Life Goes On.

"would you love me if I was a worm"? easy. worms are innocent and kind. but would you love me if I was the real me and not the faint reflection of me I show you to seem better? if even the best version of me, stripped of almost all flaws, disappoints people sometimes and seems unbearable, what would they think of a monster which hides behind that? would you run from me? would you hate me? would the reveal break everything we've built together?

Fanart for my friend @lilliethh of her original characters 💜💙

ok. ok. I'm thinking about the ways I could still communicate with my mutuals if my fate is to be shadowbanned. I think even if I delete this blog and make a new one it will be banned in less than a month to because apparently they may just be banning all people with russian ID...

Maybe I just will reblog things with tags and people who care enough could be just checking my blog sometimes to see if I reblogged their stuff or something? The most problem is that the only way we can communicate now is through the tags; no dms, no asks and no comments are available... I have a Telegram btw. I'll try to get a Discord since I've seen some of you have it but I'm not sure if it's available for people from my country.

I do not want to give up that easily but honestly I don't have many ideas... I really like you all. I want to chat, to discuss things and to communicate! I don't care about popularity, but I do care about preserving my connection with all the cool people I met here (•ˋ _ ˊ•)

so few people understand the art of the pseudo nap

Heart of gold that's made of steel!

felt like drawing something stupid and a little bit glamorous with this favourite awful woman of mine

what are people even thinking about if not yaoi

spin this wheel of fanfic tags. this will be the theme of your day tomorrow.

Today I fell down the stairs while texting and when I got to the bottom I realized that I had hit the “audio message” function and sent them an entire 30 second recording of it

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