“Some days you will feel like the ocean. Some days you will feel like you are drowning in it.”
— Lora Mathis
it’s just. weirdly enough, i’d been on pins and needles about any of them dying when they were 27. and then they were 28, 29, 30 and i thought, they’re fine and i thought i’d wait a lifetime to mourn them. and a little more than 24 hours ago liam was 31 and he was alive. and now he isn’t. it’s fucking oxymoronic. he was alive. he is dead. what do you even do about that .
its weird because usually when something sad happens i listen to one direction, still, after over 10 years. it's light, it's nostalgic, it's mindless and i know it better than the back of my hand
but now it doesn't feel like the comforting blanket that it usually is. now it feels hard and painful and i'm not sure what to do with that
"She always had that look about her, that look of otherness, of eyes that see things much too far, and of thoughts that wander off the edge of the world."
Joanne Harris
I'm tired of drowning in the sorrows, Swimming through oceans of my tears
I just want to be me again I think I'm finally ready to let go now
I want someone to look at me like Eugene looks at Rapunzel while singing his part from 'I See The Light'😩😭❤️
"I adored you without thinking of you physically. I kissed your smile and adored your illusions."
Julia de Burgos, Song of the Simple Truth: The Complete Poems of Julia de Burgos
"I want to know what passion is. I want to feel something strongly." - Aldous Huxley, Brave New World
god looked at me and said how touch starved can we make a girl
"The after effect of the hug felt like drowning into a pool of whiskey. I had never drunk from a glass or a bottle but always from Nayela's intoxicating eyes, her splendid figure, from the luster of her flowing hair."
Mariyam Hasnain, The Wedding Planner
You fill up my senses like a night in a forest IG : bluerealmmm
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