Thanks For The Tag!! So, I’d Assume You’re Sad Boy Gay And I’m So Sorry I Don’t Know These Other

I will never be sorry for hating gay Boris/bi Theo.

donna tartt really said "being queer is like having something very precious and very rare and beautiful and life giving and the only real thing in a world of lies but you HAVE to keep hidden and a secret because it is a crime/morally wrong to have it/the world will fall apart beneath my feet if people find out/it will harm people I love if it comes to light/it is MINE and no one else's" and you expect me to be normal about her

maybe we should all watch the goldfinch and it chapter two again and read some richard siken and the secret history and all wear wool coats and long scarves while listening to the national's terrible love and then we can rediscover some long lost peace

it’s like you’re being ratatouilled but the rat is your shame

I'm going to reread The Goldfinch, because I can't stand being emotionally stable for too long, I need something to lament and suffer about.

i hate my life i’m going to [remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] stare into the eyes of the bird painting i stole from the met

hey man I found a piece of your soul stuck in the text messages of old friends you don’t speak to anymore. do you want it back

every day i discover the meaning of life and then i lose it again and then again a new day and i discover the meaning of life and lose it by night time and then again and so on