“Happiness Doesn’t Go Away Forever, You Just Have To Find It Again.”

I hope my hopes won’t mislead me.

“I keep thinking about that night. I held you close like a secret, afraid you’d slip right out from between my fingers if I loosened my grip. You looked at me like some people look at the moon, or so I was told. In hindsight, I never felt like you knew me. You never knew me at all. And I think that’s what I’ve come to regret the most - I almost gave you everything and you gave me nothing at all.”

— wasted nights / n.j.

Scotland

This is girl is the one who inspired me to start writing on Tumblr.

She taught me that we can learn and actually feel that we know someone we never met just from reading their writings. 

It is magnificent how writing is a very strong way of communications between different cultures and various minds.

Some people will think that I’m totally alone and I don’t have anyone to talk to but this is not what’s happening here. Actually I’ve been blessed with 2 persons who helped me to talk more and to express myself more when I lost my language to talk and express my feelings and thoughts.

But I’m here because I want to dig deeper into myself and to leave some writings behind me when I disappear or go away so people can communicate with me like I did with Elissa Lam.

“Why is love at birth so sweet and then so bitter? Is it because it caresses us first to devour us later?”

— siir-poesia ©

The One With The Pediatrician FRIENDS ✧ S09 E03

National Gallery of Ireland, Dublin.