Some Tough Love ♡

what if god said yes

what if you got quiet. what if you got so quiet and you curled up in a little ball in your bed with a stuffed animal or a blanket or a pillow and you said, “god, can we talk?” and because god is you and you are god you didn’t have to wait and you didn’t have to go anywhere at all and—“yes,” god said. and you said, “god, i want an apartment with floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city.” “god, i want the boy with the kind eyes and tattoo-covered arms and exquisite taste in music.” “god, i want to feel alive again.” “god, i want to travel first-class to switzerland.” “god, i want a hound dog named finn.” and god said, “yes.” and you said, “but how can you make this happen?” and god said, “i can make anything happen.” and you said, “quickly?” and god said, “i love you. why would i not make this rapid?” and you said, “i can trust you?” and god said, “like your life depends on it.” and you said, “my life does depend on it.” and god said, “i know. i’ve got it now. you’re safe. let me take care of it.” and you hugged god. and god hugged you. and you hugged yourself. and you drifted off to sleep saying, “i have it. i’m safe. i have it. i’m safe. i have it. i’m—” and you woke in the morning and the world was new. because you knew it was done. because god said yes. and god never goes back on a yes unless you tell god “no.” and any time throughout the day you thought, “is anything happening?” god said, “it’s all happening.” and you said, “but i can’t see a thing.” and god said, “i am your eyes.” and you said, “but i don’t have to do anything?” and god said, “you did the only thing needed.” and you said, “but what about my thoughts and my state and acting as if?” and god said, “i love you.” and you knew what that meant. so instead of worrying or wondering or obsessing another second, you went to the bakery and bought a slice of chocolate cake and drove home and sat on your back deck and ate and ate and watched the sunset and celebrated.

my desire is not a "desire." it is reality. it is my life.

i just had an epiphany. i was watching one of the many manifesting youtubers about letting go and i realized something:

why was i even watching the video when i KNOW that i have what i want? i KNOW my desire is my reality and i already have it, so why do i keep watching those videos and reading these posts when i have exactly what i want?

then i realized, the logical side of your brain is always going to do these small, yet significant, limiting things that you don't even realize. scrolling through the millionth post by people who are living the life of your dreams, wondering why that isnt you.

the thing is, it IS you. your imagination is your reality. your happy scenarios are your past, present and future. they are your memories and what is happening RIGHT NOW, even if you can't see it with your physical eyes.

living in the end is just.. accepting that you don't need to spend 5 hours reading tumblr or ig posts about the loa, because you are aware and accept that you have everything.

people always make living in the end sound so much more complicated than it really is. it's accepting. it's realizing that you do not need to do anything, just know that everyone you could ever want is already yours.

if you don't know how to "know," what helped me a lot is just repeating the phrase "i know-" followed by an affirmation. yes, i did just say that you don't need to affirm, but this does help a lot with self concept and doubt.

baby you know you don’t have to sit around and wait for a fairy godmother or a genie to magically grant your wishes. you are not trying to impress anything in order to get your desires. why? because you are the fucking genie and the fairy godmother combined. you are even infinitely more powerful than that. you want it? DONE. why would you ever settle for less when you literally have everything you have at your fingertips? you’re the highest power. that’s it.

✩ 𝙱𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙾𝚆𝙽 𝚅𝙰𝙻𝙸𝙳𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽: 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝙵𝙰𝙲𝚃.

i don't need constant validation that grass is green. i don't wake up every day scared that grass isn't green. i don't need any validation that grass is green. i know the grass is green, and i'm confident in that fact. if i hear someone ranting about how the grass isn't green, i'll think that they're crazy. and you probably don't fret over if the grass is green or not. you're not affirming every second of every day that the grass is green, you're not listening to subliminals to turn the grass green. it's stupid, it's pointless -- that's how you should treat your desire.

i want you to think about something you're completely sure about, like your age, for example 'i am 16', you are 100% faithful in that fact, then think about your desire, for example, 'i am 6' foot', and experience the same feeling. i want you to be MORE certain about your desire, than if the grass is green or what not. if bryan in maths class starts telling you, 'the grass isn't green; the grass was never green; the grass will never be green', that doesn't make you feel any less sure than the grass, is indeed, green. instead, you'll say to bryan, 'no, you fucking idiot, the grass is green.'

no one BUT YOURSELF is going to change your reality.

no one BUT YOURSELF is going to have an impact on your life.

you think about green grass, and you don't feel crazy or stupid; you SHOULD BE ABLE to think about your desires and not feel crazy or stupid.

if you really wanted, you could decide the grass is blue and guess what? the grass is blue. YOU decide: i have my desires. and guess what? YOU HAVE YOUR DESIRES.

I’m officially done. I’m letting go off this old story. I now DECLARE the old story dead. So, I want a lot of things lol so can I just use affirmations like “I have everything I want” “I have all my desires” “I get everything I want whenever I want” to cover all my desires?

good for you!! if you assume those affirmations work, they’ll work. don’t worry too much about what affs you’re using, if the old story is really dead, you cannot fail

one thing i really want to mention is that the affirmations don’t matter. like you don’t need to affirm perfectly, you don’t need to say a certain word in your affirmation that will grant you your desires.

i say affirmations dont matter because i have personally tested it out.

i would say the most random things ever like donkey face blue jeans but my INTENTION behind that affirmation was something that i desired

this is why blanket affs are also great you are your subconscious so you could say something like “i have what i want” and your subconscious knows exactly what you want. dont need to reason with it, just deal with it. it knows what you want.

literally like a week ago i was making some burgers and i said “my life is malleable like this burger” i wasnt even being serious, i just said it and like a couple of moments later i got an email saying im invited to a NYC art exhibit (something that im VERY VERY interested in) and i don’t even have to pay for my plane ride.

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Manifesting is so addictive. It starts with something small, something just to see if it really works. Then you do it again, just to make sure that the first time wasn't a coincidence. Then you become more confident, you realize that you really can have whatever you want. You learn that you can change your life, your circumstances, your past, your present and your future. Suddenly you manifest every single desire. No matter how big it seems. You can relax because you don't have to worry about anything. You feel safe. You're excited because you know that everything and everyone can be yours if you decide it's yours. You know you deserve all the happiness in the world. And you know that you can share that happiness with others. It's the best kind of addictive.

Do you have it in your mind? Yes. Then, do you have it? Yes.

The 3D is irrelevant to this. You have it in your mind. You have it.

do you know why affirmations work and you dont even have to believe them ?? because your world, your 3D, what you see around you, is only possible because of imagination. if yoy take away imagination, you take away your world. the 3D ceases to exist. this is why your dominant thoughts are able to create your 3D without you even having to believe in them. this is why you are able to manifest things out of thin air. there is no higher being that we must impress in order to get our desires. all we have to do is saturate our mind enough with what we want to experience so our mind will think we are already experiencing it and then have no choice, no choice !!!! but to show it to us. when i say no choice i mean no choice. our mind doesnt think hmm, actually no i dont think she/he/they deserve this. it doesnt think actually no i dont want to give them this. so continue persisting, continue affirming and know that every single one of your desires absolutely has to happen no matter what.

˙⊹ ੈ✰𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝖂𝖆𝖓𝖙✰ ੈ⊹˙

Your subconscious mind does not know what is wrong or right. you show it who you are and what you look like. You don't have to put effort into your manifests. As long as you want, you send your subconscious mind affirmations as a subliminal message and it puts them in front of you. There is no other option. All your desires have to come true because that's the job of your subconscious mind. Command it and have fun while manifesting. There is no such thing as a big manifest or a small manifest. If you want to fly in your reality, you will fly, you have to because you want to.

˗ˏˋ ʚ♡ɞ ˎˊ˗

There's no such thing as impossible

You create your own reality