Not Knowing Is So Much More Tormenting Than Knowing. I Can’t Focus Because My Mind Is Struggling To

Not knowing is so much more tormenting than knowing. I can’t focus because my mind is struggling to fill in all the blanks. Where is she? What is she doing? Who’s Dan? What does he look like? Is he a new local guy she’s seeing? Is she smiling and having a good time with him? Are they having sex now? You get the drift.

I love hearing about her dates as it’s goon fuel but it’s so much more powerful to not know. She likes knowing she’s constantly in my head.