Why The Fuck Does Barnes And Noble Keep Denying My Order I’m JUST Trying To Buy Cds 😭😭 I’ve

LITERALLYYYYYY‼️ what compelled him in that moment? honestly i’m forced to believe that that’s just what he says when he comes 😭😭

yes bbm is a tragic story and i cry every time i think about it too hard but this part in the book always makes me laugh my ass off. jack what even.

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party poison stimboard

-with bright colors and post-apocalyptic vibes, requested by anon

found this on pinterest and i can’t stop thinking about how this looks like something house would print out and pin it in his office or on the whiteboard and he would be so smug about it and cameron would be SO irritated

SIDE BLOG!! i can’t like/follow from this blog sorry :[

hi i’m ben and i made this blog to MAINLY post my art but i’ll probably post other shit more often

my art isn’t great, (especially the digital stuff cuz i’m new to it and i use my finger to draw cuz i don’t have a pen lmao) but i still want to share it cuz maybe it will build confidence or something idk

anywayy some things about me:

i’m 15 (so no nsfw)

im autistic, and my special interests are history, brokeback mountain, fnaf, and nbc hannibal‼️‼️

i crochet (i might post my finished projects here :3)

other than my special interests i’m rlly into mcr (especially danger days) and house md ^_^

hhhhhh yeah

my other blog is @benjisstims (stimboard blog)

that’s it i think :3

divider credit to @/enchanthings ^_^

there’s something about the brokeback mountain book that just carries so much emotion. like, you’ll read a line and then just double over with the agony that it brings. and the lines arnt even overly complicated or flowery, but they still hold such an impact.

one part i remember specifically is in the very beginning, you see ennis wake up and go about his morning after jack dies, and it’s just so… plain i guess. so devoid of emotion that it loops right around to being devastating. and then, if you compare that scene with ones with jack, you can see how jack was the light and emotion in ennis’s life.

All the killjoys died because they looked back. Kobra runs for Party instead of the door. Ghoul shuts the doors looking back at Kobra. Jet shoves the Girl towards safety and is shot when he looks back at Ghoul. It’s all about the Orpheus and Eurydice of it all.

The head & the heart… or whatever

lowkey being autistic is so funny sometimes cuz like,,,, ok so i have this stim thats unnoticeable and relatively normal to most people,, ill like make a semi-disappointed face and shake my head a bit and yk thats whatever but its literally just

this 😭😭 i’ll be completely alone in my room or having a nice convo with my friends and i’ll be unconsciously imitating gerard way

dying 😭

So were none of you going to tell me ray also had a knight outfit