Sneaky Peek at my new costume design
Sorry to suddenly drop a serious post, but I have nowhere else to talk about this. I just took the statistics survey for The Trevor Project (Linked here: https://trevorredcap.trvr.org/surveys/?s=ARPMDR8AYPPW9XXC&nsli=V1ETx3Ef)
and it's just reminded me of how much i suffered due to my parents being awful people.
I'm a shell of the person I used to be, and I hate every bit of myself in ways that don't even make sense anymore. I've given up on basically all of my dreams because of the nagging voice of my parents in my head telling me how stupid it all is, how my happiness is a detriment to them because it's not making them happy. How my basic identity is a mistake, and how I'm wrong for existing.
I can't create anymore because I hate it all, I hate myself and I can't ever feel comfortable. I have no space that I belong in, I don't fit any defined label and no matter what I do I'll always be mediocre at best with it.
There is no moral, but I wish everyone a happy pride month and I'm hoping I can enjoy artfight next month.
So I've been working on a small game project, i doubt it's gonna stay that name but here's a screenshot of the title screen
She got a few enhancements for Easter (unfortunately she doesn't realize she's a month late)
Finally after being kicked out for like 2 months, I got my drawing tablet to where I'm staying so heres a cute little Jun1per sketch i did in aseprite
I was browsing toyhou.se the other day because I started putting up art of characters and stuff, and Jesus H Christ, basically every single nice looking species on there is a closed species. And like, WHY??? I don't understand the concept of making a cool species and then getting mad if someone likes your species enough to make art of it?? Like I get there being rules for lore, and design specifications but like... why limit creativity (and to a more selfish extent, the ability to get free fanart)????
also definitely unrelated, heres a cool design i made for robots but i dont really like it myself so if anyone *wants* to make a KittyBot-2.3 feel free
Meet Kliment, The Silent Protector.
Kliment, Kli for short, is an escapee from a mental institution in Russia. As a teen he witnessed the ritual sacrifice of his father. Upon running to the police he was taken to an institute where he first dawned his Smiley Face mask. He no longer speaks, seeing it as a less optimal way of expressing his thoughts. He has made it his life's mission to help those who seek refuge from the cult that killed his father.
A hotel for the people in my mind.Puppygirl, Autist, Gamedev
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