gave it away.
"fuck, fuck, fuck", you were almost screaming. would you be embarrassed later? probably, but you couldn't care any less right now. his tip was brushing against the most sensitive spot inside you, and you couldn't resist it anymore.
"do it, cum for me baby", he thrusted harder a few more times and then it happened. a wave of pleasure washed over you, making you clench around him tightly, his name falling from your lips again and again.
"joder amor, me vuelves loco" [fuck love, you make me crazy]
those were his last words before he hit his orgasm, spilling completely inside of you and falling slowly on top of you.
carlos pulled out once both of your breathings went back to normal, and rested beside you. his bright eyes looked into yours for a second, then he leaned down and kissed you softly again.
"asĂ que, Âżnovio y novia?" [so, boyfriend and girlfriend?], he asked for confirmation.
"si, novio y novia suena bien" [yes, boyfriend and girlfriend sounds good], you answered, smiling sweetly.
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