Pretending I Dont Care About Requited Love So It’ll Happen To Me Sooner

lowkey all the leaves are brown and the sky is grey

the way i talk about theo decker is indirectly really emotionally vulnerable in a way i fear my friends would recognize so i keep that on a side blog

Maybe theo should have actually gotten into organized crime because every instinct he had in amsterdam turned out to be right in the end even though no one listened to him. he was the only person to notice the guy that escaped the restaurant when they first got the painting back, he was quick enough to kill martin AND his original plan of just tipping the interpol about where the painting was actually solved all their problems. Like guy who is consistently wrong about everything all the time has cassandra syndrome but only when it comes to commiting international crimes on purpose that’s theo decker for you

the goldfinch left me permanently insane because why have I thought about it every day for the past 4 months

people literally make it their job to tell me the goldfinch is boring. GIRL I KNOW ITS BORING…… im talking about the goldfinch me and the besties made up on tumblr

putting Theo in my Byler Pinterest pins intead of the Boreo one be like: "Oups! Wrong gays!!"

Boreo incorrect quotes..

:3 GET OUT OF MY SKIN GET OUT OF MY SKIN GET OUT OF MY SKIN GET OUT GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!

& you know what it actually IS lifechanging to smile at strangers & say please & thank you & goodmorning & compliment someones outfit & help someone in need & be more accepting of loving other people just because they are other people!!!

If I had a nickel for every time I deeply related to a Finn Wolfhard character who has horrible internalized homophobia, I would have two nickels!! Which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice!