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“you’ll never meet another girl like me again. i can promise you that”.

“you seem very sure of yourself”.

“yes, because understand, there’s no other girl in the world quite as perfect as me”.

do it like tomie affirmations.

people just look at me and become murderously infatuated with me to the point that they’ll do anything for me and i absolutely take advantage of that.

compared to my beauty no one’s even on the scale.

there’s no better pleasure than to live as a beauty.

i have everyone hypnotised into a loving trance with my beauty so that they will do anything for me.

my only real interest is myself.

i’m so used to people just being immediately in love with me and doing exactly what i want.

i’m frequently described as almost impossibly beautiful by those i meet.

my mere presence seems to drive people to become fixated on me, positively.

the more i look at myself, the more beautiful i look.

mark my words, you’ll never find another girl of my caliber.

i’m the prettiest girl everyone has ever seen.

my beauty captivate people utterly.

i’m the protagonist of the world.

people will never stumble on another girl as beautiful as me.

not even the highest quality camera can capture a tenth of my beauty.

when people see me all they can think about is “what a bewitching girl”.

i have the ability to seduce people to do my bidding.

through my perfect tactics of seduction i eventually draw any person to fall in love with me.

my beauty’s eternal.

poor thing, it’s a pity you weren’t born with my natural charms.

everywhere i go people can’t take their eyes off me, not even for a second.

everyone desperately confesses their immense love for me.

my beauty’s otherworldly and everyone agrees.

people worships the ground i walk on.

“this woman has this… strange supernatural power. they’ll do anything for her – even murder if she asks for it”.

Nia Long in Love Jones, 1997

here is some things you can manifest to make your life even enjoyable ,fun and simple.

to look like a celebrity ( this is so much fun just choose someone you want to look like and imagine everyone telling you that you look just like xy. )

new connections

to get free things ( coffie etc...) whenever you go out in public

not having to work or do a thing you love and get a ton of money for it

gain fame by social media

always travel to somewhere

having your fav coffie shop/store , anything near your work place or home

not having to study in college/school but get good grades anyway

not having to work out or eat healthy but still have your desired body

never having an insecurity again

having your dream wardrobe and always get compliments on your outfits

Angela + favourite outfits

you don't have to answer if you don't want to, but do you ever get tired of people only asking for romantic/sexual readings?

Not really haha. I do like to explore other things, but it's like when you love chocolate and have never got bored of it and once in a blue moon you decide to eat a hard candy, just because.

Topics that focus on the self are natural to me

Planning, self-introspection, determining the factors that influence my behavior, understanding individual's psychology, how best to study, problem solving, how to improve communication, life purpose, etc. I can do those without tarot. People can talk about random things in front of me and I can guess their insecurities. Oh, you have problems with executing your ideas? Check your time management, discipline, task breakdown, workload and limiting beliefs.

The solutions to these problems often need to be practical instead of just a pep talk to be effective. If someone wanted to ask for advice about how to choose between two paths, I would prefer to help them analyze their options logically instead, without using tarot; it would take less energy from me (thus enjoyable) and it would be more effective for them.

You can be detailed and practical with tarot about these topics if you try hard enough, but 'sitting with the person, confirming every relevant fact about their problem and constructing an action plan for them' will be a lot more effective and certain. I don't want to be spending extra energy decoding the cards when I know at the end of the day, it's not necessarily more effective than therapy worksheets, life tips and career guides you can find online.

It's not natural for me to see interpersonal dynamics

I was the kid who felt surprised when I found out two 'friends' hated each other because they seemed like they got along? I can see how Person A's personality can influence their decision in X situation, but it's harder for me to immediately see how Person A's decision will be influenced by Person B's personality in X situation. It's the shit I normally, in my day-to-day life, forget to consider.

Thus in this case, tarot is necessary and effective, because it helps me understand and get familiar with interpersonal dynamics (an interaction of variables such as personalities, status, power, etc and how they all feel) since I'm not natural at recognizing them in person. I can now see the power dynamic in a social group, I can now see how compliments I receive from authorities can influence my peers and their behaviors towards me, I can now see the differences between the influence water signs have on fire influenced people VS earth influenced people. I couldn't do this before.

TLDR:

I'm usually fine with those topics because they fit my goals. I like seeing interactions between different intrapersonal and interpersonal variables and see what can come out of those. It's intellectually interesting to note the similarities and the differences in each case, to recognize how they feel energetically and emotionally, so that I can improve how fast and how accurate I can spot them in real life, even without tarot.

I like all relationship readings, but people tend to like love readings, which are also fine because it's still the same thing and also lighter, which fits my fatigue.