Can Someone Invent A Type Of Letting Go That Actually Feels Good Instead Of Feeling Like Your Soul Is

i started isolating myself and ignoring people as always, great to know I'll never get better

When Hobie (rightfully) YELLED at Theo... we all got yelled at that was a group experience

the world is heartbreaking every day and the world is beautiful every day and we have to pay attention to both

"do it scared" ok but I would like to do something some other way occasionally. Like at least once. For a change.

I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in my life. And I am horribly limited.

- Sylvia Plath

yes all my favorite characters are desperate to be loved. no i don’t think that says anything about me

crying over the thought of theo only having one intimate partner in his entire life that he felt comfortable with, but was forced to treat like just another self-destructive habit despite feeling love for him, fully and truly