Totally Random, But Today I Found Out That I Have An Interparietal Bone (Inca Bone).

October has been still, quiet and just the same each day almost like being stuck in a groundhog day; and yet very quick and headlong. There have been days where it got very difficult, the wait and the delays can be painful and gruelling. All one can do is keep going. Consuming fiction has been helpful. Though I don't have much thought to add, I wish I did. But I don't. It's like I am blank, and just floating through time, like a dandelion, waiting to land and then grow into a whole new plant. We can always lean on the art we consume for support, Frankenstein has been the perfect start to this Autumn season. Victor Frankenstein's ambitions and intellect, curiosity and immersion take us on a journey about obsessions and regrets and how we should refrain from playing God, the monster's innocent, child-like curiosity about the world and its people was a treat, and its transition into anger and vengeance, and lost innocence was just as tragic, all he wanted was to be loved and accepted. The true villain of the story was fallible human obsession with glory, that led to such wretched state of affairs. Jo March will never not be my comfort character. Her struggles and journey as someone who wants a thing of her own and be good at it, and make something out of it; the difficult emotions she faces as an older sibling who can't escape situations like a younger sibling has the privilege to; her periods of quiescence where she had to put her passions on hold and felt stuck, and questioned everything, or thought to almost give up, and therefore give in for the need of love to the wrong person will always, always resonate with me. And Suzume, Ah! Just watched it today and loved, loved it. Ending this entry with a quote from Suzume, as a note to myself because God knows how much I needed to hear it today. 16-year-old Suzume meets her younger 4-year-old self and tells her,

‘How do I say this, listen Suzume. No matter how sad you are right now, one day you'll grow up. So, don't worry. The future is not that scary. You’ll meet many people whom you will cherish, and you will meet many people who will cherish you, too. It might be tough moving forward. The night may seem endless right now, but one day morning will come. You will grow up basking in that light. I'm sure of it. It's written in the stars.’

You will grow up basking in that light.

(God willing)

The art of holding hands

Diagram of a fungal cell, the building block of all fungi and yeast :)

i do not consume art btw it consumes me and its teeth are scary sharp

Day 58/365

sometimes that everything you want that might not come in your way that events not turn out that way you want them too

When the sun makes an appearance 🫶

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Untitled Lover-Poem

Kiss my eyes,

Think of the days where your lips touched mine.

close my eyes

Whenever you kiss me I feel woozy

N tongue tied

Close my eyes,

How embarassing,

I said kiss instead of close earlier

Tease me bout it

N we laid up in bed

Ya stroke my hair

Talk about my curls and call em curly q's

You make me feel beautiful in my natural skin

My heart it beats for you, without an end, without a wall, no security perimeters

Ain know parameters came to your love

N that I'd be left wit my heart wit no mold

Just lay all mushy in ya hand

Like putty on a hot day someone left in my patio

Know I don't say this enough,

But ya got a real big fatty-yo

N I know you hate that I do dat

That I joke n stuff

N I tell you I'll be more mindful

N you scoff cuz that ain enough

But I'm tryin

The Pinky Finger

Have you ever wondered, how life would be without our pinky finger???

Maine socha hai, yehi ki jo yeh pinky finger haina yeh baddi kamaal ki cheez hai yaar... You know bohot saare najane kyun parr values yeh hold karti hai yeh aapne aander...

Chahe woh ho do logo ke beech kiya hua promise...

Ya ho kisi bacche ka unke parent ke liye pyaar...

Ya ho hamari bacchpan ke friend/unfriend or katti-batti karne ka sabse easy method...

Ya ho do prem karne waalo ke beech mein prem ke ek pull ke jaisa...

Yeh jo pinky finger hai yeh harr moment mein values hold karta hai logo ki life mein... Isn't that beautiful?

And not forget, it being the universal sign for "pee" 😂 This pinky finger has always been by our side... Making our life and showing our emotions easier...

Pinky finger is like that sabse small sibling of the family... Who gets suppressed under the importance of his elder siblings like Middle and Ring finger... Aur sometimes it's sacrifices gets ignored... It's not like the small one isn't making any efforts... It's just that his elder sibling Thumb always steals the limelight in being the best of the bunch...

I don't even know why i thought about it but frankly speaking i can't unthink it now soo decided to share it here... 😂

@wizardcherryblossom hey, wanna hold your pinky finger with mine darling? 👉🏻👈🏻

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Hindu Saheban! It is not understood in the books of Gita, Vedas, Puranas that how Sanatani Puja came to an end and how Sanatani Puja will be resurrected. Must read the sacred book,

"Hindu saheban! nhi samjhe geeta ,ved,puran."

John 3:16

😊For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

I can do BETTER anywhere but HOME

Last night I had this really secred feeling .I was so hard I was so scared that...........

I hate when ppl judged me smartness parson ,that a students ,or something else like that.

Since than I'll grown up apart from my parents .I just don't feel that connection anymore .the lonely and quite home has become house filled with numb feelings .I couldn't call it home anymore .

I was never home .

It's just place that called home but not really .....

MY CHILDHOOD

priya AWANA