What Do People Do When Their Insomnia Gets Too Bad? Like, Too Much To Handle?

I literally only have one rule in my writing and it is this:

No matter what I put my characters through, they make it. They get to make it to the end of the story and have everything work out and be ok.

Because that’s the story I need. So it’s the kind I write.

Mom... come pick me up... I am scared of them

aesthetic tag

tagged by: @theleemark (sorry for taking so long btw)

rules: bold the aesthetics you relate to and add 20 of your own aesthetic qualities for others to bold :)

[soft] baby pink | iridescent | glitter is always a good option | no bra | minimalistic tattoos | cherry patterns | sweet scented perfumes | wearing generous amounts of blush | doodling hearts | getting excited to pet an animal | fun nails | rewatching old barbie movies | hair sticking to glossed lips | heart shaped sunglasses | taking pictures of the sunset or sunrise | stuffed animals | protecting nature | stickers everywhere | teen movies | the light rain that falls from a clear sky at the beginning of the night 

[dark academia] neutral tones | masculine outfits | studying languages | worn down copy of books | grey skies | turtleneck sweaters | loose fitting pants | hair tied with a silk ribbon | trying to remember a cool difficult word you read somewhere to use in a convo | thick belts | minimal makeup | windows fogged by rain | vintage jewelry | blouses with cuffed sleeves | reading a murder mystery and trying to solve it | oxford style shoes | sweater vests | subtitled old movies in a language you don’t speak | leaves crackling as you walk | annotating books to express your emotions about the story 

[edgy] closet full of dark clothes | fishnet tights | makeup sweating off | neon signs | searching for unknown songs | chokers | band tees | doodling on old converses | finding smoking aesthetically pleasing but not doing it | weird humor | accidentally very dramatic | dim lights | layered outfits | chain belts | chipped nail polish | messy hair | low quality pics | piercings | combat boots | scribbling on desks 

[seventies] colourful wardrobe | doodling flowers | wearing short shorts | using a bikini top or bra as a normal top | listening to ABBA | flowers in your hair | DIYing everything | jamming to songs alone in your room | drunkenly telling your friends you love them | patterned bandanas | mid heeled shoes | messy braids | flared sleeves | walking barefoot on grass or sand | bold sunglasses | the good kind of tired you get after doing something you enjoy for hours | feeding stray animals | fun patterned socks | room decorated with succulents and other plants | likes to go roller skating or skateboarding 

[preppy casual] collared clothes | drinking juice out of a champagne glass | getting excited to see the met gala looks | thick headbands | small pastel cardigans | making your friends take your ootd pics | plaid mini skirts | tweed two pieces | watching reality tv to pass time | frilly tops | watching old hollywood movies | academically driven | long manicured nails | new year’s eve fireworks | colorful tights | layered golden jewelry | yearns for luxury brand items | decorating your room with fairy-lights | cursive and neat handwriting | lace details

[parfaitjoon] old book smell | doodles of eyes | stained paint palettes | jewel tones | sleepy eyes and red noses | always blushed cheeks | plushies with sentimental value | keroppi | ever-switching aesthetics | chunky trainers | curvy bodies | blurry vision | analysing movies | shouting when excited | green eye shadow | cool fresh water | tiny frogs | thirst for knowledge | random facts

[dreamiehrs] playing Roblox for 3 hours straight | loud laugh that could probably make someone deaf | listening to music 24/7 | hot chocolate on a chilly day | skirts galore | cat lady | has 2 fans on at all times | hibernates during the summer (not literally) | binge watching tons of anime episodes in one day | dark circles underneath their eyes | is on Tumblr 24/7 | loves buying merch | does online shopping in the middle of class | cannot go 1 day without screaming about their faves | having a dance party in their bathroom while getting ready for the day | has an obsession with buying tiny plants | lowkey never goes outside | wanting to write the day away | has millions of lists for every little thing | cannot stop doing the Chika dance

[bumblebeenct] midnight milkshake runs | listening to 80s music in the car with friends | bees moving flower to flower | study posters | too much stationary | drinking games | sunsets on the beach | studio ghibli piano playlists | starting a tv show and forgetting to finish | long-distance skype calls | having a song for every occasion | flared jeans | vintage 50′s dresses | jumping to a rock song at a party | bathroom mirror selfies | doctor martens | lanyard with keychains | movie days with friends | late night horror movies | too many blankets

[theleemark] memorizing flowers & their meanings | falling in love with fictional characters | late night car rides | mom jeans | sunflowers & sunshine | poetry | drinking tea | purple photoshoot aesthetic | falling asleep with a stuffed animal | stress baking | being the mom friend | random pick up lines | crime podcasts | stargazing | always sending love (sometimes through wholesome memes) | ice cream dates | spontaneous adventures | falling in love with cities | loving chocolate | 2 am guitar jams | soft rain with lofi music

[staymoarmyzen] play odd and unpopular games | loving biology, math and psychology | know the scientific name of some flowers & animals for fun | bad photographer | memes and smash keyboard | would still believe in santa claus if no one had told the truth | jump when excited | dolphin scream | emoticons over emojis | can accidentally use two different languages while talking | dress either as colorful as a kid and as dark as a gothic | loud laughter and mute laughter | would most likely know the lyrics of a song but won’t know the name of the song | discussions about mythical creatures and aliens existence | can read upside down | animes over netflix series | do origamis during boring classes | extrovert | loving bowling & karaoke | nerdy

tagging: @mona-devilthatdraws @give-seconds @ovelha-colorida-v @hwanunjin (if you were already tagged I am sorry and if you don’t want to do this is ok)

Now in the same server and there are messages in 17 text channels.

SEVENTEEN TEXT CHANNELS

Again "I Am: Scared"

I literally didn't open my discord for around (idk) 2/3 hours and only in one server there are (many) messages in 6 text channels o-o

I Am: Scared

reblog to have good concert luck

This is really necessary to reblog this.

I just loved it.

MJ WHERE IS YOUR GODDAMN COVER

IN MY GODDAMN SIDE BLOG. IF YOU HAD TOLD ME EARLIER I WOULD HAVE TAGGED YOU!!

:(

✺.✳ ⑅ - ⑅ ┅ 971003 ┅ ⑅ - ⑅ ✳.✺

Song is ICY by ITZY

Tagging: @dexiao @ovelha-colorida-v @nakayutasama @lsnpaj

tagged! you’re starring in a movie with the last person you saved in your camera roll and the last song you listened to is the title. who/what is it?

tagged by: @jungwooisms 

tagging: @yunwoo @nyuksw @proseeuhn and all my other moots!

Jen's (My Non-nctzen Friend) Most Iconic Quotes (About nct [ft.me]) Pt.1- The Young Rich Boy a.k.a. Chenle

Me: [to my non-nctzen friend] Hey, do you want to listen to some musics with me?

Jen: Sure.

[After 3 songs from nct dream listening the 4th]

Jen: *pointing to Chenle* I think I forgot who's he.

Me: He's Chenle, don't you remember when I told you about him?

Jen: Oh!! The young rich boy??

Me: exactly.

[After that song, listening to the first 127's song in the playlist, which one is Regular english version]

Jen: Where's the young rich boy?

Me: you mean Chenle?

Jen: Yes, exactly what I said! THE YOUNG RICH BOY!!