Having A Really Long-term Hyperfixation That Has Since Faded Is Terrifying Yes But It's Also So Embarrassing.

it's your lucky day. nothing you had that left is coming back

i want a penis but also i would get a boner from a stiff breeze. i would get hard from biting a particularly crisp apple

I need to interact with something about The Goldfinch once an hour while I’m around my family for the next 3 days or I will lose my mind I fear

thanks for being nice to me. in return i will die for you and never leave your side and go grocery shopping with you.

donna tartt really said "being queer is like having something very precious and very rare and beautiful and life giving and the only real thing in a world of lies but you HAVE to keep hidden and a secret because it is a crime/morally wrong to have it/the world will fall apart beneath my feet if people find out/it will harm people I love if it comes to light/it is MINE and no one else's" and you expect me to be normal about her

If I had a nickel for every time I deeply related to a Finn Wolfhard character who has horrible internalized homophobia, I would have two nickels!! Which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice!

I AM BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE

“the snow in the mountains was melting and bunny had been dead for several weeks before we came to understand the gravity of our situation” - Donna Tartt

my 5 year plan is to get back my joy