🌘 N O C T U R N A L 🌖

he just thinks he's so cool, huh? {it's adorable}

I've always wanted to draw debut-era vernon (especially with that little bandana he used to wear 🥺) so when I got invited to a mansae collab and vernon was the only slot left I knew it was written in the stars for me. (The struggle for refs was real but I ended up chosing my least favorite becaue it was the most mansae. This photo cracks me up, he was trying so hard to be a cool kid back then not knowing how effortlessly he'd be nailing it by today 😭)

I realized after choosing the ref that in 2015 he was already wearing his SVT ring! 😭 I didn't know when they got the rings but my heart melted to remember how long they've all been together, so I made sure to make the ring the highlight of the painting!

I also took the original photo (cold, gross) and entirely remixed the color scheme into... you guessed it... sunset colors 😂 AGAIN I know, but they're just the best so fight me. (Also... went wild with the scribbles on this one... how we feeling about it folks?)

🤎✒️✨🎻🕯️⚜️🖤

Sucia Series: "Sunglow Beach" - Sunrise vs. Sunset ver.

Small World Series: "Dusk over the Narrows"

🌲🔥☀️ Crown of Sunset ☀️🔥🌲

Prints of my Jeonghan painting are now up on my Etsy! 💜🌼🩷🪻

introducing 2han

or SEVENTEEN Jeonghan as TPW Chaghan because my brain says so

or the questionably sane gay shaman prince meets equally unhinged kpop idol crossover you didn't know you needed

ALRIGHT LISTEN UP FOLKS JUST LET ME EXPLAIN. Backstory first because I realize this might be confusing to anyone living outside my brain. Basically I fell in love with TPW (and especially my boy Chaghan as you all know) before I got into Seventeen but I could never put a face to Chaghan, even though I was drawing him like literally every day, nothing felt entirely right. Other artists had lots of amazing Chaghan fanart too but nothing felt like exactly the mysterious, sharp, gorgeous, heavenly angel, perfectly androgynous vibe I envisioned for him. I literally spent hours on those face blender thingys or watching various dramas trying to find him but to no avail. Then everything changed when I got into Seventeen and the very first time I saw Jeonghan my brain just went THAT'S IT THAT'S HIM IT'S CHAGHAN THAT'S MY BOY THERE HE IS. And then you can imagine how I screamed when I saw debut pictures with the long blond hair I mean you guys. I FREAKING FOUND HIM AT LAST. And then it only got better because I really got into Seventeen and look, they are actually the same man. I mean, cheating at everything for fun, fighting with everyone when he's bored, causing general havoc wherever he goes and being a menace to society, and yet still thinking he's the most normal one in the friend group. YOU GUYS. Find the difference between these two pictures. HAH you can't! Anyway if JK is Princess Diana's reincarnation then Jeonghan is Chaghan's and thank you for coming to my ted talk, have a nice day.

The last of his kind, the Ichorous faces his final sunset. His body and soul melt back into the mother mountain as he has a hundred times before, though now he no longer returns.

juicy juicy

When is a monster not a monster? 

Oh, when you love it.

Start by pulling him out of the fire and hoping that he will forget the smell. He was supposed to be an angel but they took him from that light and turned him into something hungry, something that forgets what his hands are for when they aren’t shaking. He will lose so much, and you will watch it all happen because you had him first, and you would let the world break its own neck if it means keeping him. Start by wiping the blood off of his chin and pretending to understand. Repeat to yourself “I won’t leave you, I won’t leave you” until you fall asleep and dream of the place where nothing is red. When is a monster not a monster? Oh, when you love it. Oh, when you used to sing it to sleep. Here are your upturned hands. Give them to him and watch how he prays like he is learning his first words. Start by pulling him out of another fire, and putting him back together with the pieces you find on the floor. There is so much to forgive, but you do not know how to forget. When is a monster not a monster? Oh, when you are the reason it has become so mangled. Here is your humble offering, obliterated and broken in the mouth of this abandoned church. He has come back to stop the world from turning itself inside out, and you love him, you do, so you won’t let him. Tell him that you will never know any better. Pretend to understand why that isn’t good enough.

– “Start Here” by Caitlyn Siehl

rapping in a skirt, are you catching my drift?

At the concert I gave these drawings and some letters to the girls!!! I hope they love them 😭 the entire night was a fever dream, they are truly supernatural 🌌🌟 I love their motto "rapping in a skirt" because they really proved how women don't need to be more masculine to be powerful. They are legendary rappers without fitting the stereotype at all. They're building up an empire and one day I know I'll have been lucky to see them on the come up.