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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

No one will ever love me as much as I love them, and it hurts more than anything in the world.

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

so does everyone have random impending doom or

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

when tumblr dies i'll live under your bed and you can say out loud what you would post and i will say LIKE or REBLOG it'll be just like we're still here

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spectrespeaks

3 months ago

it is 11:40pm. i logically know that my friends are asleep and not deliberately ignoring me. does that stop the mean angry gnome in my brain from telling me they despise my existence in their lives? absolutely not

and the worst part is that the only person i have to talk to, is said mean angry brain gnome. 🙃

because everyone else is asleep. 🙃

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spectrespeaks

3 months ago

it is a very lonely existence when no one bothers to talk to me anymore

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spectrespeaks

1 month ago

rb to tell prev they're being so brave right now and pat their head a little please

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spectrespeaks

2 months ago

Someone please tell me this isn’t an original experience.. do you ever get so insanely infatuated with someone (who you don’t necessarily know super well/like that much) that you crave validation from this person to the point that if they look at you wrong or say one wrong thing you convince yourself they hate you and start deeply hating them and any little thing they say can send you into a mental breakdown ?? No just me?? Ok.

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