Not Evil Anymore I Want To Be Loved Now

I agree with every word. But I think it won't be on a noisy day. Not on a day too much happens. It'll just be a normal boring day, that you wake up go to work, laugh at your coworkers lame/brilliant(depending on their mental capacity) jokes, and it'll just be over in the afternoon. We'd all be doing something mundane, and the humdrum activities will busy us and we won't be thinking of anything. And then it'll be over. Just like we were never there.

How will the world end?

it’s genuinely not something i think too much about. there are people to love and dishes to do in the meantime.

Chalte rahenge kafilein mere bagair bhi yaha,

ek sitara toot jaane se falak tanha nhi hota!

They'll keep moving ahead even without me,

sky will not be alone if one star would fall...

I'm too lonely for that.

Need that heavy rain sound type of night

I don't like you

Grab a seat and wait for me to give a fuck

My head is a hive of words that won't settle.

- Virginia Woolf

Why am I still here?

Why must I suffer?

Why must I go through this every day! When I don't want to?

Why must I live?

Why must I live with this horrendous thing inside me?

I don't know what's worse, my brain or my heart.

Sometimes I think my heart because that's where the pain is.

Sometimes I think it's my brain because that is why the pain is.

Fyodor Dostoevsky's manuscript draft of The Brothers Karamazov. via twitter

Bas itnaa saa khwaab haiiii <3