In the song, ”Achilles Come Down.,” there’s a verse that says
“You crave the applause yet hate the attention.”
And this resonated with me so deeply but I didn’t really get the meaning. But then,
I hate attention but I love validation.
which I feel so many people can relate.
and it’s hard to be at school when I feel like an open wound.
-a small cottage with a messy front lawn from too many Weasleys and Potter children visiting.
- a quaint backyard with perfectly grown fruits that Sirius plucks after a full moon to make warm tomato soup for Remus.
- chipped floral china filled with a different flavour tea each morning made by Remus, delivered each morning to Sirius who still lays in bed, messy hair sprayed over soft cotton pillows.
- an old leather couch beaten from too many nights where Remus and Sirius lay close, hands clasped, under one wool blanket, and a muggle movie on.
- a bookshelf that cover floor to wall, filled with mystery crime novels bought by Sirius for Remus to enjoy.
- a small bench overlaid with thick ivy where Remus reads aloud and Padfoot lays with head in his lap, just listening. Just listening to the sounds of being alive and here and now and in love.
- cold rainy days where they stay in bed, drowning in warmth from the crackling fire in the corner of the cozy room, that eases their weary bones.
- fresh flowers on the window sill each morning that Sirius brings when he comes from his daily morning walk. Roses, and daffodils, and Cornelias. And sometimes Lilies as well.
- sweet smelling candles on the dinner table, lit every night when they enjoy home cooked meals.
- cooking together in their small kitchen, constantly bumping into each other and laughing each time. Wearing matching aprons bought by Harry and over stirring the stew and eating all the batter before it goes in the pan.
- sitting on the front steps each night, just looking at the stars, fully in love.
- countless photo albums filled with birthday parties and Christmases, and New Years, and summers, and dinner parties, and weddings and joy and love because they’re here, and healing, and happy.
- because they’re alive.
Sirius Black‘s Instagram (modern)
You know what I love right now? Birthday cakes. I mean the homemade circle ones that are a bit sloppy but made with love. The icing is a bit messy and too sweet. The candles on top are dripping down and the messy handwriting reading “happy birthday” is illuminated. Its messy and full of knife strokes but it’s cozy and made of love. And in that moment, everything feels like it will be okay and good.
I personally am so excited to see what happens with Ben and Devi next season. It’s obvious that he’s forgiven her for the 2timing now because he was going to ask her nervously if she wanted to dance at the winter formal and was looking jealously at Paxton and Devi kissing. HE WANTS HER!
So I feel like season 3 will be a new start for them!!!!
I’m feeling really comfortable in my sadness lately and that really scares me. What if I stay here forever?
First and Foremost, let me say that I’m literally saying this as a Ben and Devi shipper...
I don’t understand why people think that Paxton is embarrassed to date Devi.
Shira runs in his circle but dated Ben?? And it’s implied that Devi and Ben are like the gender-swapped versions of each other.
So if Shira dated Ben publicly, why wouldn’t Paxton, who’s 20x better than her as a person date Devi publicly.
Since season 1, Paxton’s been affectionate with her publicly.
This season, he didn't want it to be public because he didn’t want to be hurt and humiliated again. She cheated on him and kinda is seen as responsible for him losing his scholarship.
If that was me, I would have raged.
But he was still publicly her friend, even after. When romance came back into the picture, of course he would be wary of being hurt.
But he pulled through in the end.
August Looking for Wilhelm at the Party
August: He’s probably making out with someone.
Wilhelm looking at Simon:
I’m new to the IWTV fandom so can someone plz explain this to me.
- I know Claudia dies in Paris but has this already happened? Is she dead in the present time?
- But wasn’t Lestat present at her death so if this already happened, where is Lestat now?
ORR
- Is Claudia still alive in present interview time and Lestat is still in his coffin?
IM SO CONFUSED I HAVENT READ TO BOOKS PLZ HELP
Alex: I am very mature and will run for senate one day.
Also Alex: puttheminmyroom, puttheminmyroom, PUT THE TURKEYS IN MY ROOM JESUS CHRIST
My previous tumblr was/is @pastthecornflowerfield
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