Sx1nandb0n3s - !!marina!!

hi guys!!!! i haven’t posted on tumblr in a while i’ve mainly been active on twt, but i attempted rec0very during february. it did not work out for me, and i have ga1n3d 10 Ibs since. my mental health is not the best right now and i will try to post more on tumblr. i’m trying to l0se the 10 Ibs this month, so far i have 8 more to go. but i hope you angels are all doing well, make sure to take care of yourselves, i love you all so much💗💗🪽

Introduction ~

infp | Taurus | CA

w3ight -

🔒GW #1 : 125 lbs - 56.7 kgs

🔒GW #2 : 120 lbs - 54.4 kgs

🔒GW #3 : 115 lbs - 52.1 kgs

🔒GW #4 : 110 lbs - 49.8 kgs

🔒GW #5 : 105 lbs - 47.6 kgs

🔒GW #6 : 100 lbs - 45.3 kgs

🔒GW #7 : 95 lbs - 43.0 kgs

🔒GW #8 : 90 lbs - 40.8 kgs

🔒UGW 1 : 80 lbs - 36.3 kgs

🔒UGW 2 : 70 lbs - 31.8 kgs

!! please do NOT interact with my blog, or block me if you are in rec0v3ry!! i am 100% pr0 r3c0v3ry, and i don’t want to cause someone else to fall back into their old habits. (if you are in r3c0v3ry i wish you the best!)

my e@t1ng d1s0rd3r started during quarantine, but has been on and off since then. i recently decided i should go back to @na a couple months ago. in the past i got diagnosed with bul1m1@, but i don’t purg3 anymore(i try not to, only if i have a really bad b1ng3 😔🙏). i tried to fully r3c0ver once in october of 2023, but i ended up just stopping and giving up.

if you have any questions, or want to talk to me in general, i would be so glad to talk to some of you guys about anything you’re going through. lots of you can be really sweet and kind, and i appreciate those who are :)

i wish the best for you guys !!! love you bbgs

a lil rant

hi guys happy ⭐️ving saturday !!! im so anxious to see my w3ight now bc my mom hid her scale from me and i haven’t been able to w3igh myself in over two weeks. i feel like i’ve made some progress because i FEEL lighter in general, and i haven’t b1ng3d at all these past few weeks. but i’m also really scared because what if i haven’t made any progress at all and i just get disappointed. i’m going to my friends house after school in a couple days because she has a scale, and that means fasting all day whoop whoop 🙌 but that also means i have to be drinking my energy drink all day which MEANS the number on the scale won’t be accurate bc of water w3ight or whatever. i’m still excited to w3igh myself!

guys how can i buy l@xat1ves without my parents knowing ?? i’m desperate 😔

They will judge anyway, at least you could be skinny

Me "why isnt there more men in the 3d community?"

My brain sending a laser beam that shows me the complex and depressing history of womens beauty standards that force and crush women into a mindset that makes them think they are not worthy of love if they are not thin and the patriarchy reinforcing that narrative for years, resulting in fad diets, dangerous weight loss techniques, and pills that tear apart your insides, all for the sake of becoming perfect in the eyes of a patriarchal society resulting in way more Afab people struggling with 3ds

Me "oh yeah that's why"

i take control of my e4ting when my life’s not in control.

i hope you guys are all doing well 💕 don’t forget to drink water and take your vitamins fellow r3xies, wishing us all a b1ng3 free week!!!⭐️💓

an apple a day keeps the fat away!!🍎

I’d rather be empty and skinny then full and fat