current fan creation landscape is kinda like if you went to a party with a homemade cake and everyone takes a slice and silently thumbs up at you with no attempt to start a conversation except for occasionally some guy sits in the corner with a tape recorder critiquing the cake as though he was a restaurant critic and another guy is handing the cake to an uber driver like "yeah i need you to find a restaurant that makes cake like this so i can have more of it" and the only person that's talked to you in 30 minutes is a very sweet little guy who was like "hey i liked your cake" and then ran away apologizing for bothering you the moment you said thank you.
honestly, all i do all day is open photoshop, stare at it for a while, close it and then open it again 10 minutes later
please be patient with me im from the 1900s
Bestie I can feel rejected by things you wouldn’t even think of
I'm not ready to face it Don't go saying goodbye There's a beauty in changes And I wanna try
Fandom was literally created for freaks by freaks. If you can't handle freaks in the freak hobby, then get out.