Being Alone Is Enjoyable Until You Become Painfully Aware Of Just How Alone You Truly Are.

It feels like no matter who I mirror, no matter how hard I try to please people, no matter how nice I try to be— no one fucking likes me enough to stay or just return my energy equally. It’s so exhausting but I keep trying and trying to get this love and attention but it’s not sticking.

My favorite one doesn't even want me anymore

im craving attention and affection so much right now, but at the same time i dont want to talk to anyone.

people are fucking pieces of shit, but fuck i miss my favorite ones

Would you love me if I was normal? If I was pretty? If I was skinnier? If I was kind? If I was... Better. Someone else

god knew I would be too powerful if I was mentally stable

nothing has purpose anymore

I feel like I need them more than they need me. Even if I am that one that ruined everything, I still need them. I crave them. It feels like they could care less. It's what I deserve.

I just want him to love me again.