I Am Allowed To Crash Out. I Am Allowed To Break Rules (safely).

woah. ❤️

fully believe like half my issues could be solved by getting some pussy

it’s for the drip its for the drip it’s for the-

HAND TATTOO OUCHIE OUCH.

i’m abt to put a dollar in a jar oH mah goodness gracious

it’s crazy how much an inflated ego can truly effect you especially if you have an intense internal locus of control.

i freaked out over the texture of my chicken earlier, burritos i had meal planned for the next week and the texture of my chicken isn’t right because i got chicken thighs instead of breasts. i didn’t like them.

in reality, i had spent 3 hours preparing these just to be disappointed by the outcome, and its just one of those things that happen and thats okay.

but instead, i blame myself for getting the wrong type of chicken without realizing it- my disappointment with all of this effort i put in, and im bullying myself over and over expecting a different result. my ego is bruised- all because of a small mistake that anybody could have easily overlooked.

i have 10 burritos that i don’t like, and that’s okay- logically. emotionally it’s not and it’s a wild experience realizing life never truly dealt with learning how to feel disappointment without self deprecation.

love my life but yearn for something more and resisting starting to resent everything i love.

i only feel productive when i’m not around you.

i’m going to lose my mind if my coworker acts any more manager-y. go fuck yourself Sara.

albert camus

those who prefer their principles over their happiness; they refuse to be happy outside of the conditions they seem to have attached to their happiness

training is kinda exhausting because it’s like i’m staring at all of the work that needs to be done and i wanna do it bc it’s just sitting there while i wait for my trainee to finish their other responsibilities