I Am A Grown Ass Adult And I Still Get Nausea When I Feel Like I'm In Trouble. They're Gonna Send Me

They are so toxic yaoi

there’s actually nothing sweet or nice about being an extremely sentimental person. feeling wistful and romantic about everything is also a great way to be let down by…….. everything

my yearning compilation

crying over the thought of theo only having one intimate partner in his entire life that he felt comfortable with, but was forced to treat like just another self-destructive habit despite feeling love for him, fully and truly

"More than anything I was relieved that in my unfamiliar babbling-and-wanting-to-talk state I'd stopped myself from blurting the thing on the edge of my tongue, the thing I'd never said, even though it was something we both knew well enough without me saying it out loud to him in the street—which was, of course, I love you."

– The Goldfinch, by Donna Tartt

ANSEL ELGORT AS THEO DECKER IN THE GOLDFINCH (2019)

i hate my life i’m going to [remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] stare into the eyes of the bird painting i stole from the met

I will never be sorry for hating gay Boris/bi Theo.

yeah im good the light has left my world though

maybe we should all watch the goldfinch and it chapter two again and read some richard siken and the secret history and all wear wool coats and long scarves while listening to the national's terrible love and then we can rediscover some long lost peace