PLS DO I LOVE SEEING PPL’S SHRINES

Im up to sum content

I have this urge to delete all my fics and start over, I hate my works so much bro

Yesterday was my birthday (18/11) !! And so I ordered a Cameo from David, which arrived this morning, I love him smsmsm it really made my day. I'm still looking forward to see him again next year, either with Dieth or Kings Of Thrash, I don't really mind who (but mainly especting Dieth,,, teehee).

───  𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘

He’s so cute 🥹

This era has an iron grip on me

God watches with teeth. Every breath I take feels peeled, every thought a trespass. I was born already wrong, wired for fire, taught to kneel before love that punishes. My sin is entrenched, carved into me by hymns and eyes that never blink. I don’t pray anymore. I implore. And even then, I wait for the slap, not the pity.

I love Him like a blade to the throat, beautiful, agonizing, inevitable. My chest splits open at the thought of Him, ribs pried wide for a light that burns more than it warms. I whisper His name and taste ash. I tremble not from doubt, but from the awful ache of knowing He sees me, every flaw, every filth, and still demands my adoration. I would crawl to His altar with bleeding hands, if only to feel worthy of the terror.

I rot for forgiveness and understanding, pleading for acceptance, and yet, my pleas are only answered with silence.

Stay safe viper :(

You’ve got the support of all of us

Skibidimetallica or whatever his name was on here, or Svend, if you knew him, is obviously spreading pretty awful shit over on his blog. And is just like to say PLEASE don’t defend me to him at all because he is just an asshole. He won’t listen, he’ll spout some slurs and call it a day.

Im sorry to everyone who’s actually been dragged into the drama because I guess it started with me and him. And now he’s going on to be rude to others in the community which they don’t deserve.

Making this post cause I’m sorry to anyone who was involved with this or him but thanks to everyone who attempted to defend me<3

Since he IS blocked I will turn back on asks or Annon asks maybe

Whah happened between me and Svend if you want to know ↓

One day a Swedish speaking Annon started to send me a lot of asks, regarding both my fics and personal stuff—my sexuality— which I was happy to answer but it later caused drama between me and some other people. Now I think this was like match 12th? So not long ago.

Eventually he started to DM me about fic stuff and saying he had been a fan or reading my fics for a year now. And claimed to others he stalked me for that time—he also said he stalked me or „tried“ as in attempting to find my school or other information about me and found my Instagram (I’m banned on there for whatever reason)

Despite that, I indulged it and became friends with him as he seemed friendly.

We talked about a lot of things, though mostly he’d ask very personal questions such as; „What area do you live?“ „what college do you go to?“ in depth things about my sexuality as I said I’m not gay, and a few others like about my fic „kill me and eat me“ (based off a past experience with an older woman i had) now that would be fine if he wasn’t or hadn’t been so disrespectful about it.

He started asking for pictures of me too which I never really sent but we face timed for a few minutes once so I’m not sure if he has any. He also went on to ask for nude images, or on the call to do a size comparison or just asking very highly sexual questions like how big my dick is, what i usually did in bed with my girlfriend and so on.

Somewhere along the line he caught feelings and started flirting with me—which involved him calling me „daddy“ or saying generally odd things that I took as a joke because I didn’t think he’d call me daddy seriously.

When he admitted his feelings(not long after me and my girlfriend split) I told him I didn’t know him very well, didn’t want to online date but since we had discussed meeting since we’re both European and I’ll visit Denmark soon said maybe if we ever did meet but I didn’t want to get his hopes up or anything.

Then obviously he called me a nigger, said awful things and said others had said pretty awful things. When I decided to block him after about half an hour of harassment he took to asks so I turned those off.

Again I’m truly sorry to anyone who he decided to involve in this—i seriously just wanted to post about my silly fanfics not have a Swedish 20 year old simp over me.

I do think it’s pathetic that he—now 20 or in a week or so will be— decided to harass me about dating him and also a 16 year old girl who told him not to be rude.

me when I read ellefstaine

new favorite AO3 comment dropped. short, simple, to the point. made me laugh so hard my stomach hurt.

Unfinished animation that I also posted on insta