being raised in a cult and still stuck in it is like *wonders if i can ever integrate into society or will always subconsciously consider everyone else “worldly people”* *hides rated r movies from my parents like i’m 13* *forced to sit through hours long lectures about how i’m a sinner for being gay* *hides the fact that i have money from parents bc they’re scared i’m leaving* *thinking abt how my parents told me i’d have to watch them get shot in armageddon at age 9* *bracing myself for when my parents inevitably disown me*
Soul of her
After everything with moving away, leaving the cult, graduating, making real friends, and being able to be openly queer... I still miss my parents so much
They treated me awful and still haven't really apologized. They're all sad I'm not in contact with them but have done nothing besides decide "I guess we should stop messaging since they asked us to". This is safer for me but God I want parents. The bond between parent and child and the security of having a guardian to rely on is a privilege ripped away from me.
I love my found family, but wish my biological ones were what I needed and deserved.
it's always so fascinating and heartbreaking when a character in a story is simultaneously idolized and abused. a chosen prophet destined for martyrdom. a child prodigy forced to grow up too fast. a powerful warrior raised as nothing but a weapon. there's just something so uniquely messed up about singing someone's praises whilst destroying them.
Part of Apple's new terms include "do not post incorrect things about religious texts" but even scholars of religious texts often disagree on the actual content or intent behind them. Apple has therefore declared itself the arbiter of the true word of God. 🤔
I feel this! Once I started deconstructing a weird thing that happened was that I realized I hated my wardrobe. It's so boring so I want more unique stuff just to express myself. I just know as soon as I move out I will look like a clown lol
“I could make him better” well I could take him shopping at a Spirit Halloween and kiss him with my apostate lips in the makeup aisle while you think we’re doing homework
YES
Happy disability pride month!! Pls help a disabled muslim lesbian in the middle east (me) escape an abusive household + arranged marriage that's been fixed for later this year.
I'm making a new post bc old one has lots of notes but the donations have slowed down a lot and my situation has now become potentially time sensitive. You can read the old post or the link for more details.
Please consider donating and sharing this post! I also have made posts on instagram and twitter that you can share. Here's also a link to proof (bc for whatever reason people think I'm scamming...like I'm making this up for fun? lmao.)
I'm so so grateful to everyone who is and has been helping me, thank you so much, i appreciate each and everyone of you ❤️
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eyyyyy i made another comic.
hope yall like it.
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Luca is once again enabling me to get that sweet sweet lgbt rep under my parents noses. It doesn't have any cannon queer characters, but the entire movie is a gay allegory tbh. I honestly can't reccomend it enough, so just go watch it!
I'm a queer nerd with religous trauma, let's be friends! Icon by @haxxydraws
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