Thedeniedgirl - The Secret Blog Of The Denied Girl

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Just a normal day...

Apart from sir making me keep my dildo in at all times when I'm in my room. So horny and very much hoping I'm allowed release later.

Pillar of Creation

Conditioned

I'm getting conditioned by sir to be such a good submissive slut and not beg for orgasms instead beg to pleasure and please him. He's conditioning me right now and teasing me. I'm so frustrated and can only beg for one thing.

A new mantra

Sir has trained me to memorize a new mantra.

It seemed quite long at first and I didnt think I could do it but I’ve had to practice with my eyes closed. 

“I'm such a good obedient pet for sir. Good obedient pets need to obey. Good submissive girls need to submit. Good girls don't think. Good girls just listen. Good girls obey.”

I’m to practice it for my morning edges.

Being helplessly conditioned makes me so horny and aroused which adds a lot of frustration as I haven’t had an orgasm for about 4 weeks now.

2nd day of denial

Today sir teased me and made me keep my vibe to my clit for a really long time and was very close to cumming then he told me to take it off. He’s now teasing me by licking me while I write this ><

I told you I would help.

After edging you the other day I told you to kneel and wait for me, that I would be right back. I left the room for not even two minutes, and when I came back you weren’t kneeling. You blabbered about how you had a hard time focusing because you were so horny. You cried and begged me to help you.

You don’t really seem to understand that the point was to make you feel like you were repaying me for that edge. It isn’t like you deserve them, so you definitely need to do something in return when I’m generous enough to give them to you. By asking for my help, you took away a lot of the value I felt I was gaining when you managed it on your on. I get it though, you’re incapable. I knew that the first time I laid eyes on you. That’s fine.

So from now on this is what we’re going to do when I’m done. You’re going to pay me back for each edge.

I hope you realize the effort I’m expending to do this for you. The stand and rope I bought for you, the time it took me to dress you even though you were still soaking wet, and the time I’m taking now to explain what should be an obvious situation to you. That’s not even counting the edging itself.

Damn.

That’s a lot of debt you’ve built up.

I’m not going to burden you further by making you try to pay me back for an orgasm. I’m going to wait until I feel like we’re even before I begin to consider when you’ll be allowed to cum.

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I'm being Sir's horny obedient pet and scrolling tumblr while he teases me.